Monday, August 28, 2006
went ubin on sat to recee the place for actual LTC. cycled till our whole body aches like shit. very very very pain. haha. night time is fun too. haha. well, ya. haha. den ytd also la. hmm. i am tanned till kinda dark. erm. not really very dark bahs. can la. face is obvious got tanned and body too. lol. the next few days is gonna be tanning days too. =)
today had ltc briefing and den after that had events meeting. den i went home to put some stuffs and den went to jec fuji ice palace find MIT peeps. MITO is going on. haha. but i dint join in the fun. left after a while and went to meet james. he's late as usual. =x caught the show the break up. it isnt that nice anyway. although a few parts kinda funny. over all, the seriousness of the movie is more than the comedy part. haha. the story line is kinda typical too. haha. well, over all i enjoyed the movie. yeap. the ending abit too sudden? hmmm. ok la. not bad. teaches abit abt relationships. after show went to have dinner at pasta. ate baked rice but dint finish it. haha. too full. left abit. haha. hmm. den walked arnd town awhile and den after that went home lor. den went to ameeee hse take my sleeeping bag and den i hide her pooh bear and den left a note for her. lol. =p den met up with fish jia and tc bought some dry foood or something. ya. =)
tml going prep camp le! =) today mus have adequate rest. =) ok done.
today had ltc briefing and den after that had events meeting. den i went home to put some stuffs and den went to jec fuji ice palace find MIT peeps. MITO is going on. haha. but i dint join in the fun. left after a while and went to meet james. he's late as usual. =x caught the show the break up. it isnt that nice anyway. although a few parts kinda funny. over all, the seriousness of the movie is more than the comedy part. haha. the story line is kinda typical too. haha. well, over all i enjoyed the movie. yeap. the ending abit too sudden? hmmm. ok la. not bad. teaches abit abt relationships. after show went to have dinner at pasta. ate baked rice but dint finish it. haha. too full. left abit. haha. hmm. den walked arnd town awhile and den after that went home lor. den went to ameeee hse take my sleeeping bag and den i hide her pooh bear and den left a note for her. lol. =p den met up with fish jia and tc bought some dry foood or something. ya. =)
tml going prep camp le! =) today mus have adequate rest. =) ok done.
what we could have been, 11:16 PM.
Saturday, August 26, 2006
wont be online for sometime already. going for LTC soon. =) well, its in ubin and yea. first time (other than the chalet@ubin) staying over there lidat. hah. packed my bag ytd and i have alot to bring. hah. bought the uber big adidas bag to carry and contain my stuffs. hah. bag is heavyyyy.
anyway. today is my last paper of the whole sem already! =DDD happys. lol. dint really study for it. only 'roll' through the lecture slides and den read only. morning den i memorised the 5Cs. but den dun really noe the meaning. since lang said its important, i remembered it only in the morning cos nothing goes into my head during the whee hours of the night. hah. den went to sleeep at like dunno 2 plus i tink? or 3. hmm. anything. hah. den woke up by myself leh! lol. first time. i woke up alr. den i wait for phone call. ahhahaha. den slacked awhile dozed off while waiting i think den decide its time to wake up lol. yah.
test time! was abit lost in some of the questions cos i run out of ideas to write. and i ran out of common sense too. =x haha. den crap all the way throughout the paper. lucky got the letter and memo part. made it abit better. cos like confirm format correct but maybe english abit shit. haha. i came out at like 1030? hah. no point staying since i dunno how to do already or rather i completed writing all my craps. me and darryl said hao sms each other when paper finish see who come out first. i come out so damn early liao but i alr receive his sms. he came out so much earlier. lol. genius. hahahaha. after the paper me amee and lang went to queensway shopping centre and ate katong laksa!(again) hah. =p den walk walk awhile. ahha den went to IKEA to walk! so long since i last went. i always LOVEEEEE walking in IKEA. cos..... i like to imagine the displays to be my home. lol. its so nice. i wan to decorate my room too leh. i dun wan double decker bed which i have now. and i dun even sleeep at the top level. cos its so troublesome to climb up and its so warm up there. (u noe, science. hot air RISES, cold air SINKS) so i sleep on the floor. with mattress of cus. hah. ok back to topic. after IKEA, we took cab to xj hse and got vcd from her and head to amy hse and watch them. its japanese i think? or korean? anything la. lol. its uber nice la. a very logn ago de show le. i watched it before. like 4 or 5 years ago? i htink. er zuo ju zhi wen. ahhahaa. the guy is so handsome! =DDDD lol. he's so cool and charming can. and when he smile, melts. lol. =x okok. =p finished watching it in like 3 plus hours time. tired. den i went off at 9 plus to go get my bag and go sher hse put. =D hah. chatted awhile and went home le lor.
home. numb. probably one place where i dun have much feel now. dunno why. i admit since school started till now, i never had a day of reaching home early. other than school work and club stuff and all the other things, the reason why i still dint reach home early is cos i enjoy the times with my frens more than the times i had at home. everyone seems to be doing their own stuffs at home. no one cares for anyone. perhaps my brother. cos he is still young. each morning i wake up, no one is at home. and its so quiet. i like it alot. den when i get home late, everyone is fast asleep. mostly. sometimes its depending on the mood tat we have to go according to things. today. bad timing. and i cant get into my hse cos i left my keys at sher hse. called and asked him to open dooor for me later cos i nv bring key. but i get one line of reply. u might as wel dun come home. woo. if this were to happen last time, a few years back, i would have cried when i hear this. but. this time. i dint cry. i dint try to explain. each time i explain, u dun trust and u dun listen. i lost the interest to go and xplain things out alr. afterall, its the same repies i get. i dunno wad u are doing. blah. nvm. hah. ya. =)
after all these days, nothing much changed except for my heart. hah. =) wonders.
i'll be back!
anyway. today is my last paper of the whole sem already! =DDD happys. lol. dint really study for it. only 'roll' through the lecture slides and den read only. morning den i memorised the 5Cs. but den dun really noe the meaning. since lang said its important, i remembered it only in the morning cos nothing goes into my head during the whee hours of the night. hah. den went to sleeep at like dunno 2 plus i tink? or 3. hmm. anything. hah. den woke up by myself leh! lol. first time. i woke up alr. den i wait for phone call. ahhahaha. den slacked awhile dozed off while waiting i think den decide its time to wake up lol. yah.
test time! was abit lost in some of the questions cos i run out of ideas to write. and i ran out of common sense too. =x haha. den crap all the way throughout the paper. lucky got the letter and memo part. made it abit better. cos like confirm format correct but maybe english abit shit. haha. i came out at like 1030? hah. no point staying since i dunno how to do already or rather i completed writing all my craps. me and darryl said hao sms each other when paper finish see who come out first. i come out so damn early liao but i alr receive his sms. he came out so much earlier. lol. genius. hahahaha. after the paper me amee and lang went to queensway shopping centre and ate katong laksa!(again) hah. =p den walk walk awhile. ahha den went to IKEA to walk! so long since i last went. i always LOVEEEEE walking in IKEA. cos..... i like to imagine the displays to be my home. lol. its so nice. i wan to decorate my room too leh. i dun wan double decker bed which i have now. and i dun even sleeep at the top level. cos its so troublesome to climb up and its so warm up there. (u noe, science. hot air RISES, cold air SINKS) so i sleep on the floor. with mattress of cus. hah. ok back to topic. after IKEA, we took cab to xj hse and got vcd from her and head to amy hse and watch them. its japanese i think? or korean? anything la. lol. its uber nice la. a very logn ago de show le. i watched it before. like 4 or 5 years ago? i htink. er zuo ju zhi wen. ahhahaa. the guy is so handsome! =DDDD lol. he's so cool and charming can. and when he smile, melts. lol. =x okok. =p finished watching it in like 3 plus hours time. tired. den i went off at 9 plus to go get my bag and go sher hse put. =D hah. chatted awhile and went home le lor.
home. numb. probably one place where i dun have much feel now. dunno why. i admit since school started till now, i never had a day of reaching home early. other than school work and club stuff and all the other things, the reason why i still dint reach home early is cos i enjoy the times with my frens more than the times i had at home. everyone seems to be doing their own stuffs at home. no one cares for anyone. perhaps my brother. cos he is still young. each morning i wake up, no one is at home. and its so quiet. i like it alot. den when i get home late, everyone is fast asleep. mostly. sometimes its depending on the mood tat we have to go according to things. today. bad timing. and i cant get into my hse cos i left my keys at sher hse. called and asked him to open dooor for me later cos i nv bring key. but i get one line of reply. u might as wel dun come home. woo. if this were to happen last time, a few years back, i would have cried when i hear this. but. this time. i dint cry. i dint try to explain. each time i explain, u dun trust and u dun listen. i lost the interest to go and xplain things out alr. afterall, its the same repies i get. i dunno wad u are doing. blah. nvm. hah. ya. =)
after all these days, nothing much changed except for my heart. hah. =) wonders.
i'll be back!
what we could have been, 12:39 AM.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
weee. had fun shopping today. =D haha. bought NUM de party tank top le! sky blue in colour. heh. country : argentina. not particular abt the country. although i like the brazil one. and the spain one too. spain is too striking for me. dunno why so many ppl keep saying blue colour is jus for me. like it jus suits me. blue as in sky blue those type lor. hmm. like its jus meant for me. LOL. ya rite. =p made the num card too. =x hahahaha. omg. i think i can die of brokiness. lol. =x bought one more fbt shorts too. hah. think i am really spending too much. but good leh. i save money leh. fun. hah. and mother gave me money to buy bag le. =p hahahaha. going down queensway AGAIN to see. i dunno go how manytimes alr leh in this month. -.- haha. nvm =p its nice to walk. hahahahaah. ya.
anyway i think i am going again tml. -.- maybe u can scold me bahs. lol. siao rite go so many times. but i need get the bag by tml. so going there to see lor. haha. no choice. if not i monday den go liao. hope monday really got go out la. later end up never go out i kill him ah. LOL. no la. haha. ok back to topic. hah. ya.
todays mmpj paper. was not as hard as i expected ba. erm. i dunno leh. maybe the questions asked is understandable. and one lucky thing was.the terms for a ceratin thing. i memorised on train on my way to school today. and den like alamak. hah. heng la. got come out. den at least noe meaning. den overall. i think only my mcq is shit. hahahaha. doesnt matter la. =x its over anyway. haha. i came out at like 10.30 when the paper is supposed to end at like 11.10. early huh. hmm. ok la. got alot of ppl left so much earlier. haha. perhaps they are jus genius. hah. ya.
dunno if its i am feeling happy and high today dat i dint go and notice ur presence. i jus came online and started chatting to whoever toked to me. the feeling was great. but suddenly i noticed it. and i suddenly changed emotion. perhaps after all. its still back to ground one. perhaps i dint let go at all. haha. but i know i no longer crave for anything. i no longer wait for anything. if it is meant to be, it will be. be it 1 year, 2 years or even 10 years. right. shall be blogging a recap version of the memories and save is as draft. and it will be kept deeep in my heart. hah. perhaps one day we wont even be toking to each other when we see each other on the road, or even we wont be contacting each other anymore. well, jus to say all these memories will be remembered. yeap.
ok done. i am looking for ppl to movies with me. and ppl to go shopping with me! interested party, mail me or phone me if u have my number. lol. =p
anyway i think i am going again tml. -.- maybe u can scold me bahs. lol. siao rite go so many times. but i need get the bag by tml. so going there to see lor. haha. no choice. if not i monday den go liao. hope monday really got go out la. later end up never go out i kill him ah. LOL. no la. haha. ok back to topic. hah. ya.
todays mmpj paper. was not as hard as i expected ba. erm. i dunno leh. maybe the questions asked is understandable. and one lucky thing was.the terms for a ceratin thing. i memorised on train on my way to school today. and den like alamak. hah. heng la. got come out. den at least noe meaning. den overall. i think only my mcq is shit. hahahaha. doesnt matter la. =x its over anyway. haha. i came out at like 10.30 when the paper is supposed to end at like 11.10. early huh. hmm. ok la. got alot of ppl left so much earlier. haha. perhaps they are jus genius. hah. ya.
dunno if its i am feeling happy and high today dat i dint go and notice ur presence. i jus came online and started chatting to whoever toked to me. the feeling was great. but suddenly i noticed it. and i suddenly changed emotion. perhaps after all. its still back to ground one. perhaps i dint let go at all. haha. but i know i no longer crave for anything. i no longer wait for anything. if it is meant to be, it will be. be it 1 year, 2 years or even 10 years. right. shall be blogging a recap version of the memories and save is as draft. and it will be kept deeep in my heart. hah. perhaps one day we wont even be toking to each other when we see each other on the road, or even we wont be contacting each other anymore. well, jus to say all these memories will be remembered. yeap.
ok done. i am looking for ppl to movies with me. and ppl to go shopping with me! interested party, mail me or phone me if u have my number. lol. =p
what we could have been, 12:55 AM.
Monday, August 21, 2006
had our mmmi paper today and it was a disaster.. memorised so much and den come out all ask u describe this describe that. -.- and i hate the bianry hexadecimal thing! and then the listening test also can die la! lol. stupid leh. nvm its over. now is mmpj le! scareds. cos i failed my practical test. den project duno get wad grade. den this paper is 40% leh. can die. lol. well, will jus do my best. haha.
anyway. was like talking to a fren jus now and den heard of the message dedication thing! at suntec fountain of wealth. so cool lor. and i was like saying if ever someone do that to me i marry him. LOL. stupid.la. jus saying only. haha. wadever. =p
anyway. thanks to tc and bs for the calculator. lol. althoug both i also nv use. lol! =x
anyway. was like talking to a fren jus now and den heard of the message dedication thing! at suntec fountain of wealth. so cool lor. and i was like saying if ever someone do that to me i marry him. LOL. stupid.la. jus saying only. haha. wadever. =p
anyway. thanks to tc and bs for the calculator. lol. althoug both i also nv use. lol! =x
what we could have been, 11:58 PM.
i am so lazy to blog abt things that happen. lol. drank abit of alcohol today. london dry gin. 47.3% alcohol. taste = / haha. ok la. aiya. i am tired and down. wadever. ya. i love and prefer to blog on the random things.
looking forward to life after exam.. lol. 25th last paper. wee. cant wait. meanwhile mus mug like hell. -.- duh. ya. okie. its like 2am now. i gonna sleep. yeap. night.
looking forward to life after exam.. lol. 25th last paper. wee. cant wait. meanwhile mus mug like hell. -.- duh. ya. okie. its like 2am now. i gonna sleep. yeap. night.
what we could have been, 1:54 AM.
Sunday, August 20, 2006
i miss my friends
i miss fooling around with all of them
i miss sitting at places and looking at ppl
i miss going ot shopping
i miss spending loads of money in a day
i miss watching movies
i miss sitting outside the staffroom
i miss playing with the water hose at L4 during sec 2
i miss bullying lower sec students =x
i miss playing badminton
i miss going to shops and get excited over things
i miss the days at void decks and carpark doing nothing
i miss my discipline master
i miss going to the arcade everyday after school
i miss puncturing of the tyres of my teacher
i miss playing a prank on my teacher
i miss the watching you run
i miss the quiet moments at your hse
i miss the moments when i wait for u while u are sleeping
i miss the times when we watch tv together
i miss the times when we go out together
i miss looking at sports stuff
i miss going to eat at the hawker
i miss sitting in the car
i miss skipping lessons
i miss ur msgs
i miss looking at him play badminton
i miss hearing you talk
i miss analysing ppl with frens
i miss playing with your ring
i miss waiting for you to bath and get groomed
i miss playing a fool with my teachers
i miss leaving the hse with you
i miss getting called into the principal office
i miss staying over
i miss purposely going late to school
i miss looking at you sleep
i miss hearing you sing for me
i miss the song
i miss going sentosa
i miss the promises you made
i miss going kbox till midnight
i miss the talk to you on phone
i miss alot of things
i miss EVERYONE. (tried listing down the names jus now. but its jus so weird. lol.)
1b21/1a21, honchos, agressas, untouchables, MIT club, vengerz, blast, tempest, sargus, echo, mugen, titans, slash, 4e82004, 3e82003, 2e102002, 1e92001, 6c2000, all gmps peeps, family, brighton and the list goes on.. xp
okbye.
i miss fooling around with all of them
i miss sitting at places and looking at ppl
i miss going ot shopping
i miss spending loads of money in a day
i miss watching movies
i miss sitting outside the staffroom
i miss playing with the water hose at L4 during sec 2
i miss bullying lower sec students =x
i miss playing badminton
i miss going to shops and get excited over things
i miss the days at void decks and carpark doing nothing
i miss my discipline master
i miss going to the arcade everyday after school
i miss puncturing of the tyres of my teacher
i miss playing a prank on my teacher
i miss the watching you run
i miss the quiet moments at your hse
i miss the moments when i wait for u while u are sleeping
i miss the times when we watch tv together
i miss the times when we go out together
i miss looking at sports stuff
i miss going to eat at the hawker
i miss sitting in the car
i miss skipping lessons
i miss ur msgs
i miss looking at him play badminton
i miss hearing you talk
i miss analysing ppl with frens
i miss playing with your ring
i miss waiting for you to bath and get groomed
i miss playing a fool with my teachers
i miss leaving the hse with you
i miss getting called into the principal office
i miss staying over
i miss purposely going late to school
i miss looking at you sleep
i miss hearing you sing for me
i miss the song
i miss going sentosa
i miss the promises you made
i miss going kbox till midnight
i miss the talk to you on phone
i miss alot of things
i miss EVERYONE. (tried listing down the names jus now. but its jus so weird. lol.)
1b21/1a21, honchos, agressas, untouchables, MIT club, vengerz, blast, tempest, sargus, echo, mugen, titans, slash, 4e82004, 3e82003, 2e102002, 1e92001, 6c2000, all gmps peeps, family, brighton and the list goes on.. xp
okbye.
what we could have been, 11:30 AM.
sometimes i wish...
if only i can have another chance.
if only i can say out my thoughts.
if only i can be happy again.
if only u could be willing to try.
if only u can understand and dun fight with me.
if only i can enjoy everyday life.
if only i am from a rich family.
if only we need not sit for exams.
if only we need not study at all.
if only i can get a job now and quit school.
if only i can be slimmer.
if only i can remove all the fats on my body.
if only i can look better.
if only... if only... *sighs*
cautions. this if only list is mainly crap. =x
if only i can have another chance.
if only i can say out my thoughts.
if only i can be happy again.
if only u could be willing to try.
if only u can understand and dun fight with me.
if only i can enjoy everyday life.
if only i am from a rich family.
if only we need not sit for exams.
if only we need not study at all.
if only i can get a job now and quit school.
if only i can be slimmer.
if only i can remove all the fats on my body.
if only i can look better.
if only... if only... *sighs*
cautions. this if only list is mainly crap. =x
what we could have been, 1:38 AM.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
went to study with amy today. went to eat lunch first and den went to library to study. sat somewhere and spotted some common faces. common as in, ppl who LOOK like some of the people we noe. haha. we shld be studying. but yes. we did study. alot lor. hah. studied some weird chapters dat we totally catch no balls abt. lol. anyway studied till like 5 den we went off to queensway shopping centre. hah. walked arnd and then we bought a FBT shorts. white and orange in colour one. niceeee. =p hah. saw so many of my frens. i mean same school before but dunno them. only noe we are from the same pri and sec ba. haha. den spotted the guy whom i said kinda ok at kfc dat day. ahahaha. but. well, my fren says my taste is VERY weird. they say he look like shiat. lol. = / isit really my taste is weird? haha. looking back.. hmm. ok wad.. =x haha. wadever! saw a some ringer t! kinda nice. gonna grab my fren come down and see liao. =p haha.
anyway. we ate katong laksa there. and. maybe its unbelievable or wad. its my FIRST time eating LAKSA. and i mean all kinda of laksa. first time. haha. well, its nice. and cos i nv eat before and i dint noe its katong SPOON laksa, stupid me went to ask if i can have chopsticks. lol. wad a stupid question. lol. but anyway. we sat by the stairs and ate it. haha. den walked awhile more and den went to take bus home. hah. kept dozing off in bus and den amy fell asleep. she slept on my shoulder but she kept falling off and i have to raise up my hand to 90 degrees to support her head. lol. when reached je, my hand numb diao. lol. sour. hahaahhaah. =x
i hold on to some hope. a tiny hole with light coming through. if not searched thoroughly, it wont be able to be seen. however, its closing. soon. haha. the sooner the better. isnt it? hah. like got so many holes. lol. and i wan everyone to close. one represents one different thing. each thing i do, i recall. damn shit. nvm. =)
i shld be studying already.. yeap. if not tml will need to mug till die. hmm. jiayou bahs. after wednesday will be a little better. cos of mmpj. high risk. hah. cheers.
anyway. we ate katong laksa there. and. maybe its unbelievable or wad. its my FIRST time eating LAKSA. and i mean all kinda of laksa. first time. haha. well, its nice. and cos i nv eat before and i dint noe its katong SPOON laksa, stupid me went to ask if i can have chopsticks. lol. wad a stupid question. lol. but anyway. we sat by the stairs and ate it. haha. den walked awhile more and den went to take bus home. hah. kept dozing off in bus and den amy fell asleep. she slept on my shoulder but she kept falling off and i have to raise up my hand to 90 degrees to support her head. lol. when reached je, my hand numb diao. lol. sour. hahaahhaah. =x
i hold on to some hope. a tiny hole with light coming through. if not searched thoroughly, it wont be able to be seen. however, its closing. soon. haha. the sooner the better. isnt it? hah. like got so many holes. lol. and i wan everyone to close. one represents one different thing. each thing i do, i recall. damn shit. nvm. =)
i shld be studying already.. yeap. if not tml will need to mug till die. hmm. jiayou bahs. after wednesday will be a little better. cos of mmpj. high risk. hah. cheers.
what we could have been, 10:17 PM.
kana tagged by yap to do this interesting thing. haha. can try it out ba ppl. =p
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
*NOTE* i dun have much songs on my laptop! only desktop has more than 1000. here like 100+ only lor. lol.
How are you feeling today?
lin jun jie - ni yao de bu shi wo
wad does that mean man. hmmm. perhaps i am feeling this way. hahahaha. -.-
Will you get far in life?
emil chau - yan zi guo zao
other dialect version of wo men bu ku. we dun cry as far as we go in life? lol. -.-
How do your friends see you?
chen wei lian - wai po de peng hu wan
lol. wad a stupid one.
Will you get married?
emil chau - time
perhaps time will tell. lol. wth.
What is your best friend's theme song?
emil chau - xing tian di
how can this be? lol. they dun even listen to emil chau man. lol.
What is the story of your life?
lin jun jie - bu si zhi shen
woo. i wont die. isit? -.-
What was high school like?
emil chau - wo men bu ku(chinese version)
lol. no link sia la deh.
How can you get ahead in life?
mcfly - five colours in her hair
o.O hahaha. i get ahead in life by having five hair colours. lol. pink purple greeen white orange! lol.
What is the best thing about your friends?
kelly clarkson - beautiful disaster
HAR?! lol. wad sia.
What is in store for this weekend?
elva hsiao - ni shi wo xin zhong yi ju jing tan
lol. erm. nl. haha.
What song describes you?
yang chen ling - ai mei
LOL. shou jing wei qu sia. when to give up? no courage? lol. the lyrics. somehow got link. lol. funny.
To describe your grandparents?
emil chau - xing fu dao xiang ku
LOL. they are very xing fu till they wan to cry. wth! lol.
How is your life going?
emil chau - yu ren
lol. i dunno wad to say sia. but this is a nice song. lol.
What song will they play at your funeral?
kelly clarkson - behind this hazel eyes
-.-|| wad the. lol.
How does the world see you?
lin jun jie - zhi dui ni shuo
... the world see me by only telling me. -.-
Will you have a happy life?
gary cao ge - qing ren jie kuai le
lol. shld be ba. since its happy valentines. lol. happy life with my other half? sadly i am single! =p
What do your friends really think of you?
lin jun jie - yuan lai
yuan lai wo shi na me de hao.. =x haha.
Do people secretly lust after you?
comic boyz - qing chun ji nian ce
lol. O.o
How can I make myself happy?
wei lian - ai hen nan
love hate is hard.. shld i love and hate to be happy? lol.
What should you do with your life?
jay chou - feng
woo. one of my fav song. hah. let wind blow my life? lol.
Will you ever have children?
kelly clarkson - since you been gone
erm. nl again. -.-
Next 5 to kenna:
since yap tagged the 5 i shall not tag them again. let me see.
XUEJIA
AMY
BRENDEN
CEED
JAMES
anyone who wan to do jus do lor. lol.
alright. i am going out soon. gonna go study. haha. midi is the serial computer protocol designed to transmit the gestures used in controlling the synthesizer. my memory is like shiat. lol. okbye.
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
*NOTE* i dun have much songs on my laptop! only desktop has more than 1000. here like 100+ only lor. lol.
How are you feeling today?
lin jun jie - ni yao de bu shi wo
wad does that mean man. hmmm. perhaps i am feeling this way. hahahaha. -.-
Will you get far in life?
emil chau - yan zi guo zao
other dialect version of wo men bu ku. we dun cry as far as we go in life? lol. -.-
How do your friends see you?
chen wei lian - wai po de peng hu wan
lol. wad a stupid one.
Will you get married?
emil chau - time
perhaps time will tell. lol. wth.
What is your best friend's theme song?
emil chau - xing tian di
how can this be? lol. they dun even listen to emil chau man. lol.
What is the story of your life?
lin jun jie - bu si zhi shen
woo. i wont die. isit? -.-
What was high school like?
emil chau - wo men bu ku(chinese version)
lol. no link sia la deh.
How can you get ahead in life?
mcfly - five colours in her hair
o.O hahaha. i get ahead in life by having five hair colours. lol. pink purple greeen white orange! lol.
What is the best thing about your friends?
kelly clarkson - beautiful disaster
HAR?! lol. wad sia.
What is in store for this weekend?
elva hsiao - ni shi wo xin zhong yi ju jing tan
lol. erm. nl. haha.
What song describes you?
yang chen ling - ai mei
LOL. shou jing wei qu sia. when to give up? no courage? lol. the lyrics. somehow got link. lol. funny.
To describe your grandparents?
emil chau - xing fu dao xiang ku
LOL. they are very xing fu till they wan to cry. wth! lol.
How is your life going?
emil chau - yu ren
lol. i dunno wad to say sia. but this is a nice song. lol.
What song will they play at your funeral?
kelly clarkson - behind this hazel eyes
-.-|| wad the. lol.
How does the world see you?
lin jun jie - zhi dui ni shuo
... the world see me by only telling me. -.-
Will you have a happy life?
gary cao ge - qing ren jie kuai le
lol. shld be ba. since its happy valentines. lol. happy life with my other half? sadly i am single! =p
What do your friends really think of you?
lin jun jie - yuan lai
yuan lai wo shi na me de hao.. =x haha.
Do people secretly lust after you?
comic boyz - qing chun ji nian ce
lol. O.o
How can I make myself happy?
wei lian - ai hen nan
love hate is hard.. shld i love and hate to be happy? lol.
What should you do with your life?
jay chou - feng
woo. one of my fav song. hah. let wind blow my life? lol.
Will you ever have children?
kelly clarkson - since you been gone
erm. nl again. -.-
Next 5 to kenna:
since yap tagged the 5 i shall not tag them again. let me see.
XUEJIA
AMY
BRENDEN
CEED
JAMES
anyone who wan to do jus do lor. lol.
alright. i am going out soon. gonna go study. haha. midi is the serial computer protocol designed to transmit the gestures used in controlling the synthesizer. my memory is like shiat. lol. okbye.
what we could have been, 11:01 AM.
Friday, August 18, 2006
went to school like 8 plus in the morning today. i know i have to if not i will be sleeeping till sooooo late. -.- haha. den slacked in club and studied abit. den stayed on till like 1 plus? den i left club with chau. walked walked arnd while waiting for fish candy steph and fren. den we took bus to heeren and shopped there. went to num at city link mall and heeren. =)) den saw all the party tank tops there! kinda like some colours. wanna buy it before LTC. =p haha. gotta save money and buy liao! weeee. =) den fish bought havaianas slippers lor! with the vouchers! the one with strap behind one. damn nice la. i wan also.... =p after i work. i mus get it. hahaha.
nothing much to say abt today. i found that i missed school days! lol. cos so much fun in school. now. rotting at home. and den cant look at ppl also. lol. =x ya lor. gotta wait till school reopen den can see liao. =x hahahaha.
nothing much to say abt today. i found that i missed school days! lol. cos so much fun in school. now. rotting at home. and den cant look at ppl also. lol. =x ya lor. gotta wait till school reopen den can see liao. =x hahahaha.
what we could have been, 9:36 PM.
went school today for wilber pan de concert. kinda high during the concert although i dun really like him. or can say is i am not crazy over him. helped amee to shout. lol. well, enjoyable concert. better than singa mania. but i preferred GARY CAO GE's one! =p hah. cos this concert i noe NONE of his songs. maybe jus a few. haha. overall, not bad. haha.
after that went over to amee hse to eat steamboat. kana dragged by them to go. XD so go lor. feel like i ate alot. first time. =x i am getting fatter and fatter. one day u will not recognise me anymore. haha. = /
there are so much things i wanted to say. i want to shout it all out. if only there is a place where i can shout everything out without anyone knowing and without having to fear. i noe after all these rantings, i will feel alot better. hah.
anyway. going out tml! yeap. after dat gotta really start studying liao la! if not cna die lor. Z. mmmi mmpj and tbcm. stupid papers. weightage kinda high. hmm. mmpj and mmmi i can pass i jiu happy liao. lol. = / mmpj danger sia. 40% and i failed my practical. only have project and paper to help liao now. so mus really study. JIAYOU!
after that went over to amee hse to eat steamboat. kana dragged by them to go. XD so go lor. feel like i ate alot. first time. =x i am getting fatter and fatter. one day u will not recognise me anymore. haha. = /
there are so much things i wanted to say. i want to shout it all out. if only there is a place where i can shout everything out without anyone knowing and without having to fear. i noe after all these rantings, i will feel alot better. hah.
anyway. going out tml! yeap. after dat gotta really start studying liao la! if not cna die lor. Z. mmmi mmpj and tbcm. stupid papers. weightage kinda high. hmm. mmpj and mmmi i can pass i jiu happy liao. lol. = / mmpj danger sia. 40% and i failed my practical. only have project and paper to help liao now. so mus really study. JIAYOU!
what we could have been, 12:11 AM.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
happy moments shall be kept in heart. =) exams are nearing! canot slack anymore. hah. slept at like 3 plus or 4 ytd and den woke up at 3.30 plus in the afternn. =x first time i sleep till so late. hah.
1 day nv online seems like i very long nv online lidat. hah. but okie la. lol. i found dat i am like running out of bottoms to wear. = / and i am not having much money now also. -.- diaos. i hope i can faster get to work. so i can have money to go shopping. but that has to wait till after exams and after ltc. = / and its gonna be a tiring job! -.- bless me. =p hah.
i feel so bad. how can i be thinking this way. = / but i cant help it. from the day i got to noe it, i have been feeling so weird. i dun feel like seeing you although u did nothing much. i jus feel weird seeing u now. perhaps its cos of wad u told me. i noe i canot think this way cos i ahev no rights to now. but. afterall. i am feeling the same too. so its normal i will feel this way. whatever. fish taught me this. shit happens. deal with it. right? i think its lidat. haha. hmm. deal with it. i hope i can handle. mcnuggets.
tml will be going for wilber pan's concert. perhaps its gonna be more interesting than singa mania. =x gonna reach there like kinda early. sit outside auditorium to wait and at the same time. study. haha. amee is gonna get high tml. haha. now its my turn to see her get high. dat time cao ge concert she see me get high. lol. =p
anyone wants to see my group's video assignment? hahahaha. PM me. lol. my brother get so high after watching it that he basically sang the theme in our video throughout. he watched it like more than 10 times can. -.- and sang so loud when he's watching it. -.- haha. finally. everything is over. dat day. completed mmmi assignemnt too. and damn it. when i finished my composition 2, i saved and did not have a back up copy cos i wanted to burn it into disc straight. and stupid me. went to overwrite the files with the shortcuts of the file. and TADAH. gone. so devastated tat i actually sms-ed a fren f. =x sorry. =p and thanks to bren who helped me with re-doing. sad la. i spent like hours to do the thing. and this re-do de i spent like less than an hour. cos its like hell. = / sad. nvm. forget it. hha. its over. =p
good luck to all for exams! =)
1 day nv online seems like i very long nv online lidat. hah. but okie la. lol. i found dat i am like running out of bottoms to wear. = / and i am not having much money now also. -.- diaos. i hope i can faster get to work. so i can have money to go shopping. but that has to wait till after exams and after ltc. = / and its gonna be a tiring job! -.- bless me. =p hah.
i feel so bad. how can i be thinking this way. = / but i cant help it. from the day i got to noe it, i have been feeling so weird. i dun feel like seeing you although u did nothing much. i jus feel weird seeing u now. perhaps its cos of wad u told me. i noe i canot think this way cos i ahev no rights to now. but. afterall. i am feeling the same too. so its normal i will feel this way. whatever. fish taught me this. shit happens. deal with it. right? i think its lidat. haha. hmm. deal with it. i hope i can handle. mcnuggets.
tml will be going for wilber pan's concert. perhaps its gonna be more interesting than singa mania. =x gonna reach there like kinda early. sit outside auditorium to wait and at the same time. study. haha. amee is gonna get high tml. haha. now its my turn to see her get high. dat time cao ge concert she see me get high. lol. =p
anyone wants to see my group's video assignment? hahahaha. PM me. lol. my brother get so high after watching it that he basically sang the theme in our video throughout. he watched it like more than 10 times can. -.- and sang so loud when he's watching it. -.- haha. finally. everything is over. dat day. completed mmmi assignemnt too. and damn it. when i finished my composition 2, i saved and did not have a back up copy cos i wanted to burn it into disc straight. and stupid me. went to overwrite the files with the shortcuts of the file. and TADAH. gone. so devastated tat i actually sms-ed a fren f. =x sorry. =p and thanks to bren who helped me with re-doing. sad la. i spent like hours to do the thing. and this re-do de i spent like less than an hour. cos its like hell. = / sad. nvm. forget it. hha. its over. =p
good luck to all for exams! =)
what we could have been, 12:22 AM.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
there's so much more for me to say. no point anymore rite? i think this message can go to 3 person. hah. but, the meaning is different. shld i leave a msg here? or shld i forget it? stupidity. i chose and i decided. blame it on myself. xp hah.
things cant be changed and life's gotta moooovvveee on. yeap. i've got to grow up. and i cant be living in the world of pureness. if u understand.
well anyway. slept at 4 plus ytd and woke up later than expected. hah. woke up more than 4 times but fell back to sleep. =x arh. i cant fall asleeep ytd nite. and. i found jimmy jap and kelvin's photo.. xp ahhh. guess wad. today he actually came out of the room and walked past me but i missed it. cos i dun dare approach him ask leh. next time mus really go ask liao. but i not his student. funny. nvm. hah. shall try. and. my video hor. exporting is diedelolegy la. got general error so much. den my terminal whole day got ppl use. cant use. tml going at 8 plus to do.
things cant be changed and life's gotta moooovvveee on. yeap. i've got to grow up. and i cant be living in the world of pureness. if u understand.
well anyway. slept at 4 plus ytd and woke up later than expected. hah. woke up more than 4 times but fell back to sleep. =x arh. i cant fall asleeep ytd nite. and. i found jimmy jap and kelvin's photo.. xp ahhh. guess wad. today he actually came out of the room and walked past me but i missed it. cos i dun dare approach him ask leh. next time mus really go ask liao. but i not his student. funny. nvm. hah. shall try. and. my video hor. exporting is diedelolegy la. got general error so much. den my terminal whole day got ppl use. cant use. tml going at 8 plus to do.
what we could have been, 12:46 AM.
Monday, August 14, 2006
edited
went ta watch bren de concert today. hah. i think i am beginning to like band songs. hah. its so nice and that toopid bren keep having solo playing of his instrument. so cool eh. the whole hall was filled with ppl and the sound very nice la. hah. esplanade leh. of cus nice. hah. hmm. after dat. actually supposed to meet a fren but dint meet cos amy will be alone cos lang last minute said she needa do assignment. hah. but she ah. funny la. evening suddenly call us say she very bored from doing assignment so she came and find us. hah. ya. den shop abit den ya. aiya. i dun wan say much. hah. we enjoy can liao. = /
came home kinda 'late'. (at least my parents felt so. its like only 10 plus wad.-.- wads the matter?) hai. but anyway. i think this thing that i got to noe, or rather i was told, came at the wrong time. at the time when i cant bring myself out of that world and be in another world. forgive me for all these. but i dun wan it to be a mistake that i will make in my life. i dun wan to make myself feel bad abt things dat i do, i noe will make u sad. i'm sorry for the wasted year. sighs. blame me for being uncertain, for not being able to live out of it. i need time. i noe the word time, u've heard enuff of it. i dunno how long. but even though its been a year. i still cant. i cant. and i really cant. maybe 3 or 4 years down the road, u might be happy already. and by then, i might regret. or i might be blessing u. i dunno. no one noes. ah wadever. i dun deserve all these treatment. do i?
tml i've gotta wake up at 7 and i am still here at this time. actually still early la. 1.54am only. i am tired. but. i cant seem to fall asleep. hai. why......
inoeimissyou.
went ta watch bren de concert today. hah. i think i am beginning to like band songs. hah. its so nice and that toopid bren keep having solo playing of his instrument. so cool eh. the whole hall was filled with ppl and the sound very nice la. hah. esplanade leh. of cus nice. hah. hmm. after dat. actually supposed to meet a fren but dint meet cos amy will be alone cos lang last minute said she needa do assignment. hah. but she ah. funny la. evening suddenly call us say she very bored from doing assignment so she came and find us. hah. ya. den shop abit den ya. aiya. i dun wan say much. hah. we enjoy can liao. = /
came home kinda 'late'. (at least my parents felt so. its like only 10 plus wad.-.- wads the matter?) hai. but anyway. i think this thing that i got to noe, or rather i was told, came at the wrong time. at the time when i cant bring myself out of that world and be in another world. forgive me for all these. but i dun wan it to be a mistake that i will make in my life. i dun wan to make myself feel bad abt things dat i do, i noe will make u sad. i'm sorry for the wasted year. sighs. blame me for being uncertain, for not being able to live out of it. i need time. i noe the word time, u've heard enuff of it. i dunno how long. but even though its been a year. i still cant. i cant. and i really cant. maybe 3 or 4 years down the road, u might be happy already. and by then, i might regret. or i might be blessing u. i dunno. no one noes. ah wadever. i dun deserve all these treatment. do i?
tml i've gotta wake up at 7 and i am still here at this time. actually still early la. 1.54am only. i am tired. but. i cant seem to fall asleep. hai. why......
inoeimissyou.
what we could have been, 12:25 AM.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
met up with amy and choco today and went shopping! hah. had our lunch at cine first and went to look at the clothes. hah. spotted a few nice ones but dint buy yet cos we decide to head down to bugis to look at the designs from the shop. hah. cos the lady told me new designs are coming in. so went to see lor. took train there and there really got new designs lah! hah. and. i bought one dat says, i only look innocent. haha. cute eh. hah. den cos wad nico wanted is not here, we walked bugis for awhile and took train back to cine to get wad she wanted and wad all of us wanted. lol. went to cine, bought the shirt. and this time i bought one dat says, 51% single. lol. fun ah. haha. nico bought 2 i total, i bought 2 in total and amy bought 1. haha.. den after dat choco went off and lang and fish came and join us. hah.
went to see the fireworks display at esplanade! heh. damn nice can. i was smiling throughout and busy taking pictures and recording video. so nice la. alamak. gotta wait for next year to see next fireworks liao. i SWEAR i am not gonna miss any fireworks display from next year onwards. hah. =) weeeeeee.
set target for a fren to hit for his 2 test and promised to treat him a meal if he meets the target. lol. i think maybe i have to ba. kinda confident? hah. well, good luck. haha. tml going to see brenden de band concert.. at esplanade. hah. yeap. and going out with a fren. hah.
i am tired le! gotta start studying soon. -.- zzz.
went to see the fireworks display at esplanade! heh. damn nice can. i was smiling throughout and busy taking pictures and recording video. so nice la. alamak. gotta wait for next year to see next fireworks liao. i SWEAR i am not gonna miss any fireworks display from next year onwards. hah. =) weeeeeee.
set target for a fren to hit for his 2 test and promised to treat him a meal if he meets the target. lol. i think maybe i have to ba. kinda confident? hah. well, good luck. haha. tml going to see brenden de band concert.. at esplanade. hah. yeap. and going out with a fren. hah.
i am tired le! gotta start studying soon. -.- zzz.
what we could have been, 1:07 AM.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
finallyyyyyy. video editing is FINISHED!! =)))) woohoo. haha. one down. one more to go. and can rest abit and start studying le. hah. i think my editing sux. nvm la. no time alr. haha. but i kinda like our story. maybe too much of loveylovey kind of stories. seen other groups de video too. some really nice lor. alamaks. i see cy group de video. lol. i see my brother in it. so funny. haha. and xj group de video. nice. especially marks editing skills. the credits. nv fail to impress me. haha. well, we did our best and we are satisfied. i wonder wads our team name. lol. nvm. anyway. faster clear all better. haha.
got to noe that the hotdf big big guy is really mus' art de percussionist leh! haha. but no point also. haha. =x cos i also wont. ahhahaha. nvm. ya. eh. he toked to me today man. lol. asked me which concert i go. cos i got weiloong to ask him whether he is from the percussionist club or not. hahahaha. =p turns out to be yes lor! hah. =x ok enuff of highness.
tml going out with niangzi, perverto, and lang. hah. going to shop for clothes AGAIN. damn. i think i can really die. -.- i wanna clear all the clothes in my cupboard and get new ones. ahh. my giodarno polo t got dyed with colour and my white shorts too! damn. and my mum threw it away lor! i wan go buy the same one again. i like it alot lor. z. stupid. after shopping tml we'll be going to watch fireworks! tml is the last day of showing it at esplanade! heh, its been years since i last watched it. saddening. yea. nvm. hai.
BANG!*flypast*
got to noe that the hotdf big big guy is really mus' art de percussionist leh! haha. but no point also. haha. =x cos i also wont. ahhahaha. nvm. ya. eh. he toked to me today man. lol. asked me which concert i go. cos i got weiloong to ask him whether he is from the percussionist club or not. hahahaha. =p turns out to be yes lor! hah. =x ok enuff of highness.
tml going out with niangzi, perverto, and lang. hah. going to shop for clothes AGAIN. damn. i think i can really die. -.- i wanna clear all the clothes in my cupboard and get new ones. ahh. my giodarno polo t got dyed with colour and my white shorts too! damn. and my mum threw it away lor! i wan go buy the same one again. i like it alot lor. z. stupid. after shopping tml we'll be going to watch fireworks! tml is the last day of showing it at esplanade! heh, its been years since i last watched it. saddening. yea. nvm. hai.
BANG!*flypast*
what we could have been, 12:10 AM.
Friday, August 11, 2006
today spent the whole day from 9 plus in the morning till 8pm. doing video editing. can die la. sit in front of com. only went away for lunch and came back. haah. anyway. damn some fcuking idiotic ppl. for not knowing the meaning of gentlemen/man. wadever. u love the chair? bring it home. doing editing? fcuk. me too. here u are going arnd stealing ppls CHAIR and acting like u noe nothing? FOAD. no point in saying so much anyway. he is no man. feel angry with me? so be it. come to me and tell me i hate u. i wont mind. i will understand. =) at least i am understanding.
tml's another editing day. one last chiong and everything is over. at least for assignment 3. hahahaha. den will be left with mmmi. duh. faster complete den faster can fly. eh no. still got exams. -.- z. gotta study hard liao. i dun wanna repeat anything. haha. this saturday might be going to see fireworks! eh.. i missed the one on national day.. i dun wanna wait for another year before i get to see it.. =p or maybe going tml? dunno leh. see how bahs. hha. this saturday going shoppingggggg with choco and meeeee. haha. buying t shirts again! damn. die la. lol.
im still thinking of you and i cant explain why. its only been how long. i have a reason to.. sighs. wadever. =)
tml's another editing day. one last chiong and everything is over. at least for assignment 3. hahahaha. den will be left with mmmi. duh. faster complete den faster can fly. eh no. still got exams. -.- z. gotta study hard liao. i dun wanna repeat anything. haha. this saturday might be going to see fireworks! eh.. i missed the one on national day.. i dun wanna wait for another year before i get to see it.. =p or maybe going tml? dunno leh. see how bahs. hha. this saturday going shoppingggggg with choco and meeeee. haha. buying t shirts again! damn. die la. lol.
im still thinking of you and i cant explain why. its only been how long. i have a reason to.. sighs. wadever. =)
what we could have been, 12:42 AM.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
jus got home not long ago. today went out with nehneh leroy and mindy. hah. but before that met up with tc at jp for awhile and shop for some things. hmm. cant decide wad to buy though. nvm. hah. anyway. after that went to meet leroy and mindy and took train. met up with neh and he drove us to town.. haha. he drive kinda fast la. scary. -.- den went to cine kbox! hah. =p so long since i last went. hah. den registered and i made myself the kbox card. haha. den we sang alot of songs. hearing the guys sing damn funny la. like gek sai lidat. =x but its kinda fun. like dunno why i regained my voice. kinda glad. haha. only me leroy and mindy singing la. neh at there eat the tibits. -.- haha. thanks to them, who paid for me and mindy. =p den we went to boon lay market place eat. i dint eat la. although i feel abit hungry. but i am not in the mood to eat anything. so ya. hah. den neh drove mindy and leroy home and den sent me home. he turned so many circles lor. like alr reach liao but he dint noe and he missed the stop. and he turned one big round back to my place. lol. stupiddd. lol. =x but thanks to him too i got home safely. hah. =)
tml gotta wake up super early liao! going school do video and i am gonna chiong all the way till 8pm liao. 8am till 8pm. ZAI. lol. diedelolegy. haha. but bo bian. friday mus hand in le. and my sequence dunno wanna change or not. haha. see how tml. got time i change. no time den nvm. haha. hmm. still got mmmi. after friday can fly already. =x ahhhhhh. anyway. i missed the fireworks this year. sighs. actually supposed to be watching it today one. but. yeah. nvm.
certain things. its better left unsaid. in my heart. well, there are so much i wanted to say. but i am not given the chance to. and i dun even noe if i can say them. i wanted to tell you. i wanted to let u noe wad i feel. perhaps i jus cant seem to change my mind set. i wanted so much to be strong. and i noe i am strong. but. i am the dumb one when it comes to this. well, maybe i shld put an end to this.
i've been kinda interested in people nowadays. their dressing style and sense. i dint noe looking at ppl can be so interesting. lol. analysing them with frens makes it more fun. haha. like u can say wadever u wan abt that person since u dunno them. i noe it sounds dumb. haha. but. try it. lol. i miss seeing my jay chou and my engineering g. lol. now got one more. linjunjie. LOL. fun ah. haha. i still awaits for my plaits g. LOL. -.-
treasure everything infront of you. before u know its gone.
tml gotta wake up super early liao! going school do video and i am gonna chiong all the way till 8pm liao. 8am till 8pm. ZAI. lol. diedelolegy. haha. but bo bian. friday mus hand in le. and my sequence dunno wanna change or not. haha. see how tml. got time i change. no time den nvm. haha. hmm. still got mmmi. after friday can fly already. =x ahhhhhh. anyway. i missed the fireworks this year. sighs. actually supposed to be watching it today one. but. yeah. nvm.
certain things. its better left unsaid. in my heart. well, there are so much i wanted to say. but i am not given the chance to. and i dun even noe if i can say them. i wanted to tell you. i wanted to let u noe wad i feel. perhaps i jus cant seem to change my mind set. i wanted so much to be strong. and i noe i am strong. but. i am the dumb one when it comes to this. well, maybe i shld put an end to this.
i've been kinda interested in people nowadays. their dressing style and sense. i dint noe looking at ppl can be so interesting. lol. analysing them with frens makes it more fun. haha. like u can say wadever u wan abt that person since u dunno them. i noe it sounds dumb. haha. but. try it. lol. i miss seeing my jay chou and my engineering g. lol. now got one more. linjunjie. LOL. fun ah. haha. i still awaits for my plaits g. LOL. -.-
treasure everything infront of you. before u know its gone.
what we could have been, 11:44 PM.
Monday, August 07, 2006
its 36 hours till now i am awake. dunno wad time i will be sleeeping. but i am tired already. lol. after blogging, think i going sleeep already. yeap. ytd went to amee hse overnight to rush the MMAS assignment. dint really stop to do other things and we jus continued and do the assignment till 7 and we bathed and went to school. continued rushing the assignment till arnd 3 plus and finally. finally. one assignment down. 2 more to go. jiayou bahs. video editing. this friday. dieeee. and music next monday. but. sat and sun cant do cos only can use school com. so meaning. friday also mus finish! damn. really gotta rush like mad le. tml is our MMAS part 2 test. and my mind is so tired i cant tink of anything! hah.
went bugis with amee after school today. walked arnd and shit. i spent a total of $50 today. (i think?) yah. bought 2 shirts. one of which is SUPERMAN! and the other is the lame lame one. i wanna own alot of shirt from that shop! so cute la. the tings. and i saw so many nice shirts and i cant buy. canot buy le la. diaos. lol. i jus bought a pair of charles & keith shoes ytd. and a top. today bought 2 tops and 2 pairs ear rings. shiat. i think i am spending alot. ALAMAK. i still need go KBOX one! and. still wanna buy ringer T one! lol. in conclusion : $300 a month isnt enuff. mayeb $500 would be better. LOL. =x
gotta wake up early tml morning to study. if not i sure die during the test. haha. faster finish all the test.. got alot of things to do.. and a lot of places to go.. places i wan to go. SENTOSA! CHALET! overnight out~ SHOPPINGGGGGG(with enuff money)watch moviessssss! gym! lol. this holiday is gonna be packed. having 2 camps. and then still going to work. and might be having chalet. alamaks. i hope i wont tire myself out! i will ake care of myself! the thought of earnign my own money and being able to spend them. makes me excited. lol.
i am uncertain of my own feelngs. perhaps. my feelings cant be predicted. it comes and it goes. it can return anytime. and it can be gone very fast. lol. to be frank. i do miss some of them at times. how shiat is that. but the percentage between the few of them, i know who is higher. and okie. wadever. hah. despite the empty promises and the complete promises respectively, the way i treat them is different. i noe i dun wan to hurt em. esp. yea. sighs. i hope this dun happen on me.... why.
went bugis with amee after school today. walked arnd and shit. i spent a total of $50 today. (i think?) yah. bought 2 shirts. one of which is SUPERMAN! and the other is the lame lame one. i wanna own alot of shirt from that shop! so cute la. the tings. and i saw so many nice shirts and i cant buy. canot buy le la. diaos. lol. i jus bought a pair of charles & keith shoes ytd. and a top. today bought 2 tops and 2 pairs ear rings. shiat. i think i am spending alot. ALAMAK. i still need go KBOX one! and. still wanna buy ringer T one! lol. in conclusion : $300 a month isnt enuff. mayeb $500 would be better. LOL. =x
gotta wake up early tml morning to study. if not i sure die during the test. haha. faster finish all the test.. got alot of things to do.. and a lot of places to go.. places i wan to go. SENTOSA! CHALET! overnight out~ SHOPPINGGGGGG(with enuff money)watch moviessssss! gym! lol. this holiday is gonna be packed. having 2 camps. and then still going to work. and might be having chalet. alamaks. i hope i wont tire myself out! i will ake care of myself! the thought of earnign my own money and being able to spend them. makes me excited. lol.
i am uncertain of my own feelngs. perhaps. my feelings cant be predicted. it comes and it goes. it can return anytime. and it can be gone very fast. lol. to be frank. i do miss some of them at times. how shiat is that. but the percentage between the few of them, i know who is higher. and okie. wadever. hah. despite the empty promises and the complete promises respectively, the way i treat them is different. i noe i dun wan to hurt em. esp. yea. sighs. i hope this dun happen on me.... why.
what we could have been, 10:18 PM.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
been so stress abt assignments. actually not stress la. but i like only did so little. die. got to buck up alot le! z. canot slack liao la. -.-
well, anyway. hah. here's something i think only a few of us will understand. lol. explain to me again why i need a boyfriend. hahaha.
saw someone's blog and i begin to wonder. why cant i blog things i like openly? its like i feel i restrict myself to blogging certain things. or rather i feel i lost the ability to express myself well. hah. wad a loser. shall try and say whatever i wan now. lol. as in my feels and everything.
perhaps certain things in life that happen, not to me, but to my friend, makes an impact in me too. well, i felt drifted away from her already. maybe its assignments and stuff. but everything feels so different from the past. the fun times feels like they are gone and its hard to get it back. maybe u might not realise it. but yes. we did. maybe it dun seem like a problem to u.. well, i dunno wad else i can say anymore.. hmm. things change, and people change.. yeah.
i am falling in love with so many ppl and things. hah. lazy to mention all. but main ones are. tony, elvin. LOL. =p and anyway. mi lu bing is so cute! and. i was so touched by j3's version of xiao wei! hah. nice man. okok. enuff of highness.
my mmas is dead meat. =x
well, anyway. hah. here's something i think only a few of us will understand. lol. explain to me again why i need a boyfriend. hahaha.
saw someone's blog and i begin to wonder. why cant i blog things i like openly? its like i feel i restrict myself to blogging certain things. or rather i feel i lost the ability to express myself well. hah. wad a loser. shall try and say whatever i wan now. lol. as in my feels and everything.
perhaps certain things in life that happen, not to me, but to my friend, makes an impact in me too. well, i felt drifted away from her already. maybe its assignments and stuff. but everything feels so different from the past. the fun times feels like they are gone and its hard to get it back. maybe u might not realise it. but yes. we did. maybe it dun seem like a problem to u.. well, i dunno wad else i can say anymore.. hmm. things change, and people change.. yeah.
i am falling in love with so many ppl and things. hah. lazy to mention all. but main ones are. tony, elvin. LOL. =p and anyway. mi lu bing is so cute! and. i was so touched by j3's version of xiao wei! hah. nice man. okok. enuff of highness.
what we could have been, 11:41 PM.
Friday, August 04, 2006
i think i've made it a habit to blog everyday le. hah. but sometimes is really dunno wad to blog abt. dats y open liao den type one sentence z. den close. haha. but anyway. hmm. these few days gotta rush assignment le! got so much. hmm. actually only 3 modules la. but. its all heavy work. mmad + mmas flash assignment. video editing, and mmmi music assignment. -.- dieded. i wish i had more time and ENERGY to do them. hah. and one more. BRAINS. lol. wadever! hah.
in the past, i knew i wanted to cherish. i knew i wanted to treasure it. like wad i told a fren, its the first time i am feeling this way. hah. and i knew i had to give in to secure. i knew i wanted to. not cos i need to. but slowly, this became a need instead of a want. hah. maybe all along it was a mistake. but a good one. dat made me realise the importance of things. haha.
anyway. i wan to change blog skin. =x sudden change of topic. like wad the hell la. lol. exams pls be over soon. i hate u. =)
in the past, i knew i wanted to cherish. i knew i wanted to treasure it. like wad i told a fren, its the first time i am feeling this way. hah. and i knew i had to give in to secure. i knew i wanted to. not cos i need to. but slowly, this became a need instead of a want. hah. maybe all along it was a mistake. but a good one. dat made me realise the importance of things. haha.
anyway. i wan to change blog skin. =x sudden change of topic. like wad the hell la. lol. exams pls be over soon. i hate u. =)
what we could have been, 1:29 AM.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
finished MMAD and MMAS test le. today's our MMAD test. and i think its a disaster. at least for me. hahahahha. well. i dunno alot of answers to the questions. not much impression. cant blame. since everything is so last minute. z. tml got to do video editing and mus do flash also le. my MMAD prototype. also can die. who ask me so suay. thumbdrive lost at this point of time. when deadlines are so near. -.- and i have to redo. z. suay la. my life. hah.
i saw superman wear superman shirt today. hah. though its long la. eh. it looks nice la. mus thank me k. hahahaha. too bad not night time. if not can see the glowwww. hah. well, glad we sms-ed and talk more now. compared to last time. hah. dunno why also la. haha. but since its better den ok lor. nothing bad abt that. hah. z. yeap.
and. nehneh! (its a fren of mine's nickname) u owe me a ride. hah. im waiting k. lol.
i wan go shoppinggggggggggg. ahhhh. can exams faster over? z. lol. although i canot anyhow spend money. but. i jus love to spend money. -.- z. hahahaha. if only i am rich! lol. got a lot of things to buy. ah duh. more clothes. =x and got to buy same shirt with my kor also. lol. he say he will go find one. make sure u go find k! haha.
today's entry got so many parts. haha. this part is to talk abt me not satisfied with someone. hah. hmm. like, in ur lifes there are bound to be ppl whom u see liao jiu dun like. be it their EXAGGERATING actions, the ACTACT character, their omg. ugh. see liao jiu turn off de pattern. haha. =x oops. but jus dat. dunno leh. whoever see liao also will turn off one bahs. MAYBE for some? hah. not sure. jus dat for me, i will. hah. wad can i do? i also dunno that person. haha. jus dat ya la. i noe. but i dunno her? lol. if u get wad i mean. haha. yeap.
well, i needa do my assignment already! hah. byeeee. (so sudden)
i saw superman wear superman shirt today. hah. though its long la. eh. it looks nice la. mus thank me k. hahahaha. too bad not night time. if not can see the glowwww. hah. well, glad we sms-ed and talk more now. compared to last time. hah. dunno why also la. haha. but since its better den ok lor. nothing bad abt that. hah. z. yeap.
and. nehneh! (its a fren of mine's nickname) u owe me a ride. hah. im waiting k. lol.
i wan go shoppinggggggggggg. ahhhh. can exams faster over? z. lol. although i canot anyhow spend money. but. i jus love to spend money. -.- z. hahahaha. if only i am rich! lol. got a lot of things to buy. ah duh. more clothes. =x and got to buy same shirt with my kor also. lol. he say he will go find one. make sure u go find k! haha.
today's entry got so many parts. haha. this part is to talk abt me not satisfied with someone. hah. hmm. like, in ur lifes there are bound to be ppl whom u see liao jiu dun like. be it their EXAGGERATING actions, the ACTACT character, their omg. ugh. see liao jiu turn off de pattern. haha. =x oops. but jus dat. dunno leh. whoever see liao also will turn off one bahs. MAYBE for some? hah. not sure. jus dat for me, i will. hah. wad can i do? i also dunno that person. haha. jus dat ya la. i noe. but i dunno her? lol. if u get wad i mean. haha. yeap.
well, i needa do my assignment already! hah. byeeee. (so sudden)
what we could have been, 11:09 PM.
i am so freaking tired. well. alot of things happen again these few days dat i dint blog. and things changed. hah. maybe i am feeling better with things this way. dun expect much. hah. assignments is making me mad! and.. testsssss. tml got 2 tests. and got ppt presentation. and got sub comm meeting also. bo bian. i mus hold this meeting liao. if not tml tml events meeting nothing to say. -.- hah.
anyway. thanks. to tc for the thingy. and thanks to fish for the cookie. =) thanks to everyone who are concerned abt me. hah. QIU is OKIe ALREADY.. yeah. and i am going to sleeeep liao la! my eyes cant stand anymore. lol. bye!
anyway. thanks. to tc for the thingy. and thanks to fish for the cookie. =) thanks to everyone who are concerned abt me. hah. QIU is OKIe ALREADY.. yeah. and i am going to sleeeep liao la! my eyes cant stand anymore. lol. bye!
what we could have been, 1:12 AM.
