Saturday, August 02, 2008
2 days ago we celebrated lang's birthday! @vivocity/habourfront centre! before that me and ama met up and went walking and eating all arnd. i love my camera! haha. =p and look! my eyes are sooooooo cool. =x
yes it's just so sweeeet!
the book for langy! i look like im having an autograph session! hahaha.
food from sakae! after playing a game with lang finally we get to eat! haha.
dun have me cos its in lang;s camera! haha.
the happy hapy girl.. =D
and our round of photo taking began... first.. toilet.. with my signature pose.. haha.
look at me and jia. haha. damn funny.
next.. we shift place to the baby room.. and we spent more than 30 min there.. just doing....?
i look like a small kid! hahaha.
langedise posing!
no im not on the toilet bowl.
emo.
again.
jia and her pink!!! shoe..
the crazy girl. HAHAHAHA.
we are siao char bo-s!
i look so short. T.T
but at least im better than her.. HAHA. =x oops.
den we proceed to the rooof top for more present opening!
enjoying herself.
and i love this game! anyone wan to play with me???? =DDD
it was so much fun on that day! haha. i hope langy enjoyed too! and all the best to her new school, new school term, new friends, new environment, new lecturers, new everything! jiayou!
yes it's just so sweeeet!
the book for langy! i look like im having an autograph session! hahaha.
food from sakae! after playing a game with lang finally we get to eat! haha.
dun have me cos its in lang;s camera! haha.
the happy hapy girl.. =D
and our round of photo taking began... first.. toilet.. with my signature pose.. haha.
look at me and jia. haha. damn funny.
next.. we shift place to the baby room.. and we spent more than 30 min there.. just doing....?
i look like a small kid! hahaha.
langedise posing!
no im not on the toilet bowl.
emo.
again.
jia and her pink!!! shoe..
the crazy girl. HAHAHAHA.
we are siao char bo-s!
i look so short. T.T
but at least im better than her.. HAHA. =x oops.
den we proceed to the rooof top for more present opening!
enjoying herself.
and i love this game! anyone wan to play with me???? =DDD
it was so much fun on that day! haha. i hope langy enjoyed too! and all the best to her new school, new school term, new friends, new environment, new lecturers, new everything! jiayou!and! today is the start of the new management, new chop chop card system! kind of fun. haha. but heng ah! im not the one who kept repeating time and again about how this chop chop card is being used.. the beginning is always the toughest.. at least some things are better.. haha. but im still not used to the fact that we have to wear the name tags! man.. but anyway it doesnt seem to affect me.. cos.. hahaha. xp jiayou everyone!
the decision and courage had finally arrived.. i told laoshi about my problems and my thoughts.. im determined.. to make things in my family better, to make things at work better, to make things between me and my friends better.. not that i didnt add in the point of making things in focus music better.. but. i need to salvage the rest of the things in my life now before proceeding with these things.. i've so much to worry about, so much to do.. i need people to understand me.. understand my situation.. if they really cared for me.. i dont ask for people to care for me, i just need people that i love to be there for me. thats all that i need.. it hurts so much to hear what was coming out of her mouth although she might not mean it. that is what i can only tell myself. perhaps i should really move ahead..
maybe i need to explain things and clear things out.. if not i will only make things go worse. anyway. alot of people has been asking me why i am still working in here and not yet leaving.. first things first.. saying that they have not enough staff might be one.. next, will be the place.. i've gotten so used to working in there i find myself being very comfortably settled down. even though all the implementations are up. even though so many things changed. i still like it there. then, is the world outside. yes. im afraid of facing the people i dont know out there. im afraid of having to get myself to fit into a new environment. a job that requires much more than my current one. and maybe.. the people around. the friendly customers, the staffs, the familiar faces and surroundings.. although financially wise it isnt helping much.. but.. on all the other aspects.. at least im happy in here.. im afraid of the history repeating itself.. i dont want things that i see now happening to myself..
i have the sudden feel to grow up and be strong. i need to be thinking. jiayou.
Labels: birthday, moody, photo
what we could have been, 2:01 AM.
