Saturday, August 26, 2006
wont be online for sometime already. going for LTC soon. =) well, its in ubin and yea. first time (other than the chalet@ubin) staying over there lidat. hah. packed my bag ytd and i have alot to bring. hah. bought the uber big adidas bag to carry and contain my stuffs. hah. bag is heavyyyy.
anyway. today is my last paper of the whole sem already! =DDD happys. lol. dint really study for it. only 'roll' through the lecture slides and den read only. morning den i memorised the 5Cs. but den dun really noe the meaning. since lang said its important, i remembered it only in the morning cos nothing goes into my head during the whee hours of the night. hah. den went to sleeep at like dunno 2 plus i tink? or 3. hmm. anything. hah. den woke up by myself leh! lol. first time. i woke up alr. den i wait for phone call. ahhahaha. den slacked awhile dozed off while waiting i think den decide its time to wake up lol. yah.
test time! was abit lost in some of the questions cos i run out of ideas to write. and i ran out of common sense too. =x haha. den crap all the way throughout the paper. lucky got the letter and memo part. made it abit better. cos like confirm format correct but maybe english abit shit. haha. i came out at like 1030? hah. no point staying since i dunno how to do already or rather i completed writing all my craps. me and darryl said hao sms each other when paper finish see who come out first. i come out so damn early liao but i alr receive his sms. he came out so much earlier. lol. genius. hahahaha. after the paper me amee and lang went to queensway shopping centre and ate katong laksa!(again) hah. =p den walk walk awhile. ahha den went to IKEA to walk! so long since i last went. i always LOVEEEEE walking in IKEA. cos..... i like to imagine the displays to be my home. lol. its so nice. i wan to decorate my room too leh. i dun wan double decker bed which i have now. and i dun even sleeep at the top level. cos its so troublesome to climb up and its so warm up there. (u noe, science. hot air RISES, cold air SINKS) so i sleep on the floor. with mattress of cus. hah. ok back to topic. after IKEA, we took cab to xj hse and got vcd from her and head to amy hse and watch them. its japanese i think? or korean? anything la. lol. its uber nice la. a very logn ago de show le. i watched it before. like 4 or 5 years ago? i htink. er zuo ju zhi wen. ahhahaa. the guy is so handsome! =DDDD lol. he's so cool and charming can. and when he smile, melts. lol. =x okok. =p finished watching it in like 3 plus hours time. tired. den i went off at 9 plus to go get my bag and go sher hse put. =D hah. chatted awhile and went home le lor.
home. numb. probably one place where i dun have much feel now. dunno why. i admit since school started till now, i never had a day of reaching home early. other than school work and club stuff and all the other things, the reason why i still dint reach home early is cos i enjoy the times with my frens more than the times i had at home. everyone seems to be doing their own stuffs at home. no one cares for anyone. perhaps my brother. cos he is still young. each morning i wake up, no one is at home. and its so quiet. i like it alot. den when i get home late, everyone is fast asleep. mostly. sometimes its depending on the mood tat we have to go according to things. today. bad timing. and i cant get into my hse cos i left my keys at sher hse. called and asked him to open dooor for me later cos i nv bring key. but i get one line of reply. u might as wel dun come home. woo. if this were to happen last time, a few years back, i would have cried when i hear this. but. this time. i dint cry. i dint try to explain. each time i explain, u dun trust and u dun listen. i lost the interest to go and xplain things out alr. afterall, its the same repies i get. i dunno wad u are doing. blah. nvm. hah. ya. =)
after all these days, nothing much changed except for my heart. hah. =) wonders.
i'll be back!
anyway. today is my last paper of the whole sem already! =DDD happys. lol. dint really study for it. only 'roll' through the lecture slides and den read only. morning den i memorised the 5Cs. but den dun really noe the meaning. since lang said its important, i remembered it only in the morning cos nothing goes into my head during the whee hours of the night. hah. den went to sleeep at like dunno 2 plus i tink? or 3. hmm. anything. hah. den woke up by myself leh! lol. first time. i woke up alr. den i wait for phone call. ahhahaha. den slacked awhile dozed off while waiting i think den decide its time to wake up lol. yah.
test time! was abit lost in some of the questions cos i run out of ideas to write. and i ran out of common sense too. =x haha. den crap all the way throughout the paper. lucky got the letter and memo part. made it abit better. cos like confirm format correct but maybe english abit shit. haha. i came out at like 1030? hah. no point staying since i dunno how to do already or rather i completed writing all my craps. me and darryl said hao sms each other when paper finish see who come out first. i come out so damn early liao but i alr receive his sms. he came out so much earlier. lol. genius. hahahaha. after the paper me amee and lang went to queensway shopping centre and ate katong laksa!(again) hah. =p den walk walk awhile. ahha den went to IKEA to walk! so long since i last went. i always LOVEEEEE walking in IKEA. cos..... i like to imagine the displays to be my home. lol. its so nice. i wan to decorate my room too leh. i dun wan double decker bed which i have now. and i dun even sleeep at the top level. cos its so troublesome to climb up and its so warm up there. (u noe, science. hot air RISES, cold air SINKS) so i sleep on the floor. with mattress of cus. hah. ok back to topic. after IKEA, we took cab to xj hse and got vcd from her and head to amy hse and watch them. its japanese i think? or korean? anything la. lol. its uber nice la. a very logn ago de show le. i watched it before. like 4 or 5 years ago? i htink. er zuo ju zhi wen. ahhahaa. the guy is so handsome! =DDDD lol. he's so cool and charming can. and when he smile, melts. lol. =x okok. =p finished watching it in like 3 plus hours time. tired. den i went off at 9 plus to go get my bag and go sher hse put. =D hah. chatted awhile and went home le lor.
home. numb. probably one place where i dun have much feel now. dunno why. i admit since school started till now, i never had a day of reaching home early. other than school work and club stuff and all the other things, the reason why i still dint reach home early is cos i enjoy the times with my frens more than the times i had at home. everyone seems to be doing their own stuffs at home. no one cares for anyone. perhaps my brother. cos he is still young. each morning i wake up, no one is at home. and its so quiet. i like it alot. den when i get home late, everyone is fast asleep. mostly. sometimes its depending on the mood tat we have to go according to things. today. bad timing. and i cant get into my hse cos i left my keys at sher hse. called and asked him to open dooor for me later cos i nv bring key. but i get one line of reply. u might as wel dun come home. woo. if this were to happen last time, a few years back, i would have cried when i hear this. but. this time. i dint cry. i dint try to explain. each time i explain, u dun trust and u dun listen. i lost the interest to go and xplain things out alr. afterall, its the same repies i get. i dunno wad u are doing. blah. nvm. hah. ya. =)
after all these days, nothing much changed except for my heart. hah. =) wonders.
i'll be back!
what we could have been, 12:39 AM.
