Friday, June 30, 2006
sometimes i jus wished u could care more..
what we could have been, 1:42 AM.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
resolutions for my life:
be more understanding. i hope. = /
canot be so slack anymore! =X
be a goooood listener. ^^
be a goood girl. =p haha.
spend more time with my family. (if i can. = /)
continue to sing! LOL. =x
earn loads of money and go shoppinggggg. FREQUENTLY.
hah. cant think anymore. haha. anymroe i will update next time. hahahaha.
loves. =)
be more understanding. i hope. = /
canot be so slack anymore! =X
be a goooood listener. ^^
be a goood girl. =p haha.
spend more time with my family. (if i can. = /)
continue to sing! LOL. =x
earn loads of money and go shoppinggggg. FREQUENTLY.
hah. cant think anymore. haha. anymroe i will update next time. hahahaha.
loves. =)
what we could have been, 1:47 PM.
Monday, June 26, 2006
each time i wanna blog abt something, i cant find the topic to talk abt. i cant find the courage to type. lol. ok wadever.
what we could have been, 9:15 PM.
hah. u have my blessings! =D cheers.
i miss airport. =p well, haha. life's still normal. yeah.
suddenly my gf love me alot. HAHAHHA. =x oops. (dun worry. i am straight. i still like guys. LOL)
i dunno wad am i saying in this post actually. lol.
u're being missed. =D
i miss airport. =p well, haha. life's still normal. yeah.
suddenly my gf love me alot. HAHAHHA. =x oops. (dun worry. i am straight. i still like guys. LOL)
i dunno wad am i saying in this post actually. lol.
u're being missed. =D
what we could have been, 1:08 AM.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
so much things happened. things that are unexpected. today, i am both happy and unhappy. well. shall not say much. jus feeeel some things i cant accept. ahhh. hai. nvm.
anyway. ytd overnight at amy hse. den went to void deck opp amy hse with eric do tbcm. den it was raining la. nice weather. den me and jia drank e33. haha. was a little high after that. the effect of drinking alot at one go was so shiok. hah. anyway after that went back amy hse and sleeep. but we got so high and shen jing bing we keep play play play till 4 plus nearly 5 . den we sleeep lol. so fun. its been so long since i last had this feeling. yea. haha. miss it loads. and love it loads.
i need to talk to ppl. i need a shoulder to lean on. i need a fren to be there always. i noe all of u are there. thanks. to all. love ya loads.
love gf.
anyway. ytd overnight at amy hse. den went to void deck opp amy hse with eric do tbcm. den it was raining la. nice weather. den me and jia drank e33. haha. was a little high after that. the effect of drinking alot at one go was so shiok. hah. anyway after that went back amy hse and sleeep. but we got so high and shen jing bing we keep play play play till 4 plus nearly 5 . den we sleeep lol. so fun. its been so long since i last had this feeling. yea. haha. miss it loads. and love it loads.
i need to talk to ppl. i need a shoulder to lean on. i need a fren to be there always. i noe all of u are there. thanks. to all. love ya loads.
love gf.
what we could have been, 11:43 PM.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
today was so fun and highh. haha. jus like ytd. HAH. thanks all MIT peeps! siyu, candy, shermian, stephanie, shuping, kim, ziyin, mark, james, teckchau, yap, nat, ceed, leon, junhao yonghe, derrick, shawn, CJ, ferguson. i dint leave out anybody right? hah. thanks all of u for the fun day.. hah. details again shall not be said here. =p its in my memories le! heh. received a number of stuffs today. alamak. mark bought the orange adidas jacket la. -.- damn ex la. i almost faint when i see it. hah. den siyu and ger gang made the biggggg fishball for me! hah! *its nice to eat!* and they gave me 4 underwears, 3 pairs of ear rings, and a bear bear necklace. =D love it! hah. den tc and the gers gave me a brown shirt. actually i dunno if all the things he got involve or not leh. lol but anyway. thanks! =) niceee. heh. den ceed derrick and yonghe bought me 5566 figurineSSSS. 3 sets! OMG. hah. and a 5566 poster! heh. EH BALLx2, its supposed to be xiezhi real person lor. haha. but can lah. den lastly, my gf, who met me at night and gave me this necklace. STARRRRRRRIEEEEE. hah. =D its nice! thankew GF! hah. THANKS TO EVERYONE! for today.. i wont forget this day. and 20th! heh. lovessssss. =DD and special thanks to candy + shermian who is kinda sick. but still came.. *crys* hah. and to all who are actually tired but came too. hehe. =D one more thing! the 2 star and heart! thanks to.. erm. i dunno who is in it leh. is it kim and ziyin? hah. THANKS!!!
what we could have been, 1:53 AM.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
yea! finally 18 le! hah. can do alot of things. haha. although it might be nothing to some. but its definitely something to me. hah. =D firstly, wanna thank my dear frens, amy, jia, ling, ping, bren n hh, for the wonderfl surprise today.. hah. *concludes! QIU IS REALLY STUPID!* owned by u all! hah. u all bluff me!!! haha. but i am really very touched and happy for all that u all have done for me! LOVES U ALL LOADS! =D *muacks!* hah. the surprise details shall not be said here. =p hah. made me speechless la. and the present. THANKS ALOTTT. =p crumpler baggg. omg. AHHHHHHHH. XD hah.
and a biggggg thanks to all who wished me happy birthday! be it online or sms or CALL. HAHAHA. =D i dun dare name all. later i miss out ppl den die. haha. =p u all noe who u are! xiexieeeeeee. =DD *muacks!*
and a biggggg thanks to all who wished me happy birthday! be it online or sms or CALL. HAHAHA. =D i dun dare name all. later i miss out ppl den die. haha. =p u all noe who u are! xiexieeeeeee. =DD *muacks!*
what we could have been, 12:32 AM.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
today went to see xuejia and gang play in the netball competition. marathon. its for 30 hours. different groups take turn lah. hah. hmm. its like so many ppl la. and i see them play. wa. like all their reaction damn fast lor. -.- if only i am that fast too. hah. well anywya. see them play so exciting lah. especially when one match only last for 7 minutes. lol. only watched one of her match as the interval between her matches are rather long. den they gonna play till TML 8AM. haha. me amy and ling left at arnd 5 plus and we went to MS. i bought a keychain. got light one. heh. so cute lor. its a pair. actually its meant for couples. lol. but i like both so i am having both. XD hahah. den wlaked arnd MS for quite some time. SPOTTED A LOT OF NICE CLOTHINGS LAH! alamak. must save money liao! haha. XD well, anyone wanna provide me with money? heh. lol.
i hope our group's filming will be smooth from now on. hopefully the sun tml will be gooood. dun wnana go back there again to FILM. go back there play can. not film. lol. =x still have a number of scenes to film. haha. other groups 3 days can finish filming. lol. we nearly 3 weeks liao . haven finish. lol. *faint* hope our editing will be okie? hah. otherwise i will cry man. lol. hmm. sometimes, really hope ppl can understand me more. i dun wan to be noticed or praised or wadsoever. jus wanna be approved. of the things i do. sighs. understand me more will u?
anyway. kinda feel relationships are so vulnerable. why ah. is there no true love or wad? sometimes, its jus the feeling dat is there and the feeling dat is not there. well, i dunno wad am i saying anyway. -.- hah. the trust in relationship is jus so hard to be found again. i will try my best. and i hope i wont get affected by people's comments, people's mindset anymore. i do hope i can have some of my own thinking. maybe like wad fish said. try to ignore some things. not all things must be taken note of. if every thing also care, end up urself being hurt. kinda true. sighs.
suddenly i miss alot of people. alot. alot. my 2b22 gers + bren. you, you, you and you. -.- i dun even noe all these you is who. lol. i miss fish, i miss tang guo, i miss honchos. i miss MIT club people. i miss my sec sch frens. i miss my family members. though they are here. I MISS EVERYONE LAH. hah.
i hope our group's filming will be smooth from now on. hopefully the sun tml will be gooood. dun wnana go back there again to FILM. go back there play can. not film. lol. =x still have a number of scenes to film. haha. other groups 3 days can finish filming. lol. we nearly 3 weeks liao . haven finish. lol. *faint* hope our editing will be okie? hah. otherwise i will cry man. lol. hmm. sometimes, really hope ppl can understand me more. i dun wan to be noticed or praised or wadsoever. jus wanna be approved. of the things i do. sighs. understand me more will u?
anyway. kinda feel relationships are so vulnerable. why ah. is there no true love or wad? sometimes, its jus the feeling dat is there and the feeling dat is not there. well, i dunno wad am i saying anyway. -.- hah. the trust in relationship is jus so hard to be found again. i will try my best. and i hope i wont get affected by people's comments, people's mindset anymore. i do hope i can have some of my own thinking. maybe like wad fish said. try to ignore some things. not all things must be taken note of. if every thing also care, end up urself being hurt. kinda true. sighs.
suddenly i miss alot of people. alot. alot. my 2b22 gers + bren. you, you, you and you. -.- i dun even noe all these you is who. lol. i miss fish, i miss tang guo, i miss honchos. i miss MIT club people. i miss my sec sch frens. i miss my family members. though they are here. I MISS EVERYONE LAH. hah.
what we could have been, 11:04 PM.
Friday, June 16, 2006
today went filming. hah. at sentosa. but. camera bu ting hua.. half way abit problemmmm. den have to go back school to check. zzz. den end up film halfway. den have to go back on sunday to refilm. -.- went to sentosa 3 times in a week. lol. and going on sunday. dat makes it 4. lol. i went to make the islander card today. =D heh. still need passport size photo lah. mus go take le lor. haha. anyway saw alot of nice stuffs today. heh. levis slippers, the keychain at MS! press got light press again off light. got one pair one leh. the one pair one looks nicer. though i am only ONE person. hah. but nvm. i like both. so i keep both. hah. and saw adidas orange jacket leh! so nice can. and the greeeen bag! lol. alamak. i am sick. lol. nvm. haha.
and one thing to note here. us in case that whoever private number is. DUNCH U HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO THAN TO CALL MY PHONE AND HANG IT UP THE MOMENT I PICK UP AND SAY THE BIGGGGG HELLO????!!!! DO U NOE HOW MUCH ENERGY WAS USED TO PICK UP MY PHONE AND ACTUALLY PRESS THE ANSWER BUTTON? WELL, I DUN MIND PRESSING IT COS BASICALLY I AM A NICE PERSON. HAH. IF U HAVE ANY GUTS OR WAD, TELL ME WHO ARE U. ALRIGHT? ITS STUPID TO BE DOING THIS. cheers. hope to hear from u soon. =)
5 more days. i am old.
and one thing to note here. us in case that whoever private number is. DUNCH U HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO THAN TO CALL MY PHONE AND HANG IT UP THE MOMENT I PICK UP AND SAY THE BIGGGGG HELLO????!!!! DO U NOE HOW MUCH ENERGY WAS USED TO PICK UP MY PHONE AND ACTUALLY PRESS THE ANSWER BUTTON? WELL, I DUN MIND PRESSING IT COS BASICALLY I AM A NICE PERSON. HAH. IF U HAVE ANY GUTS OR WAD, TELL ME WHO ARE U. ALRIGHT? ITS STUPID TO BE DOING THIS. cheers. hope to hear from u soon. =)
5 more days. i am old.
what we could have been, 11:01 PM.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
went to sentosa both YTD and TODAY, haha. ytd went to school early in the morning to complete my MMMI assignment. thanks to jia n bren who helped. ;) den went off at 12 to meet candy CJ n kevin. head down to habour front. den waited for siyu and alvin to come. abit wasted and sad cos morning time the sun was so hot and bright dat i simply love the weather. but by the time we went there, the sun went into hiding and its drizzling some more. but it was kinda fun. though dint do much. hah. jus played in water, sand, walked arnd played frisbee. lol. den play till arnd 5 plus or later all went bathing and headed to the hawker to eat. though i dint eat. hah. den actually planned to watch movie. = / but ended up deciding not to watch so we went to town. walked arnd. from far east go paragon. walked till like nearly 10 den we all headed home. =D so tired. used com for awhile and actually dozed off at 1 plus.. >.< so sorry made ppl wait on msn for me. LOL. well. haha.
today went to sentosa. sort of "celebrating" in advance for SP. gave her bday present. hah. today also kidna fun. erm. threw her in water. pushed her in water. although she left earlier, but i think she shld be happy bahs. rite. haha. =D after ping and ling left me and nico and amee went to the beach and planned for filming this friday. den played sand for awhile and we went to bath. den ate at koufu. the food there is so ex lah. but doesnt matter since i dun even have any money to buy any foood to eat. haha. den went to town shopping. den slacked. den went home after that. hah. still wondering if i shld change into 6280....................... shld i? here is the story. i have this $100 voucher. den. i have to upgrade my phone plan in order to get it at $298. minus away $100, i have to pay $198. however. if i trade in my phone, which is worth $200, i dun have to pay a single cent. (logically speaking M1 have to pay me $2. LOL) den the person told me it isnt worth it. but. i like the phone!!!! argh. hai. howwwww.
today went to sentosa. sort of "celebrating" in advance for SP. gave her bday present. hah. today also kidna fun. erm. threw her in water. pushed her in water. although she left earlier, but i think she shld be happy bahs. rite. haha. =D after ping and ling left me and nico and amee went to the beach and planned for filming this friday. den played sand for awhile and we went to bath. den ate at koufu. the food there is so ex lah. but doesnt matter since i dun even have any money to buy any foood to eat. haha. den went to town shopping. den slacked. den went home after that. hah. still wondering if i shld change into 6280....................... shld i? here is the story. i have this $100 voucher. den. i have to upgrade my phone plan in order to get it at $298. minus away $100, i have to pay $198. however. if i trade in my phone, which is worth $200, i dun have to pay a single cent. (logically speaking M1 have to pay me $2. LOL) den the person told me it isnt worth it. but. i like the phone!!!! argh. hai. howwwww.
what we could have been, 10:34 PM.
Saturday, June 10, 2006
so long nv blog. haha. let's talk abt ytd. haha. my grp had our filming at school auditorium and drawing studio. haha. it was funnnnn but tiring. haha. woke up so early went to cck take thing from my cousin. den headed to school. settled down at comtech. den waited for the rest to meet us up den starting planning for drawing studio scene and den went to auditorium to prepare. haha. filming began. kinda fun lah. but got zhuang kuang also one la. and we dint manage to really finish on time. so bo bian. got to go drawing studio liao. kinda fun la. haha. alamak. dunno wad to say. lol. but anyway. the amount of ppl to thank is alot. cant type all out. later i miss out one i die. haha. THANKS TO ALL WHO HELPED!!!! =DD doesnt matter how long u all stayed to help us. =D thanksssss. esp to those who stayed all the way to 7 plus at night.. missed meals cos of us. =x hah. and all who helped carried our stuffs for us. day time and night time. =D xuejia tc n james. hah. thanks la. see xuejia push the lighting can laugh until die. -.- hahaha. so very cong dong la. lol. but fun lah. =x haha. =D tml is another big day. haha. be prepared!
what we could have been, 2:42 PM.
Monday, June 05, 2006
i guess its not gonna be normal anymore. hah. too muchthings to be worrying abt. cant think anymore. = / hah.
went filming the past few days. and to a particular place. memories brought back. = / dunno leh. i. hai. -.-
i'm tired.
went filming the past few days. and to a particular place. memories brought back. = / dunno leh. i. hai. -.-
i'm tired.
what we could have been, 1:37 PM.
