Thursday, December 14, 2006
RAH~ i vomitted today. hahs. like so long nv vomit liao the feeling of vomitting is so~ stupid can. very xing ku de lehs. = / basically saw the omelette in the plastic bag i vomitted in. BLUKES. i dun dare eat that le. =x thanks yu for pei-ing wo rush down train. hahs. and thanks to niangzi n jia for wen-hou-ing wo. and to all others also la. u noe who u are. =D
ni xin zhong de hua wo quan dou xiang ting~ hahs. nice song. and i like the lyrics also. BAH.
lately i feel so dis-attached from my family~ maybe not the whole family. hmms. well, i admit i haven been home that much and my face cant be seen as much nowadays. be in my shoes and u will noe how i feel. i dun wanna say so much abt wads going on my mind. but perhaps i cant feel the concern u are giving~ i feel much closer to my mum nowadays dat i feel i am beginning to not know who are u.. like wad i said~ the past and now.. is so much different. i remember the times when we will sing loads and loads of song till we both kept quiet and fall asleep. den we will wake up laughing at each other. den we'll have nights where we sleeep on the same bed together, talk abt our life now and discuss abt things asking for opinions.. where have all these gone to...? perhaps both of us are now kinda grown ups. that we find sharing this things unnecessary. but.... anyway. now, i find it hard to go back~ i come home late at night, i see a tired u. i see a sleepy and not smiling u. and me? assignments, work, everything. yes. i neglected the family. i neglected everyone. even my frens i can say. at least some. i dunno wad to do to make everyone happy. i really dunno. teach me how~
ni xin zhong de hua wo quan dou xiang ting~ hahs. nice song. and i like the lyrics also. BAH.
lately i feel so dis-attached from my family~ maybe not the whole family. hmms. well, i admit i haven been home that much and my face cant be seen as much nowadays. be in my shoes and u will noe how i feel. i dun wanna say so much abt wads going on my mind. but perhaps i cant feel the concern u are giving~ i feel much closer to my mum nowadays dat i feel i am beginning to not know who are u.. like wad i said~ the past and now.. is so much different. i remember the times when we will sing loads and loads of song till we both kept quiet and fall asleep. den we will wake up laughing at each other. den we'll have nights where we sleeep on the same bed together, talk abt our life now and discuss abt things asking for opinions.. where have all these gone to...? perhaps both of us are now kinda grown ups. that we find sharing this things unnecessary. but.... anyway. now, i find it hard to go back~ i come home late at night, i see a tired u. i see a sleepy and not smiling u. and me? assignments, work, everything. yes. i neglected the family. i neglected everyone. even my frens i can say. at least some. i dunno wad to do to make everyone happy. i really dunno. teach me how~
what we could have been, 11:43 PM.
