special entry: to yap.
yap made a surprise visit to cpps the other day! haha. so shock to see him. really. like really ages never see him already ya. im glad things are going on well. especially so many of them are all in army.. well, guys pls take care ya. im still saddened by the case of the sudden death of the guy who went to brunei for training.. reading the gf's blog makes me sad too. i dont know how to explain. but i guess the pain for her is alot. well, ya. = / anyway back to yap. we shld have a gathering with all of them again soon! i want to see how all of them look like now. haha. gonna be so funny seeing all botak heads. haha. =x
okie! back to my normal post. i made myself a pair of specs! basically cos my eye sight getting poorer on the other eye! which used to be perfect! gdi! scary.and the person told me its still not normal for me to be like that. what is wrong with me man. so many problems. sighs. i suddenly have this thinking of whether i will live that long to see my great grandchildren. HAHA. *touches wood*
and oh ya. i think i converted to full time position alr.. firstly, im in need of money. not just normal sum of it. but quite an amount of it. secondly, no harm trying it out.. thirdly, i can still leave anytime when i find another job! haha. =x yawn! i hope this is not going to be stress.. i shall see how it goes.. but working in cp now have been making my temper kinda bad. and i get vexed so easily too. lalala. so im clever but i just lack of discipline and my lateness is a problem too. i wonder what have they said about me. = / i thought my impression to certain people isnt that good as well. i hope i can prove them wrong. though i feel really really stressed and tired. = /
what we could have been, 12:26 AM.