it feels like its been quite some time since i last blogged. haha. well, nothing much happened lately. haha. ytd went to amy hse to discuss abt our video assignment and we thought of a story idea that we liked. haha. and i think i will be acting in the video. together with bo sheng. shall not talk much abt the story line haha. so do look out for our final product! =D i think its gonna be fun. ^^
tml MIT will be having their FO Reunion at ecp! i htink arnd 100 ppl coming for it? they say. haha. hmm. we will have games and some OTOT. haha. well, hope its gonna be fun. =D overnighting i guess. haha. =) so tonight gonna rest well le. tml den got energy. =D i love to see the tuan jie spirit that MIT has. haha.
ok now to some other stuffs. haha. i guess after FO finished, alot of feelings developed between ppl. haha. and i began to see more and more couples forming.. how sweet. ahaha. happy for them. well, i have not much comments abt that but sometimes i jus think of it. and. hmm. i dunno wad to say actually. nvm. haha.i dunno if i can . i dunno if its real . i jus hope for an answer soon . an answer that i can find it in myself . direct my mind
. FOLLOW YOUR HEART
what we could have been, 4:07 PM.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
so long nv blog again! my desktop got problem.. cant type using that keyboard. sad uh? haha. using my sis's laptop now. =D anyway. some updates. =D i changed my specs le! haha. black an red in colour. shall post the pic here when i upload them. haha. den these few days kinda busy also leh. hmm. aiyo. i type till v xin ku. nvm. haha. i shall blog in school! haha. =D
what we could have been, 10:33 PM.
4 days dint post. haha. kinda busy and lazy to post la. ytd met with my GEMs teacher for the first time. she's someone lame la. kinda funny. like the joker of the class leh . and the malays in the class keeep on laughing. even at the slightest problems. -.- haha. nvm. i guess this course is gonna be fun.
anyway. school started already. and till now, which is only the 4th day, i already felt stressed out le. -.- basically cos most of the lecturers keep mentioning abt assignments, tests, and even presentations. god. i hate presentations. duh. haha. all the work are rather new to me. and kinda strange why multimedia learn such things. stupid. nvm. = / i do hope school is gonna be fine and dat we wont have to rush for last minute assignments again this time(although i know confirm will de la. ) haha. i think other than the electives we are taking, i dun seem to like any other modules. hai. shit la. die liaos. haha.
sometimes, i wonder, why in my life, so many things have to happen. especially bad ones. i cant help but feel sad everytime i tink of it. its saddening. = / i dun wan to be thinking of all these problems everyday. it pains me la. hai. i find a lot of faults in me. that i noe ppl will dislike (of cus la. faults wad. -.-) haha. but i just dunno wad to do. i need ppl who sees those faults in me to tell me. haha. i wanna change. hmmm. although no one is perfect, but there are always ppl that are near to prefection. yet i am so far from it. haha. i begin to detest myself for being so feng feng dian dian, for being so relax, for being so ignorant. sighs. i think cos of this i lose confidence le bahs. haha. nvm.
whatever it all is, i am happy that i still have frens tat care for me all the time, that are always there for me at times when i am down, listening to my sorrows, giving me ideas and suggestionsfor everything, trying to cheer me up in every possible way. i love all of them who did this to me. for it's u all that brightened up my life.
ok wait. too much of such stuffs. now i shld talk abt the dinner at the dunno wad hotel that me my gf and gf husband and frens went to eat at. it was more of an etiquette and formal dinner i must say. the food there, quite nice. haha. ate like err dunno how many dishes.(nvm i might post the pictures here.) ate till i very full. but my fens say ok la. not very full. shit. i am beginning to wonder if i am alright. haha. maybe i shld really see a doctor. = / ahahah. den dint ordered any special drinks there la. only drank plain water. xj drank more than 6 glasses of water and she acts as though she jus gotten drunk from drinking too much wine. -.- haha. the waiter and waitress also laugh at us lor. haha. it was rather fun but rather boring. lol. dunno wad i saying la. haha. hmm. anwyay took some photos and left le lor. took train home also. haha. hmm. reached home at arnd 11 lidat bathed and read storybbook till 2 plus. haha. =x
why is this post so long. ahah. dunno why i type so much. i am in school com lab now. i love the keyboard here. =D it doesnt need so much forece can press liao lol. my hoem one damn hard press la. some keys always get jammed and i get abit sian by clicking the backspace key so many times. haha. =DD nvm.
i. hai. nvm. bye! prints off. =D
what we could have been, 1:44 PM.
ytd went back to school for MIT clubroom spring cleaning. =D although we dont do much, (too many ppl la) haha. but we did do something. =D took everything out from clubroom den packed and put them into clubroom again. haha. we got so obssessed with cameras after that. dunno why. = / haha. gers 7lianing(taken from the word zilianing. zi is ownself ma. so 7 so us. =DD). haha. so much fun can. the photos damn nice la. u wan see go to siyu's blog and see.. =DD www.siiyu.blogspot.com
;) damn fun hors. then after spring cleaning went to town. with the cheos w/o xj.. = / met up with alvin and we went to eat pasta mania. eat alr after awhile he left la and we went to take neoprints. haha. den walked walked den we went ps. see flesh imp shirt! damn nice. =DD nvm den went to carrefour den went mac. yeah. den went home on train. hah. .
kinda lazy to blog abt today la. sighs. not in the mood. = / nothing much anyway.
what we could have been, 3:40 PM.
ytd went to sentosa with siyu candy shuping junhao james CJ TC and leon. so little ppl yet its fun. haha. although its kinda raining a little but its still a little fun. haha. no one brought volleyball or frisbee. and somehow its fun. omg. how many fun do i have to say. nvm. den when buying tickets that time, CJ backside itchy he went to the counter that sellls tickets and asked how do i go to batam. -.- he played with the person lor! lol. den all of us laughed like siao. lol. den we took bus to palawan beach. =D ate alittle stuff and settled down. we were practically so bored at first dat we played with the sand. haha. and ran around hiding each other's slippers. duh. how stupid right. haha. den they borrowed from ppl their volleyball and played. den borrowed their frisbee and played. den went into water and play awhile den came up it was damn cold. so hide in shelter. haha. we also burieed siyu too. damn funny. cos she say itchy. lol. den play till afternn lidat we went off. went habourfront centre eat chicken rice! =D lol. den went to ps. leon was so funny la. he's practicallt afraid of his gf. lol. cos she's waiting and we are here strolling. lol. den went ps walk walk and we took neo print! nice la. lol. den in the shop CJ wanted to ask the sales person so u all sell digital D stuff. (u noe.. mr brown.) haha. den when we walked alot of rounds to cool ourself down ( we were laughing and laughing before we even ask) we walked towards the person. den when wan to ask, i noticed the initial D things is directly infront of us and i laughed like siao and walked off. lol. ok dat sounds stupid. lol. nvm.
thats abt it la. =D
what we could have been, 2:27 PM.
FOP i also lazy to write. lol. can only say that the classes i took kept laughing at me too. cos of my voice. lol. and my lame-ness. and anyway ppl. here's the cheer the guys made for me.
got 2 version.
when i say qiuhui u say? stupid!
when i say qiuhui u say? stupid!
when i say qiuhui qiuhui qiuhui u say? stupid stupid stupid!LOL.
other one is only caling my name and saying stupid. lol. wa lao. how lame man. lol. they say ppl say u stupid u still so happy. but wad i told them was as long as ppl happy, i happy. haha. =DD
what we could have been, 12:31 AM.
I LOVE MIT FOC 06/07! =DDDD
this is the best camp ever. hahaha. simply love it loads. well, let me go through the wonderful stuffs we ALL did together. =DDday 1untouchables, honchos
went a day earlier to prepare for the whole camp. resting well in preparation of the bigggg day on 6th april.. kinda forget wad we really did on that day though. oh! we did some props, for nightwalk, for games and practiced our dance. haha. went to clementi to eat abit of things and came back to school. bought tidbits too. alot. but SADLY, we left it in OC bunk and its gone. =.= haha. its okie la. nvm. can still buy again one. =D den ok. slept at around 2 or 3 plus. we sang our way to sleep. haha. was noisy la. disturbed the others members in room. haha. den slept. =Dday 2
time to welcome the freshies! =DD was really nervous when the freshies are not here and yet we noe they are coming. hha. most of us were nervous lah. haha. but we went there with a happy mood and excited feeling. haha. den slowly more and more freshies came. so happy to see so many of them actually. haha. =DD me siyu terry gary and mark settled down with a group of new freshies and we started games. haha. one of the hot games is, superman! haha. den played 50 cent coin too. =DD and wad ah. i forget liao. den had briefing session and we were allocated to our groups. haha. brought my group up 2nd level and we were told to think of a group name. haha. most of them were quiettt...... beginning la. den okie la. gave suggestions abt some names that are really interesting. haha. den we decided on one. VENGERZ
. zai right?! lol. den ok la. do wad ah? oh. painted flags!! our flag like rojak but its nice lor. haha. den still can play one when painting. all of us are supposed to freeze. and those caught moving, paint on face by the GPs. haha. i got painted and sabo-ed. lol. but it was fun. my group tat time still abit shy u see. so like they dint sabo me when they can lor. all the other GLs so cham. lol. next, station games on the first day! =DD its fun although did not managed to be on time to finish all the stations, but i am sure all the games made vengerz so happy. lol. and also maybe first day ah. so they dunno each other well yet. then dint really talk much. for the first day i kept talking to them asking them to talk within their groups, share comments, give suggestions. haha. its fun la. little response.
paiseh. i update tml. gonna sleeep le~ =D nights!back!
we had water candle at night and water candle was kinda fun. haha. i was guarding titans de base la. haha. and well, some of them played rough. this guy whom i forgot the name. haha. can la. the talk with this guy was kinda nice and i tot i talked to him quite nicely. haha. den after that the other ppl not involved in night walk went to entertain the freshies while those who are went to the allocated places and stand by. haha. it was fun. although many of the freshies noe its me and laughed at me when they see me. =.= nvm. haha. den night walk ended quite late. slept at arnd 7 or 8 plus in the morning.day 3
we went to sentosa! haha. had a lot of station games. like quidditch, tug-of-war, red indian, agility ball, dog n bone and UFO ? i think. haha. kinda fun. i guess some games are fun but some are not la. can la. wads important is they all enjoyed themselves. we sang our way back home and on the bus. talked crap with jin around. haha. den after sentosa was LP! LP was kinda fun la. my group walked arnd SP searching for lightsticks and i mus say they are a bunch of very bright ppl. their eyes power sia. we actually took the risk to go to the hell zone and we got quite a number of blue lightsticks and even got a scroll! haha. some blue lightsticks were confiscated though. = / haha. cos of hell guards and hell lords. -.- nvm. they enjoyed la. den i guess after dat all tired le lor. some nv bath den sleeep le lor. haha. i went to bath and as usual slept at arnd 7 or 8 plus.day 4
we went for our games! AMAZING RACE + food chain! it was the day we all had sooooo much fun seriously. and seeing vengerz being so enthu i felt so happy and contented. haha. they even came up with a shout out for the group and they say canot tell me first. so i tell them later food chain we run mus shout for me hear. haha. and our shout out was, ONE HIGH, ALL HIGH! haha. =DD i kept telling them the day before that i am the only one high. and i self high den they laugh la. haha. abit funny la hor. haha. den AR made me very happy. ahah. =DD den we ate alot of food and i saw the team work that they had here. =) seriously it was so nice. finished food chain we were supposed to be the front few groups. but cos of some mrt probs we became the last to reach funan. sad la. but they nv gave up cos of this. their spirit did not died out. we were the last 3rd group to leave funan. and we buck up alot. and the whole amazing race ended with us in the 4th place among the 8th! we were happy already! all of us were tired of cus. haha. den they had dinner and this was the first time i saw all of them talking and laughing and shouting on their own without my prescence. so happy la. wa lao. ahaha. den they made a lot of cheers too. omg. *cries* haha. den later that night was mass camp song session, shim night + disco night. =DD shim night was super funny can! hah. adrian and shawn. wa lao. cant stand!all of us were like laughing till siao. hahaha. all the freshies done a goood job too! made us all high! haha. den we had dico night! GL danced for all of them to see. =D and den lights off disco light. the music genre starting abit weird la. haha. den after dat ones i think i left the room already. lol. jump till i tired. haha. went to bunk and bu zhi bu jue sleeep le. lol.last day
last day le. all of packed the room, pushed all tables back and left to assemble in foyer. all of them were so high despite of the late night . haha. den all the groups were singing camp songs and palying games. although my group cant be heard but seeing them lidat sing song play game also goood. from first day of camp till the last day. they changed alot. haha. although its not much of my effort, i think its the motivation dat all of us gave. its really great. haha. den camp shirts were given out. den had a massss camp song session again . dint see such a nice moment before. despite having no more voice. but. i stil shouted. damn shuang the feeling. lol. den we had the testimonial writing session. all of them went arnd writing for everyone. =D so fun. i had my testimonial laminated and clipped onto my notice board. it gives me the motivation. lol. its so nice and memorable. =DD haha.
i love vengerz, i love FOC 06/07. may the next years camp be even better. =D freshies. jiayou. hope i can take part too. haha. =DD
what we could have been, 10:29 PM.
today went out with my mum to see sofa~ at tiong bahru plaza. chose for quite some time den decided on one. =D quite nice. seahorse brand de. although rather hard but its comfortable. ;) actually wanted bolster but the small one like hard also leh. hug like hug stone lidat. haha. =.= lols. den went pets station awhile. den left, went burger king ate some things. then go home in mrt lor. mama went home first while i went strolling around jp.
first time felt like a loner walking in jp. duh. dunno why. walking aimlessly, not knowing where is my next destination. only walked arnd basement and level 1.. standing infront of the escalator @ level 1, i feel there isn't a need to go up, as it doesn't interest me anymore. so i went off and headed to the library. sat down inside and read a book for quite some time. finished abt 40+ pages. and went off back to jp again. to buy some thing. really felt lonely. and sad and low. duh. i guess its the weather that is affecting me? i dunno actually. = / its raining btw. and its dark. seems as though the weather is allowing me to have this mood. and wants me to be lidat. = / haha. think too much. duh.
tata. tml gonna choose for gems le. i choosing the beauty of cosmetics. cant think of any other that seems nice and relax le. well, hope can get it. and my time table is out. am i really in 22? hai. why? which idiot separated us.. = / audio taught by michael spicer. shiat. -.- heng got jeanine. =D got elynn chee also. some i dunno who lai de. hope they are nice ppl. =D now, pray that we will be same class. please.. x(
what we could have been, 9:13 PM.
back from prep camp ytd~ two words. super fun. love it loads! it was really fun. =D
first day of camp. reached early cos dun wanna be late. haha. started and we we told to pack and unpack our bags a few times. too much loose things so unpack alot of rubbish. haha. and pack more difficult. =.= den did push ups, jumping jacks and half squats. its abt the team spirit and the one for all all for one thing. =D wel, although tiring but it was rather fun. told to arrange tables to a side and chairs outside of our bunk. then arranged our bags shoes water bottles in order. haha. had camp song session too. i think after this all of our camp song all zai zai already. haha.
then we gotta think of dinner cheer to gain the rights to eat during dinner. with the aggressors. we lost this round. haha. and we were to tie our hands to each other sitting in a circle on floor. haha. my left and right is nat and CJ. we cooperate well and actually finished our foood earlier than the time they gave us. ;) then finished we rested i think?
then night time we played night game. first time playing this game. aha. we were separated into 4 groups. wind water earth fire. =D me steph CJ and adrian are wind! haha. den we went very carefully around. hide and hide. caught by that stupid james devil so many times. -.- take our ls. -.- dint went to the other part of school cos we walk halfway there they say that area close. so have to get out of that area fast. hahas.
then its to more training. half squats, pumping positions, running, panking and unpacking bags more than 15 times. its really abt the team work here lor. luckily we hit the best timing. very tired. then we wait at foyer. trainings. then one by one got sort of interviewed by chalk. den we cheered and cheered. after everything was like already 6.30am. and we thought its still 3 or 4 plus in the morning. see how fast time pass with all of them around and to motivate each other. hahas. then we went to bath and slept like arnd 8am.
woke up at arnd 10. washed up and went for eat. den started playing games. played played played then we dint complete all games. haha. cos not enuff time. haha. den rested and prepared for night activity. thanks to joshua. i weak lah . =x abit sad la. haha. details abt this shall not be placed. hahahha. =D we had an early night that day.
next day woke up prepared for next activity! den played played played. haha. ok den we went back school~ den MAJOR de brief session! GLs marriage, everything. haha. me to felix. xuejia to SQ. amy to nat. ping to CJ. siyu to terry. shermian to kevin. steph to yonghe. candy to adrian. haha. and they made SQ the GL I/C! =D congrats. hahas. ;)
wow. long entry. haha. anyway. this coming wednesday i am goign for the actual FO camp 06/07 le! =D cant wait for it to come! hehe. it wil be super fun too! hahas. =Dnote : details of prep not specific. for some reasons. untouchables, honchos and aggressors. please take note. details lowwwwwwww. thanks! haha. HONCHOS! long zong chiong arh!
MIT! must be the routers!
what we could have been, 4:06 PM.