today went to see xuejia and gang play in the netball competition. marathon. its for 30 hours. different groups take turn lah. hah. hmm. its like so many ppl la. and i see them play. wa. like all their reaction damn fast lor. -.- if only i am that fast too. hah. well anywya. see them play so exciting lah. especially when one match only last for 7 minutes. lol. only watched one of her match as the interval between her matches are rather long. den they gonna play till TML 8AM. haha. me amy and ling left at arnd 5 plus and we went to MS. i bought a keychain. got light one. heh. so cute lor. its a pair. actually its meant for couples. lol. but i like both so i am having both. XD hahah. den wlaked arnd MS for quite some time. SPOTTED A LOT OF NICE CLOTHINGS LAH! alamak. must save money liao! haha. XD well, anyone wanna provide me with money? heh. lol.
i hope our group's filming will be smooth from now on. hopefully the sun tml will be gooood. dun wnana go back there again to FILM. go back there play can. not film. lol. =x still have a number of scenes to film. haha. other groups 3 days can finish filming. lol. we nearly 3 weeks liao . haven finish. lol. *faint* hope our editing will be okie? hah. otherwise i will cry man. lol. hmm. sometimes, really hope ppl can understand me more. i dun wan to be noticed or praised or wadsoever. jus wanna be approved. of the things i do. sighs. understand me more will u?
anyway. kinda feel relationships are so vulnerable. why ah. is there no true love or wad? sometimes, its jus the feeling dat is there and the feeling dat is not there. well, i dunno wad am i saying anyway. -.- hah. the trust in relationship is jus so hard to be found again. i will try my best. and i hope i wont get affected by people's comments, people's mindset anymore. i do hope i can have some of my own thinking. maybe like wad fish said. try to ignore some things. not all things must be taken note of. if every thing also care, end up urself being hurt. kinda true. sighs.
suddenly i miss alot of people. alot. alot. my 2b22 gers + bren. you, you, you and you. -.- i dun even noe all these you is who. lol. i miss fish, i miss tang guo, i miss honchos. i miss MIT club people. i miss my sec sch frens. i miss my family members. though they are here. I MISS EVERYONE LAH. hah.
what we could have been, 11:04 PM.