Monday, September 22, 2008

i recalled once that laoshi told em about his first impression of me when i first entered music school. he said i seemed to be someone who is very difficult to get near to.. upon hearing that makes me feel like laughing. and then i begin to wonder why do i give people this kind of impression.. i though im very friendly! okie! im shy at times.. but. hey hey.. i am not that scary right.. haha. i want to know what can i do to make things better.. not only in music school but also all the other places and situations.. i dont feel the gap but i never know what the other people is thinking though.. haha. so ive got to control myself loh~ anyway.. there are so many things i want to say. i want to express. but i think im just lack of courage or what. so m i just hiding or is all these things just my illusion? haha. i dont know it myself. =)

its so tiring yet fun. to be learning the body language in the stage performances.. and im beginning to find my own confidence growing and getting less nervous alr.. but maybe for yesterday i was damn nervous cos im so afraid of doing the wrong thing.. but then again.. = / ya.. okie.

what we could have been, 10:40 AM.