Thursday, April 20, 2006
4 days dint post. haha. kinda busy and lazy to post la. ytd met with my GEMs teacher for the first time. she's someone lame la. kinda funny. like the joker of the class leh . and the malays in the class keeep on laughing. even at the slightest problems. -.- haha. nvm. i guess this course is gonna be fun.
anyway. school started already. and till now, which is only the 4th day, i already felt stressed out le. -.- basically cos most of the lecturers keep mentioning abt assignments, tests, and even presentations. god. i hate presentations. duh. haha. all the work are rather new to me. and kinda strange why multimedia learn such things. stupid. nvm. = / i do hope school is gonna be fine and dat we wont have to rush for last minute assignments again this time(although i know confirm will de la. ) haha. i think other than the electives we are taking, i dun seem to like any other modules. hai. shit la. die liaos. haha.
sometimes, i wonder, why in my life, so many things have to happen. especially bad ones. i cant help but feel sad everytime i tink of it. its saddening. = / i dun wan to be thinking of all these problems everyday. it pains me la. hai. i find a lot of faults in me. that i noe ppl will dislike (of cus la. faults wad. -.-) haha. but i just dunno wad to do. i need ppl who sees those faults in me to tell me. haha. i wanna change. hmmm. although no one is perfect, but there are always ppl that are near to prefection. yet i am so far from it. haha. i begin to detest myself for being so feng feng dian dian, for being so relax, for being so ignorant. sighs. i think cos of this i lose confidence le bahs. haha. nvm.
whatever it all is, i am happy that i still have frens tat care for me all the time, that are always there for me at times when i am down, listening to my sorrows, giving me ideas and suggestionsfor everything, trying to cheer me up in every possible way. i love all of them who did this to me. for it's u all that brightened up my life.
ok wait. too much of such stuffs. now i shld talk abt the dinner at the dunno wad hotel that me my gf and gf husband and frens went to eat at. it was more of an etiquette and formal dinner i must say. the food there, quite nice. haha. ate like err dunno how many dishes.(nvm i might post the pictures here.) ate till i very full. but my fens say ok la. not very full. shit. i am beginning to wonder if i am alright. haha. maybe i shld really see a doctor. = / ahahah. den dint ordered any special drinks there la. only drank plain water. xj drank more than 6 glasses of water and she acts as though she jus gotten drunk from drinking too much wine. -.- haha. the waiter and waitress also laugh at us lor. haha. it was rather fun but rather boring. lol. dunno wad i saying la. haha. hmm. anwyay took some photos and left le lor. took train home also. haha. hmm. reached home at arnd 11 lidat bathed and read storybbook till 2 plus. haha. =x
why is this post so long. ahah. dunno why i type so much. i am in school com lab now. i love the keyboard here. =D it doesnt need so much forece can press liao lol. my hoem one damn hard press la. some keys always get jammed and i get abit sian by clicking the backspace key so many times. haha. =DD nvm.
i. hai. nvm. bye! prints off. =D
anyway. school started already. and till now, which is only the 4th day, i already felt stressed out le. -.- basically cos most of the lecturers keep mentioning abt assignments, tests, and even presentations. god. i hate presentations. duh. haha. all the work are rather new to me. and kinda strange why multimedia learn such things. stupid. nvm. = / i do hope school is gonna be fine and dat we wont have to rush for last minute assignments again this time(although i know confirm will de la. ) haha. i think other than the electives we are taking, i dun seem to like any other modules. hai. shit la. die liaos. haha.
sometimes, i wonder, why in my life, so many things have to happen. especially bad ones. i cant help but feel sad everytime i tink of it. its saddening. = / i dun wan to be thinking of all these problems everyday. it pains me la. hai. i find a lot of faults in me. that i noe ppl will dislike (of cus la. faults wad. -.-) haha. but i just dunno wad to do. i need ppl who sees those faults in me to tell me. haha. i wanna change. hmmm. although no one is perfect, but there are always ppl that are near to prefection. yet i am so far from it. haha. i begin to detest myself for being so feng feng dian dian, for being so relax, for being so ignorant. sighs. i think cos of this i lose confidence le bahs. haha. nvm.
whatever it all is, i am happy that i still have frens tat care for me all the time, that are always there for me at times when i am down, listening to my sorrows, giving me ideas and suggestionsfor everything, trying to cheer me up in every possible way. i love all of them who did this to me. for it's u all that brightened up my life.
ok wait. too much of such stuffs. now i shld talk abt the dinner at the dunno wad hotel that me my gf and gf husband and frens went to eat at. it was more of an etiquette and formal dinner i must say. the food there, quite nice. haha. ate like err dunno how many dishes.(nvm i might post the pictures here.) ate till i very full. but my fens say ok la. not very full. shit. i am beginning to wonder if i am alright. haha. maybe i shld really see a doctor. = / ahahah. den dint ordered any special drinks there la. only drank plain water. xj drank more than 6 glasses of water and she acts as though she jus gotten drunk from drinking too much wine. -.- haha. the waiter and waitress also laugh at us lor. haha. it was rather fun but rather boring. lol. dunno wad i saying la. haha. hmm. anwyay took some photos and left le lor. took train home also. haha. hmm. reached home at arnd 11 lidat bathed and read storybbook till 2 plus. haha. =x
why is this post so long. ahah. dunno why i type so much. i am in school com lab now. i love the keyboard here. =D it doesnt need so much forece can press liao lol. my hoem one damn hard press la. some keys always get jammed and i get abit sian by clicking the backspace key so many times. haha. =DD nvm.
i. hai. nvm. bye! prints off. =D
what we could have been, 1:44 PM.
