Monday, August 14, 2006
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went ta watch bren de concert today. hah. i think i am beginning to like band songs. hah. its so nice and that toopid bren keep having solo playing of his instrument. so cool eh. the whole hall was filled with ppl and the sound very nice la. hah. esplanade leh. of cus nice. hah. hmm. after dat. actually supposed to meet a fren but dint meet cos amy will be alone cos lang last minute said she needa do assignment. hah. but she ah. funny la. evening suddenly call us say she very bored from doing assignment so she came and find us. hah. ya. den shop abit den ya. aiya. i dun wan say much. hah. we enjoy can liao. = /
came home kinda 'late'. (at least my parents felt so. its like only 10 plus wad.-.- wads the matter?) hai. but anyway. i think this thing that i got to noe, or rather i was told, came at the wrong time. at the time when i cant bring myself out of that world and be in another world. forgive me for all these. but i dun wan it to be a mistake that i will make in my life. i dun wan to make myself feel bad abt things dat i do, i noe will make u sad. i'm sorry for the wasted year. sighs. blame me for being uncertain, for not being able to live out of it. i need time. i noe the word time, u've heard enuff of it. i dunno how long. but even though its been a year. i still cant. i cant. and i really cant. maybe 3 or 4 years down the road, u might be happy already. and by then, i might regret. or i might be blessing u. i dunno. no one noes. ah wadever. i dun deserve all these treatment. do i?
tml i've gotta wake up at 7 and i am still here at this time. actually still early la. 1.54am only. i am tired. but. i cant seem to fall asleep. hai. why......
inoeimissyou.
went ta watch bren de concert today. hah. i think i am beginning to like band songs. hah. its so nice and that toopid bren keep having solo playing of his instrument. so cool eh. the whole hall was filled with ppl and the sound very nice la. hah. esplanade leh. of cus nice. hah. hmm. after dat. actually supposed to meet a fren but dint meet cos amy will be alone cos lang last minute said she needa do assignment. hah. but she ah. funny la. evening suddenly call us say she very bored from doing assignment so she came and find us. hah. ya. den shop abit den ya. aiya. i dun wan say much. hah. we enjoy can liao. = /
came home kinda 'late'. (at least my parents felt so. its like only 10 plus wad.-.- wads the matter?) hai. but anyway. i think this thing that i got to noe, or rather i was told, came at the wrong time. at the time when i cant bring myself out of that world and be in another world. forgive me for all these. but i dun wan it to be a mistake that i will make in my life. i dun wan to make myself feel bad abt things dat i do, i noe will make u sad. i'm sorry for the wasted year. sighs. blame me for being uncertain, for not being able to live out of it. i need time. i noe the word time, u've heard enuff of it. i dunno how long. but even though its been a year. i still cant. i cant. and i really cant. maybe 3 or 4 years down the road, u might be happy already. and by then, i might regret. or i might be blessing u. i dunno. no one noes. ah wadever. i dun deserve all these treatment. do i?
tml i've gotta wake up at 7 and i am still here at this time. actually still early la. 1.54am only. i am tired. but. i cant seem to fall asleep. hai. why......
inoeimissyou.
what we could have been, 12:25 AM.
