Thursday, December 07, 2006
i think i am feeling good today. hahs. my mum is so concerned abt me and although i m so not used to it, i am happy. i can feel the care and love. hahahahas. =p
how can i hold on to something which is so unreal and live on? hah. i decided to let go and live on with my life. although there are times when i will still care and bother abt stuff, i noe that no matter how long i stand by, everything isnt gonna change and it will still be the same. =) right? hahs. maybe if i stop it all i will be happier? maybe if i forget, we will be better? hahas. well, wishing u all the best in everything and i hope ur *beep* will improve. hahas. =) take caries and last my last word of 'this' to u. i am stil thinking of u and i always will till the day i finf out i dint. hahas. u changed a part of my life and made me let go of my hurting past. w/o u, nice memories wouldnt be engraved in my memory and i would not have been happy before. xiexie ni dai gei wo de yi qie. hah.
sounds so emo? its a happy emo entry. ha. ignore the above entry. its a joke. ahahaha. no la. jus joking. its true. if u believe. lols. ^^
i am high today. for wad? i dunno. lols.
how can i hold on to something which is so unreal and live on? hah. i decided to let go and live on with my life. although there are times when i will still care and bother abt stuff, i noe that no matter how long i stand by, everything isnt gonna change and it will still be the same. =) right? hahs. maybe if i stop it all i will be happier? maybe if i forget, we will be better? hahas. well, wishing u all the best in everything and i hope ur *beep* will improve. hahas. =) take caries and last my last word of 'this' to u. i am stil thinking of u and i always will till the day i finf out i dint. hahas. u changed a part of my life and made me let go of my hurting past. w/o u, nice memories wouldnt be engraved in my memory and i would not have been happy before. xiexie ni dai gei wo de yi qie. hah.
sounds so emo? its a happy emo entry. ha. ignore the above entry. its a joke. ahahaha. no la. jus joking. its true. if u believe. lols. ^^
i am high today. for wad? i dunno. lols.
what we could have been, 12:03 AM.
