Wednesday, June 18, 2008

guess what.. i totally have not much excitment over the fact that my day is coming.. haha. and it just occured to me that sat is just 2 days away.. hmm. how fast. isit really june already??? haha. alright.. alright. anyway. ive finally.. after 1 and a half year, i went for my FIRST practical lesson for driving yesterday! and man. its really scary! im so nervous at first. haha. the lessons are really expensive! but! i enjoyed myself! its so fun! i cant wait to get my licence. HAHA. =x i want to drive my friends out to all places in sg to play! for now, i can only sit on the passenger seat! T.T but no one wants to drive me out to play... T.T hahaha.

so many things to do.. so little time.. and no energy.. and brains to think.. =x

i have been telling myself ya its just friend, a very good friend that im treating you as.. gdi. i noe things arent that simple as i tot it was. i noe my mind isnt cleared of it all. and i noe this isnt any much different from year 2. i wanted very much to run away. to be so transparent. so normal. that nobody would even care. each time i hear your voice, i smiled. cos its like a one in a 645234162342 chance that i would ever receive that. thank you for once making a difference in my life. and i would have never forgotten all of the memories in the past years, and even now. believe it or not, everyone would agree with me, u are the only person ive treated so nice. haha. =x if u believe it. sat, the last day dat i would smile infront of you. =))

what we could have been, 2:47 AM.