Friday, September 22, 2006
i typed a whole lot of complains abt life and i deleted it all. dint wan to post it out and let the whole world noe. (exaggerating isnt it?) whatever it is. life jus isnt as great as i tot it was.
i want to go back to the olden days. where all innocence is still there. when i still dunno where i came from. when all my frens go around saying i dun fren u alr. and all that sort of thing. i dun wan to be facing all these problems when i am alr grown up. (or am i still young?)
seriously i feel myself falling for it already. but i noe i cant. and i shldnt. please. come on. everyone who noes this noes i shldnt and i canot. but. u noe things in life are all unpredictable. some tell me relationships are fragile. but i noe some think otherwise. if one party is loyal to the other half. it is gonna be a goood ending. i wan a happy life. one tat i wake up to every morning thinking abt it and i will smile. i wan to be looking forward to everyday. but i am not now. i wake up every morning feeling bored. and i always have nothing to do, dunno who to think abt dunno who to contact, dunno who can acc me the whole day and keeping me happy. yes. i probably have someone in mind. but no. i canot have. (maybe some of u is confused by me alr) alright. i am dumb. ya. i missed those golden moments. once in a life time moment. bring it back. come on~
i am waiting now too. till a few hours later. i crave for that moment. i wish it will be the same always, or even better. i wish it will never end. never ever end. never.
okie. now to proper blogging. came back from chalet alr. it was a fun one. all of us enjoyed it alot and i think amy is the most happiest of all. =) hope u enjoyed ur bday celebration and somehow 'surprise' we prepared for u. u're officially 18. =) MOS is waiting for us! i want to go~ hah. anyway. chalet crossed so fast dat i dint even noe its the last day alr. = / we stayed in our HOUSE most of the time. and we played card games and murderer games. loser drinks. EXCEPT for amy. hah. she can only drink pepsi twist yakult 7up etc. lol. hmm. first night we alr play. and loser drinks vodka mix. being the dumb one. i lost a number of times nearing the end. and the game requires loser to drink and den mix the next cup. for the next loser. i think i mix 2 or 3 for myself. -.- den cos before that ate too full. laksa. den i drank quite some amount. and i went to vomit. =.= i was the first to sleep dat night. the bed is simply too nice.
next day we went to town. got amy her bday present. hah. den we went walking arnd. i guess this is the time when me and jia got high and went around talking in weird languages. hah. they wan to beat me lor. = / lol. den we went back to pasir ris. oh yah. b4 dat when we took train to city hall, we played game. guess how long will we reach. den the person that has the furthest time loses and have to drink mix vodka by the one who has the nearest time. i guessed 32 min and the time taken to reach there is only like 25. bren won lor. den ya la i had to drink lor. -.- anyway. me and jia bluff amee den we go buy cake for her. den asked shawn to help us surprise her. hah. den cut cake eat cake. =) fun. den we played the games again. of cus other than games. we went out walking NEAR the beach. den we watched STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN too! watch and watch and we are still so high. hahahaha. den second night i slept at 6 plus in the morning. hah.
blah. =p hahahha. no need talk abt the back details as i noe can liao la. =p haha. not in the mood to continue typing alr. hah. well. i am waiting~ hah. tick tock tick tock. i xian mu those fortunate gers. treasure everything around u! =D and. fight for your happiness.
okie. here's a quiz. tagged by xm.
1. Single, taken or crushing?
CRUSHING MEANS WAD? GOT CRUSH AH. YA I GOT. LOL.
2. Are you happy with your life right now?
NOT REALLY. ACTUALLY NO LA.
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love fast?
HMM. KINDA. DEPENDING ON HOW THE OPP IS REACTING.
4. Have you ever been heart-broken?
OF CUS MAN. I AM LIKE ALWAYS HEART BROKEN? LOL.
5. Do you believe that in some circumstances cheating is acceptable?
DAT WILL DEPEND ON WAD THE CASE IS.
6. Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you?
DEPENDS BAHS.
7. Have you ever talked about marriage with someone else before?
I THINK SO? HAH. FORGET LE LEH.
8. Do you want children?
HMM. MAYBE BAHS. I DUN WAN TO THINK ABT THE FUTURE NOW~
9. How many?
IF REALLY, MAYBE AT MOST 2? YAH.
10. Would you ever consider adoption?
NOOOO. = / PAINFUL. HAH.
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know?
JUS TELL ME LA. BUT I THINK DUN TELL ME TO THE FACE. SMS OR MSN BETTER. BUT ITS NOT POSSIBLE. =)
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
DEPENDING ON THE OTHER HALF. HAH.
13. Be honest, what is the furthest thing you and ur ex did?
DO U HAVE A NEED TO NOE?
14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
YEAH I GUESS. HAHA.
15. Are you romantic?
DUN THINK SO? LOL. =P
16. Do you believe that you can change someone?
YES~ =P
17. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
A CHURCH IN PARIS. BUT HARD LA. NO $$ AND NO PARTNER. LOL.
18. Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
DEPENDS ON WHO IS IT. IF ITS SOMEONE I CARE ALOT. I WILL.
19. Do you have feeling for someone right now?
I THINK SO LEH~ = /
20. Have you ever wished that you've someone but you messed it up?
MESSED IT UP? I DUN EVEN HAVE THE CHANCE TO MESS IT UP YET. LOL.
21. Have you ever broken a heart?
ERM. I GUESS SO. YAH.
22. If one day your best friend fall in love with the person you're deeply in love with. What would you do?
I.. DUNNO. HAHA. GIVE ME THIS SITUATION SO I WILL NOE WAD I WILL TYPE HERE. =)
23. Are you missing someone right now?
YES~ SERIOUSLY. = /
24. Now you have to find 5 ppl to do this survey in their blog and pass it on!
AMEE
XUEJIA
FISH
LANG
PANG
i want to go back to the olden days. where all innocence is still there. when i still dunno where i came from. when all my frens go around saying i dun fren u alr. and all that sort of thing. i dun wan to be facing all these problems when i am alr grown up. (or am i still young?)
seriously i feel myself falling for it already. but i noe i cant. and i shldnt. please. come on. everyone who noes this noes i shldnt and i canot. but. u noe things in life are all unpredictable. some tell me relationships are fragile. but i noe some think otherwise. if one party is loyal to the other half. it is gonna be a goood ending. i wan a happy life. one tat i wake up to every morning thinking abt it and i will smile. i wan to be looking forward to everyday. but i am not now. i wake up every morning feeling bored. and i always have nothing to do, dunno who to think abt dunno who to contact, dunno who can acc me the whole day and keeping me happy. yes. i probably have someone in mind. but no. i canot have. (maybe some of u is confused by me alr) alright. i am dumb. ya. i missed those golden moments. once in a life time moment. bring it back. come on~
i am waiting now too. till a few hours later. i crave for that moment. i wish it will be the same always, or even better. i wish it will never end. never ever end. never.
okie. now to proper blogging. came back from chalet alr. it was a fun one. all of us enjoyed it alot and i think amy is the most happiest of all. =) hope u enjoyed ur bday celebration and somehow 'surprise' we prepared for u. u're officially 18. =) MOS is waiting for us! i want to go~ hah. anyway. chalet crossed so fast dat i dint even noe its the last day alr. = / we stayed in our HOUSE most of the time. and we played card games and murderer games. loser drinks. EXCEPT for amy. hah. she can only drink pepsi twist yakult 7up etc. lol. hmm. first night we alr play. and loser drinks vodka mix. being the dumb one. i lost a number of times nearing the end. and the game requires loser to drink and den mix the next cup. for the next loser. i think i mix 2 or 3 for myself. -.- den cos before that ate too full. laksa. den i drank quite some amount. and i went to vomit. =.= i was the first to sleep dat night. the bed is simply too nice.
next day we went to town. got amy her bday present. hah. den we went walking arnd. i guess this is the time when me and jia got high and went around talking in weird languages. hah. they wan to beat me lor. = / lol. den we went back to pasir ris. oh yah. b4 dat when we took train to city hall, we played game. guess how long will we reach. den the person that has the furthest time loses and have to drink mix vodka by the one who has the nearest time. i guessed 32 min and the time taken to reach there is only like 25. bren won lor. den ya la i had to drink lor. -.- anyway. me and jia bluff amee den we go buy cake for her. den asked shawn to help us surprise her. hah. den cut cake eat cake. =) fun. den we played the games again. of cus other than games. we went out walking NEAR the beach. den we watched STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN too! watch and watch and we are still so high. hahahaha. den second night i slept at 6 plus in the morning. hah.
blah. =p hahahha. no need talk abt the back details as i noe can liao la. =p haha. not in the mood to continue typing alr. hah. well. i am waiting~ hah. tick tock tick tock. i xian mu those fortunate gers. treasure everything around u! =D and. fight for your happiness.
okie. here's a quiz. tagged by xm.
1. Single, taken or crushing?
CRUSHING MEANS WAD? GOT CRUSH AH. YA I GOT. LOL.
2. Are you happy with your life right now?
NOT REALLY. ACTUALLY NO LA.
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love fast?
HMM. KINDA. DEPENDING ON HOW THE OPP IS REACTING.
4. Have you ever been heart-broken?
OF CUS MAN. I AM LIKE ALWAYS HEART BROKEN? LOL.
5. Do you believe that in some circumstances cheating is acceptable?
DAT WILL DEPEND ON WAD THE CASE IS.
6. Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you?
DEPENDS BAHS.
7. Have you ever talked about marriage with someone else before?
I THINK SO? HAH. FORGET LE LEH.
8. Do you want children?
HMM. MAYBE BAHS. I DUN WAN TO THINK ABT THE FUTURE NOW~
9. How many?
IF REALLY, MAYBE AT MOST 2? YAH.
10. Would you ever consider adoption?
NOOOO. = / PAINFUL. HAH.
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know?
JUS TELL ME LA. BUT I THINK DUN TELL ME TO THE FACE. SMS OR MSN BETTER. BUT ITS NOT POSSIBLE. =)
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
DEPENDING ON THE OTHER HALF. HAH.
13. Be honest, what is the furthest thing you and ur ex did?
DO U HAVE A NEED TO NOE?
14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
YEAH I GUESS. HAHA.
15. Are you romantic?
DUN THINK SO? LOL. =P
16. Do you believe that you can change someone?
YES~ =P
17. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
A CHURCH IN PARIS. BUT HARD LA. NO $$ AND NO PARTNER. LOL.
18. Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
DEPENDS ON WHO IS IT. IF ITS SOMEONE I CARE ALOT. I WILL.
19. Do you have feeling for someone right now?
I THINK SO LEH~ = /
20. Have you ever wished that you've someone but you messed it up?
MESSED IT UP? I DUN EVEN HAVE THE CHANCE TO MESS IT UP YET. LOL.
21. Have you ever broken a heart?
ERM. I GUESS SO. YAH.
22. If one day your best friend fall in love with the person you're deeply in love with. What would you do?
I.. DUNNO. HAHA. GIVE ME THIS SITUATION SO I WILL NOE WAD I WILL TYPE HERE. =)
23. Are you missing someone right now?
YES~ SERIOUSLY. = /
24. Now you have to find 5 ppl to do this survey in their blog and pass it on!
AMEE
XUEJIA
FISH
LANG
PANG
what we could have been, 6:49 PM.
