saw this in felix's blog. haha. =x copied over.

FEAR OF:
[x] the dark
[ ] staying single
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[x] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] pools
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[x] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[x] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges
[x] death
[x] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] being sexually assaulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[x] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[ ] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[x] snakes
[x] sharks
[x] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] poverty
[x] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] fear
[x] being alone
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind to things
[x] being deaf
[x] growing up
[x] being murdered in my sleep
[x] losing the people i love

i am like so afraid of so many things. why? dunno. haha, stupid rite. i wanna be independent. =p hah.

back from a long day out. and a long long sleeeeep. with a weird dream. well, i wonder if that dream will really happen. hah. nvm. woke up at 12 plus today. by tc's phone call. if he nv call me i think i will keep sleeeping. -.- hah. den bathed and left hse. went to jp and bought a skirt! =p den met up with tc and went amy hse. again to repair her com. well. alot of us de com dio virus. sian. and my thumbdrive, who died from dio-ing virus. hah. cos no internet, den we cant do work yet. den i literally fell asleeep. and den woke up and den we started doing at like 6 plus. did till 7 plus, we went to IMM to eat dinner. and walked arnd.. hah. saw alot of nice stuffs AGAIN. and. i bought a top and a pair of ear rings. shopping is fun. and spending is also fun. =x ahhh. though i am broke again! lol. nvm. i enjoyed it. =p got to save money loh! for alot of things. alamak. emil chau concert! which is still long. but i have to start saving leeeee. if not really can no need go. hah.

things changed as fast as i know. ppl appear and disappear in our life and everyone seems to be an impact in our life. haha. whether to make that person a special part of your life or not, depends on ones actions. isnt it? its our own heart and we control them ourself. everyone is responsible for something in their life. i myself feel i am responsible for a lot of things. be it school work or wad. assignments, exams. i need to give it my best shot already. i cant afford to make any mistakes. hah. maybe not really any mistakes. but not too much of mistakes. hah. =x yeap. den after exams, other things. perhaps by then, things will really be different. different from now. i love the past. hah. but i know, life's gotta move on. and i accept people for who they are. yeap.

i'm releasing bit by bit from now.. suddenly heard the song first love by utada hikaru and i think its nice haha. =p

movie marathon is over.. dint really enjoy it though. erm. hah. ok la. i mean. not as in i dun like the movies. but i think overall i dint quite enjoy myself lor. hah. maybe cos of certain things that happen ba? well. ya. nvm. i've lost the interest to go and bother abt it. hah. everytime go think every single one go think i will die lidat.. hah. if it is gonna stay, it will.. its whether i trust it to stay or not. hah. i trust it up to 50%. okie. dat sounds so stupid. the number. lol. but seriously. i have no idea. cos iam hanging in mid air.. xD hahaha. anyway. passed him the stuffs i wanna give him ytd. and he gave me something too. something i like. hah. the snowflake necklace. hah. hmm. thanks. =)

do i still keep it?

saw this quizzes on fish de blog and tried it out! hah.

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and femaleYou are both sensitive and savvyRational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headedBut you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

You Are 64% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

funn quizzes. hha. today celebrated lang's bday. at marina there eat steamboat. =) we eat eat eat le den we go arcade play. hah. so big the arcade. played daytona with all of them except for nico.. hah. came in 2nd. lol. den played para para. i passed energy loveeee. freestyle hard mode. happy. hah. sometimes will fail one. lucky this time i pass. but 3rd round jiu cmi le. lol. den see them play play play. den lang bren jia amy also play para. hah. so fun. den went to wait for bus le lor. den hh showed us the video. of the girls beating the pitiful girl up. removingher clothes and all. wa lao eh. feel like beating them up man. see liao i feel sad lor. = / hah. well, typical ah lians. -.- hah. okie. wadever. =x

tml is movie marathon le. =) hah. excited. haha. and thanks to brenden! i got a bigger bag! lol. exchanged bag with him and i can put more things. lol. =p dunno if i wanna bring my turtle! buttt. very big lehhh. lol. =x and i got to brign sleeeping bag also. lol. unless i put it in club when i bring school tml. haha. den after school den go take. hahahaha. okok. shall see how tml mornign. haha. going sleeep already! nights!

had captain ball inter committee competition today! hah. was so fun. although events not quite goood. staring first match jiu owned by sports comm, we had fun! eh. one mark is also goood liao lor. hah. =p den 2nd match also diedelolegy. but. haha. 3rd match we won! dunno which committee. but i jus noe we won. lol. =p kana hit so many times by the ball. and funny thing is. one of them tot i in his team he pass the ball to me. lol. had funnn. haha. after that went bugis with fish and did some shopping. hah. blah. and oh ya! i saw this snowflake necklace in school de fair! omg. very nice lorrrrr. alamak. i wanna buyyy. 13 bucks. hah. ahhhhhh. like crystal lidat one. ahhh. shld i buyyy shld i buyyyy???? friday last day of the fair le.... =( ahhh. . . .. . . .. and the sticker names too. jus next to the necklace stall sia. (*&^%$#@! shiat. =x ok nvm . back to topic.

den went to take train back home.. fish alighted so fast and i had to sit all the way back. luckily he called me. =p and we chatted for the first time. longer than ever. hah, although its like not very long. more than 20 minutes ok. =x i enjoyed the chat. heh. jus kinda worried cos of my voice. like man sia. den he cant hear wad i say clearly. hah. but anyway he pei wo chat till boon lay mrt station.. at first he bluff me.. say he waiting for me at bl mrt.. badddie. = / haha. still love u anyway. =p

in 15 minutes time. jiu our one month le~ =p hah. happy.

sighs. dunno why i feel so tired today. = / probably too much things jus happened today + the 2 late night sleeep. x( faints. my thumbdrive officially died. date passed away : 24th july 2006. =( and.. "good" news is.. my MMAD assignment.. task 1 to task 4.. is in it.. and all my graphics are happily gone........ for goodness sake! kill me man! alamak. morning cant find lab go library dint do assignment. after that lunch time. den after tbcm went to club awhile. membership meeting over went to t2055. computer terminal in use. cant do editing. decide to go do tbcm. go find com labs to do. all labs got lessons. go library to do. computer terminals canot be booked. tried to lend laptop. cant get it. -.- wad a day to cross. -.- sighs. bad luck. when can lady luck be shining on me? hah. its 10.50 and.. its so quiet.. = /

i've been coughing the whole day already.. hai. =( feeeel sick again. damn. always lidat. -.- z.

alright.. today's presentation was rather okie.. except for the QNA part. we got shoooooot by ppl alot of questions. but ok la overall. ahaha. and today de formal wear is so formal and funn. haha. although my leg hurts like hell, but its fun la. lol. cos dun usually get to wear lidat to school. if everyday this type of wear. CAN DIE AH! lol.

i am down with serious sore throat.. sad.. =( hai.. anyone wan to buy me medicine? lol. no la. i promised him i will take care of myself de. hah. =) mus drink more water le.. hah. my voice is so sexyyyy now lor. =x gonna be like ah do again! heh. =x

anyway. this friday is movie marathon le.. heh. excited abt it. looks and sounds fun. staying over in school. camp feelings are back again! HEH. =p i miss FOC 06/07.. = / okok. haha.

my thumbdrive died ytd.. and my task 4 storyboarding of MMAD is in it. -.- how dead can i get? lol. i have NO back up files. CONGRATS QIUU. =x zzz. lets pray the files can be retrieved.. please.. =(

special taggggg : by siyu.

Instructions: -Take a look at your friends, then list up to 10 things you want to say to 10 different friends. -DO NOT state who these people are. -DO NOT confirm or deny any "comment speculation". -Then tag five 5 people.

1.although we might not be spending time together that often like we used to in the beginning, although the words we say to each other is not the same as the beginning, i still wanna say, thank you for coming into my life and being part of me. know you have other priorities now, therefore, dint wan to bother u with the problems that i have and i feel that much. jus hope everything that is happening will give us a better understanding of each other and.. make us grow stronger. than ever. =) i learnt alot in this relationship! alot alot.. i miss times we spent together! exams faster over la..=p lets get crazy again. hah.

2.knowing you since 2005 has beeen a great pleasure of my life. being the first crazy girl i noe, thanks for being there and listening to my rantings and sorrows. although at times i noe i am pervertic, but u mus noe la. i am not! i am as innocent as a.. something la. ya. i dunno wad la. lol. ok anyway. ya. i hope our frenship will be as deeeep as the sea.. forever! =) loves. u can read my mind at times. lol. its so coincidental at times! hah. XD

3.perhaps in ur whole life and my whole life, we've really missed the chance and its over. i noe wads ur feeling. and i noe wad u wanna say. however, jus wanna let u noe. even if that dint happen between us, i really hope we can be the best of frens. forever. no matter wad happens. promise me to stand by me when i need frens to be with me. share happiness as well as sorrows too. alright. there are always better choices out there and i believe u will meet her one day. trust urself and allow urself to move on.. life's not the end yet.. now stop being sad alright. take care~

4.all the fun and laughter.. the shoutings with u.. hah. i enjoyed it all. i guess if life's lack of frens like u, not much fun would be included. hah. thanks for being there to cheer me up at times and to be guiding me through certain stuffs too. i do hope sometimes, u will also think alot more for urself. alright? think really carefully for choices u make and things u do.. seriously i am kidna afraid that sometimes some decisions dat u make might end up making urself sad or down. jus like wad i used to be feeling. yea. dun wan u to be same as me ba. hah. yeah. if u noe who are u. :)

5.im glad i joined the big family as i got to noe you! used to think u are scary. lol. and dun dare tok to u last time. hah. but as time passed, i got to noe u more and we soon became reallly great frens! hah. thanks for listening to my sorrows and happiness.. all. thanks for everything and effort that u've placed in everything. hah. although sometimes after wad u say say say i still think alot, haha. but it all did helped. and specially. thanks for teaching me not to expect. =)) and u mus thank him and his fren isit. lol. ya. if not for this, i guess i would not have been so relax and happy now. hah. i learnt alot. hope we will remain LIKDIS great.. ^^

6.u're another important person in my life too. without u, i wont be getting to the main person. without ur encouragement in the first place, i would not have been here, learning so much things abt life, and also. to be able to get into it now. u helped me out at times when i fell too. like my number 2 4 and 5. hah. really treasure this frenship of ours like how u told me u treasure this frenship that time. love ya loads. =)

7.although u might be still hating me now..and i cant change ur mindset. i know no matter wad i say now also wont help much. hah. but anyway. nvm. wanting me to make an effort to some things dat i dun think i shld be the only one doing, isnt wad i will be happy doing.. well, i jus hope dat by LUCK or wadsoever, if we have the fate, we'll always be frens again some day. i guess its partly me, that changed u. or should i say . its that thing dat changed. hah. well, i wish u the best of luck in everything and may u be ahppy always. :)

8.u've been rather goood to me and i thank u for ur concern and all. sometimes still kidna afraid of u though. hah. and i still dun dare to tok to u stuffs abt me and him. well, i wanna share happiness with my frens.. sorrows. i will choose ppl to share with. not because i dun trust u. but cos i dun wan to add on to ur sorrows. well, i will always be a goood listening ear.. feel freeee to pour out wadever u wan to say next time k. take cares. cheers.

9.maybe there are certain things u dunno now. and maybe i shld have alr let u noe as early as that time. well, the period of time of having breakfast together and sitting at the staircase doing nothing and jus chatting, had been rather wonderful too. it has been etched in my memories and i wont forget it. i am sorry if i had hurt u.. but i jus cant seem to get that feeling. perhaps its really all fated and decided alr. u dun get a choice and u cant force things to happen too. i hope we will start talking again and do take care. :)

10.last person on the list, i ran out of words to use. hah. u used to be playful and CHILDISH. lol. but. now, i see a different u.. haha. well perhaps u grew up le. and thinking also change le ba. hah. i se the serious side of u more often now. well, anyway. really wanna thank you sometimes for the wonderful opinions and comments u give me sometimes. it did helped and well, i learnt too. hah. ok la. hope we'll be best of frens too! take care alright. =)

TAGGY TAGGYYYYY. whoever wants to do this? can jus do it.. ^^

as i walk down the lane alone, i know i missed ur presence.. :)

kidna excited abt tomorrow. but. jus now i tried wearing my formals. and i feel i look so weird. why ah. cos i dun look gooood in them. lol. wadever.. =p hah. anyway today woke up late to go amy hse. actually supposed to reach at 11. but. 11.30 i am still at home. LOL. in fact. i jus woke up. hah. and went amy hse, reached at 12.30. den practiced presentation for like awhile and 2 plus me jia and amy headed to west mall. actually only jia getting heels. but end up we 3 also get it. lol. den walked walked around. looked at baby stuffsssss. =x bought the baby socks and hand "socks"? hah. its so cute can. and saw alot of cute pacifiers! LOL. =p gonna buy it some day. keychain. ok i am childish. i have one last time when i was sec 3 i think? hah. jus for show la. den after that jia went off so me and amy went to bugis and shop. yeap. hah. den shop shop shop den we go city hall.. den saw so many things that i like! but canot buy! alamak.. hai. we went into expensive shops.. hah. which we noe canot afford to buy their things one. lol. swarvoski(isit spelt lidat?) esprit.. saw clothes that we like la! but! no money! *(^&^$%$@@~ saw skirts that i like too! ah duh~

scareds abt tml! ah duh!

miss ya! =)

thanks to TC and SQ! my comp is okie le! and thanks to shawn too. who helped online. haha. xp will treat u all eat one day k. hah. =) today did nothing much lor. woke up and went to amy hse to do mmpj presentation and stuff. excited abt it le leh. lol.

went to jp with tc sq and bro to eat dinner. took so long to find seats. den eat finish le we go arcade. cos brother fan-ing me he wan play. -.- den pei him go. see ppl play game. drive car.. looks so fun la! i dunno the game name but its like majiam english version de initial D! initial D is in jap i dun understand. this one english leh! and the driving FEELS so smooth! i see 2 youngs girls. sisters. like only k1 k2 leh. they also can drive lor! except tthat they are competing 2 guys. which is obvious those act beng type. car name also funny. 21pht. LOL. and one dunno wad. haha. feeeel like playing too! been wanting to play initial D since i last played in sec... 2? or 3? yah. i got the card but dun dare play cos dunno wad to press! lol. den always see ppl play. -.- now got english de! omg. hahahaha. see how la. star factory one need pay $2 to get card. see when i free i go try. lol. ^^ heh.

and its been so long since i last played and laughed so hard with my brother.. jus now walked home with him and we talk talk talk and laugh and talk so loud. so fun. =x hah. sometimes it jus feels so nice. =p haha.

shldnt have said that. i made a wrong move again.. alamak. i mus relaxx.. dun expect la qiu.. XD cool. i still gnaix in. hah. xp

special post :

5 more days to a month.. =) only one month~ more to go. hah. many things happened throughout this one month. happy ones as well as unhappy ones.. but. all these were overcomed by us. hah. some might not be a problem to you.. some might be.. i do hope everything dat u are happy or unhappy abt, u will say it all out.. ;) for a better life ahead. for the past few weeks, i have been expecting.. certain things.. but now, no more pressures on you. =) no expectations. yes. and life's better this way.. i wan us to be happy. in all ways. even if we have no time for each other, we'll still be happy.. i miss having dinner with u. i miss going out too. hah. no worries. all these will happen soon. =) i learnt alot from this relationship.. i got to noe u more, understand u more. certain personalities that u have.. thats u. i am in the process of learning things too. this whole period of learning enlightened me.. especially yesterday.. i found out that i really treasure this and its hard to think abt letting go. (i dun have to think abt it anyway =x i am not letting go.. xp) promises made in the past. u still remember? looking at the msgs, i smiled. hah. we'll walk on and make it through. rights. ^^ harts. you. =D

27june2006till~

shant say much abt today.. thanks to all today.. and sorry to them too. for making them worry.. yeap. anyway. got alot of assignments to rush now! video editing! MMAD cum MMAS prototype! TBCM resume! TBCM dunno wad. MMAD/S test. got 2 leh. -.- den still got MMMI assignment 2. den MMPJ presentation on monday! den jiu EXAMS le! gotta buck up alr. cannot be thinking abt other stuffs now.. no time for all of that.. ah duh!

anyway. happy birthday to leon! hah. hope u enjoyed the day! =)

the tearful jacket.

let me recall. i had a number of things i wanna blog abt! and that day i nv blog abt it. lol.

that day. i think is last....... erm. when ah? sunday i think. ya. me amy lang and hh went to see bren de concert! hah. sounds like HIS OWN concert.. haha. but anyway. it was great. the title of the concert is a mus'art wind orchestra & percussion club production : rhythme et blues. hah. the mus'art de club de conductor is so..... hah. funny. =x hahahahaha. the way he talk ah. haha. and he is short haired with a long plaits that i htink he left it there uncut. hah. like those olden days ppl. den got this fat fat guy. he is in SP one! hah. the way they play ah. like very relax and enjoyable type sia. funn. haha. den got one malay girl also. i guess also SP one la. i dun recognise them till my frens tell me. lol. nvm. hah. i have bad memory. wad to do. haha. den after that rest awhile den bren came out la. we sat on first row. so as to stress him! hahah. he played solo leh. so cool la. lol. anyway. gooood job. =) hah.

jus now SG idol results show. saw the last part of who is gonna be eliminated. sad. gayle. out le.. i like her voice sia.. hai. haha. nvm la. she is goood. but maybe jus lack of luck or supporters. yeah. anyway. superband also. heh. J3, mi lu bing! hah. and some i dunno.forget name le.. alamak. haha.

anyway. i've lost interest in alot of things leh. assignments and stuffs. zzz. so tired of it all. sighs. mus buck up for assignments le. video.. mus edit alr!! die. i dragged in sequence the clips and not yet edit. tml staying back to edit. yeap. and my mmas. prototype. die-ded. hah. haven start. zzz. flash leh.. got to start YAN JIU-ing le! hah.

anyway. ya. i go do my ppt le.. cya all arnd.

caring for u is so tough. but willing to endure thru! =)

its a sudden coldness and sometimes hotness. its like u are buying lottery.. hah. if u are lucky, u will be happy. if not, dun expect anything else. yeap. wad a way of saying this. haha. anyway. received this email from a fren abt a story. so nice. i liked it. see if u all will like it too? its only a short story.. if long blog entries can be read finish, why not this? hah. =)) spend sometime to read it..

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she knew that's the way he liked it. After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember he first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again". Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?

It's sweet. She replied.

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

the end! hah. kinda love his story. sounds dramatic. but. alr say its a story wadddd...... haha. like wad siyu said, dun expect things from someone. so u wont get disappointed and u will be happy. =) yes i wont get disappointed sometimes.

ytd went out with my pri sch fren. hah. had a nice chat and jus walked around ms and went to esplanade to slack. yeap. haha. talked for quite awhile. thanks.. =) den went off to far east to meet my dear fren. amyyy and jiaaa. den we shopped for our formals and i bought a white top and amy bought a black top. blouse i mean. yea. den after that went to buy tie! i think we are gonna look different dat day! lol. funnys. i am kinda afraid of presentation. especially when it is gonna be assessed by quek! die-ded. haha. hope everything is gona be well. ;)

looking forward to term break. can it come faster? zzz. assignments scuks! and exams too. i hope i wont fail any module. hai. dun wanna retake any! -.- (*&^#@!~ hah.

take care, for everything. i am gonna be here always. =) if u know. ^^

post deleted. i felt much better after ytd.. i noe i've gotta accept it all. yes. enlighten me. alright.. exams are coming. gotta start mugging for it alr. shall not go out that often alr. actually i also nv really go out ma. haha. but needa go get formal blouse for mmpj presentation which is coming soon. next monday.

i shld stop playing with my hp alr. haha. everytime locking and unlocking it. lol den sliding it up and down. the battery runs out fast! everyday gotta charge. soemtimes still auto shut. sms some times canot receive. ppl canot receive. take for example ytd. sms amy twice den she received one. and she send me twice but i dint receive at all. lol. stupidity. M1.. buck up please. u are lagging behind! -.-

i failed both my practical test man. -.- hai. mmas i understand why. cos i did wrongly. -.- mmpj. go and sleeeeep la.. nvm. one more big test and everything is over. hah.

things to do now.
1. mmpj presentation slides
2. gems presentation slides
3. start on mmad prototype
4. video editing
5. tbcm resume
6. EXAMS priorityyy!!

one more month. bear with it. sem 1 is gona be over soon. =DD

did nothing much today? woke up late for lessons AS USUAL.. attended 10am onwards de lesson. den all lessons lessons la. yah. den after school went to club awhile.. went to see freshies basketball match against CADC.. owned them. hah. MIT 50 - 41. exciting to see them play sia. hah. well. den went back club slack and chat with all of them till 8 plus.. den went home.. ya. it was a fun and happy chat with them.. it was relaxing too. actually wanted to meet up with him. but i guess he mus be tired after track.. and its late. dint wan to drag time for him.. rather he go home early rest ba. yeap. tml is wednesday le.....

i've gotta learn to accept.

i find myself being great saying this. i dun care abt his past. its the present him that i care abt.

today had fun.. haha. missed first lesson. and prepared fishyyy de "surprise" heh. details dun wan say. lol. only some noe. hahahaha. its funnn. and its great seeing her so happy.. haha. see them 2 so sweeet also. hah. yeap. went for lesson after the mini celebration and got back mmpj results. very sad. i failed leh. wa lao. hai. dun understand why i fail lor. hai. sad also canot do anything. can only ownself sad. -.- hai. nvm. if only. i am sick and tired of quek chee. wadever. dun wan tok abt him le.

today is monday.. before i continue.. once again.. for the 5th time. happy birthday to fishhh. =x haha. ok. next. tml tuesday le. lesson end at.. dunno 4 or 5.. ya. sian. den jiu wednesday le. dunno if going out on wednesday.. shall see how le..

i am waiting.. = /

i am happy. cos of his sms. =) hee.

yesterday siyu candy shermian stephanie shuping me junhao leon SQ shawn tc alvin jeremy jonathan and yap went out and celebrate fishie bday! hah. met alvin much earlier to prepare things for her. hah. bought her adidas jacket by a number of us. and alvin gave her MANYMANY vouchers. with scraps of papers, rubbish and box and a BIGBIG 'surprise' lol. she loves it though. haha. and she loves us. lol. went to fish & co. to eat dinner. ordered food. and we waited for like an hour or so before our food was served to us. there were so many tables with bday boy/ger. ahhaha. heard them sing bday songs over & over again. lol. den they even had blackout. for a few minutes. the atmosphere there's goood. but. service abit bad la. i preferred suntec de service. =p hah. ice cream was given to fish and she went arnd feeding everyone. hah. den got the dunno how to spell thing. sparklers? lol. funny. nvm. ya. that thing. ahahah. she was made to stand on chair too. while we sing loudddd loudddd for her! haha. =)) and. she cried when she see the card we wrote la! heh. =pPp. we touched her heart! lol. =x we went to dhoby exchange after that and shopped awhile. den went to arcade to play abit. haha. we were watching ppl dance para para and some of us were like laughing till die. lol. its so funny can. ppl dance like they are doing singapore work out. some used legs to dance. but neverthless. they were gooooood. real gooood. expert mode also can pass. bows to them. hah. den after that me and fish ran to take pictures. she wanted to take picture 'with' the dhoby exchange board. -.- lol. den half way saw 'fish' on floor. so she took photos with it. lol. andoh ya! spotted on shop named T20 sia. lol. so funny. lol. after that took train back home and i reached home at like 12.. haha. enjoyed myself the whole day and i smiled alot. haha. =) hope there will be more of such outings! lol. eh.. last dat of exam.. MOS eh? lol.

i miss alot of ppl! hah. i miss amy xuejia nico huiling shuping brenden siyu shermian candy steph and alot more. too many to name leh.. alamak. ya lor. all the ppl in MIT club. lol. and most importantly. i miss him. ^^ when is superman gonna come?

finally i completed my mmad task 4 storyboard and design specs. hah. anyhow i think. =x aiya. haha. complete can le. i feel myself being so efficient today. haha. keep it up! lol. i hope i can complete assignment earlier now. lol. the time now is 2.41am. and i am not sleeeping yet. lol. soon bahs. yeah. gonna change blog skin soon! siyu found a FROGGGIIIEEEEE blogskin for me! its that frog!! that frog! u know? haha. =))

i am not a someone who is gooood at words.. but i can promise u with a heart that is full of love.. =)

today went school kinda llateeee. lessons start at 8 and i am still at home at the time of 11 plus nearing 12. ahahaha. reached school. had lunch and i forgot to pay money again. second time le! i am jus so engrossed in talking and listening tat i really forgot all abt it. lol. but nvm. its over. blesss that i dun do this again. lol. =.= met him twice today. hah. once to get calculator to pass to my fren. den second time jus saw lor. while going for vb lessons. can so slack one. lol. the cher so goood ah. chanon isit. lol. ya must be la. haha. anyway. my him is so hard to please.. lol. but wad to do. =p haha. u're still loved.

its beeen so long since i last went shopping buying things! i miss shopping.. i wan get alot of things. alot of clothings! same shirt as him! =p bottoms! i wna buy necklace, bracelet, ear rings, ring, blah! alot leh. too many to list! lol. hai. can anyone give me money?!?!??!?!

thinkingofyou.

the time now is 2:32am. hah. and i am still here. not doing assignment leh. -.- stupid. my com keeep hanging at the saving part of the assignment. documents lost cos canot save den hang. lol. make me so sian dunwan do liao. hah. today. school was boring. as usual lessons. did abit of assignment in class. den lessons and lessons till 5. den finish school le. was watching 13 going on 30 (AGAIN) with ameeee. den watch watch finish den she did her mmad with lappie and i was so tired i fell asleeep for awhile. den woke up at 8 we went home. anyway. he woke up at 5 plus today. how shuang rite?! somehow had a guess he isnt at fc6 today and i dint go over to check it out. hah. xin ling gan yin. my sixth sense gooood hor. hah. called him at 2 plus and found out he jus woke up. den he went back sleeeep again. den actually wanted to have dinner together but ended up didnt. so i went jp walk walk. bought facial foam as i ran out of it le. hah. den left jp and it rained SUPER heavily lor. called him and talked awhile but asked him to go watch tv since he is watching tv. so nvm. nothing to do i walked home in the rain. dint wan to wait for the rain to stop. it is a waste of time. haha. its kinda big lor the rain. hah. but ok la. i wont fall sick. i noe how to take care of myself! heh. =)

me. i wan to have my own goals. i wan to be more understanding. i wan to have my own stand and decide things on my own. i wan to make ppl smile and happy. especially him. =) i wan to lead everyday life happily. ^^

preparing surprises is so fun. yes. planning starts now. hah. =p

imsoinlurvewifyou.

today is poly50 relay.. =) i am doing helper la. den help control crowds all these. den the scene abit chaotic la. lol. was kana banged into a numbe rof times by sweatyyyyy runners. so wet. -.- *ewww* hah. im perspiring myself too. hah. our team MIT came in 13th place and the other team, MOT, 40+. well done guys.. its hard to be these goood. training did not go down the drain. heh. although some of u might not be satisfied with the results.. but think of it, its kinda goood alr. heh. went back club for events meeting and after meeting stayed for a while. wore the windbreaker. hah. feels so cooling. =.= hah. den i wore it home. =x

my face is so hot and red. -.- and my head is spinning now. die. and my MMAD is dead.

come to think of it. how many will actually do such a thing? hah. well, its all the past alr. leave it behind bahs. i am happy with my life now. and i am smiling TOO. =)

a bloody beetle gaga jus flew past me and infront of me. i almost screamed out. but i controlled. hah. caught it. crushed it and threw it outside the window. HAHA. of cus not with my bare hands. but with tissue paper! hah.

anyway. today de lesson was kinda long. and sian. lol. especially MMPJ. quekcheesiong. wonder wad is he teaching. hah. his lesson. *yawn* hah. nvm. dun talk abt quek. only makes me wanna sleeeeep more. in his lesson dat is. lol. next, passed him the shirt today. =) size abit big. went club after school and stayed there for a while. since i have nothing better to do. -.- no la. aiya. went up fc4 find him and slacked a while den go back room. arnd 8 den came back and den went jp with him to change the shirt size to smaller one. den pei-ed him go eat. den he pei-ed me home.. ;)

got the poly50 helper list le. gotta inform them of the poly50 this wed. but. i forgot the meeting time for helper! lol. and the place. *slaps myself* hah. stm. hai. -.- nvm. i shall go find out tml. yeap.

every move and actions. hurt.

came back from swimming loh. not a good weather to swim today. when we reached there was like sunny. den changed and got into the water, it began to become cloudy.. den it rained. XD den we slacked in the pool for awhile den went ta bath and ate KFC! =.= all that swimming has gone down to drain. hah. =p den went to je to take pictures! jia and amy always do the drawing. so this time is the same. i slept on the chair in the machine and it felt like so long.. slept halfway received his sms. but he gonna go rest. so ya.. i think they spent more than 30 minutes designing since its a no time limit machine till the next person inserts coin. felt so shagged and tired.. den went ta play HOTDF. den went off le.. i went ta jp to get something and den walked for awhile before heading home. yeap.

i'm so bored at home. no one to talk to, nothing to do.. sighs. i feel so lonely. hah. xp

had a nice sleep ytd. hah. although i woke up a number of times. XD den continued sleeeeping till 1 plus and i suddenly jumped up. lol. den called him to wake up. pig. he woke up later than me. if i nv pester him to wake up god noes wad time he will to wake up.. hah. den at 4 plus went out with him, bro+wife. hah. went for this play at a church some where near town. kinda enjoyed myself athough i dun quite really get wad they say? haha. den we went off and went to town walk walk. bought something for him. hope he likes it. wednesday gonna see him wear it. hah. he bought a running pants to match too. hah. den walked from the cathay to wheelock place. lol. memories leh. camp time. heh. last station of amazing race. yeap. den wanted to go and makan fish & co. but its super long queue...... so went to city hall and eat lor. was kinda full . lol. kinda ex too. considered the fact dat we dint finish the food. hah. after dat walked for awhile and den went home le. =) *nods* happy day. its 1.19am alr. woo.

going swimming tml!! heh. been so long since i last went swimming. ^^ hopefully sun is goood tml. heh.

questions unanswered. miss.

i am down with slight fever today.. alamak. hai. i dunno wad to say.. i hate assignments.. like cause so much things to happen. LACK OF SLEEEEEEP. over stress. lack of communication.. hah. finally i am completing this week de asssignments le.. now is MMAD and VIDP and more le..

if falling sick can make people care more, falling sick makes it worth it.. =.= okie i am stupid..

busy busy busy. rushing assignments! DOTS. so sian la. tml gotta rush video assignment. den after video. thurs hand in video liao mus rush MMPJ proposal. den sat and sun can go and die la. haha. monday dunno got wad. den friday hand in MMAD storyboard. oh. still got thursday! TBCM presentation! alamak. dunno wad to present leh. any topic. like hard to think la. helppppppp. haha. -.- stresss. get so stress and i will like become moody sia. sighs. but thanks pigggg. harts ya. =p

10 days.

assignmenttt aaaasssignment assssignmennt assssiiiiggggnnnmmmeeennnnttt is the number 1 killer in DMMT! hah.

its torturing... very.. why cant things jus go smoothly... everything like this have to happen.. perhaps i dunno how to make decisions.. perhaps it all happened cos of my actions.. i treasure everything.. i dun wanna lose anything dat can be kept from losing..

i'm sorry.. to everyone.

today was MIT de AGM. at MLT 11.. quite a number of them came. i think better than last year? yah. haha. the meeting only lasted like 10 minutes or less? lol. fast uh? haha. anyway. before that, me and jia and nico went to meee de hse to "make-over". lol. actually is jia wanted to straighten her hair. haha. but we all backside itchy all play also lor. hah. =pPp den went school and btw. i missed MMMI lesson @thursday 8am AGAIN. fyi, i've NEVER been for the lecture before. lol. how wonderful. hahahahaha. nvm. set this aside. haha. the AGM today. the MC wore all white tops and black bottoms.. nice. so cool. hah. after that me amee and jia went to NP to watch the movie marathon. being newbies going to NP, we took the wrong bus to NP. actually no need cross opposite take. but. dunno leh. den we took a few stops den realised its wrong from amee's fren. den alighted. we walked and walked. den sing so loud. haha. den waited so long for taxi. but it came super slow. hah. reached NP at abt 9? ya. den we watched HOUSE OF THE WAX! disgusting. haha. got frightened by some parts. haha. ya. den finish one show only we have to leave le. lol. den walked very far to take taxi and mean while we sang and sang again. hahaha. den only boarded cab at like 11.30? ya. den i reach home at 12 plus. so tired. though i am tired. but i am still here. its 1.21am now. oh well. gotta do assignment. yeah~ =DD and oh ya. thanks to my korkorrrr weisheng for the present.. heh. love it. lol. now 2 more things cleared in my wish list thanks to u! heh. =)

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