Wednesday, July 18, 2007
2nd post of today. i had nothing better to do. keeeep writing the log book till my brian wan burst liao. need a break. cant stand. and this blooody room is so cold i am shivering like mad and i cant increase down the temperature. its spoilt. i cant write properly too. and my handwriting is so UGLY. ughs.
i have alot of thoughts running thru my mind. but my mouth isnt allowing me to say it out. i dint mention this to anyone except to myself. i hope for an answer. however i cant answer to myself. i wanted so much to let it off my heart. but sometimes its good to hold back. at least i felt happier. =) life's so weird. ppl are even more weird. we do things that we noe will hurt ourselves. we say things dat we dun really mean. we hide our real feelings and we choose the way we think is right. (when most of the time, it jus seems to be wrong.) it isnt all a bad thing after all. maybe its something good. okie. i am beginning to tok nonsense~ XD
i have alot of thoughts running thru my mind. but my mouth isnt allowing me to say it out. i dint mention this to anyone except to myself. i hope for an answer. however i cant answer to myself. i wanted so much to let it off my heart. but sometimes its good to hold back. at least i felt happier. =) life's so weird. ppl are even more weird. we do things that we noe will hurt ourselves. we say things dat we dun really mean. we hide our real feelings and we choose the way we think is right. (when most of the time, it jus seems to be wrong.) it isnt all a bad thing after all. maybe its something good. okie. i am beginning to tok nonsense~ XD
what we could have been, 3:52 PM.
