Tuesday, October 31, 2006
been so long since i last blog. blogger these few days got problem so cant blog la. lol. dunno how to summarize wad i did in these few days.
anyway. ytd was the start of talentime auditions. =D and yeah. thanks to fish. hehe. i heard it~ ALALALALA. wasted it wasnt alone. BAH. nvm. haha. =) you're most precious. nice one. hahaha. chiong-ed CANI assignment but still dint manage to hand in on time. and guess wad. its still with me now. haha. later will hand in. i rendered ytd and i go home den foud out i render wrong scene. den have to on com and render throughout the night. hah.
and also. ytd went to watch 2 friendly matches. cadc vs cscc and sports club vs spsu. sports club won spsu by more than 10 points i think? dunno leh. den cadc won cscc by one point. abit wasted cos i think 3rd quarter dat time cscc is leading by one point. haha. well, wont get to see mit vs cscc frenly though. cos cscc say they wanna train liao~ hmm. ya lor. see how lor. intercons time or something. will be interesting. haha.
anyway. ytd was the start of talentime auditions. =D and yeah. thanks to fish. hehe. i heard it~ ALALALALA. wasted it wasnt alone. BAH. nvm. haha. =) you're most precious. nice one. hahaha. chiong-ed CANI assignment but still dint manage to hand in on time. and guess wad. its still with me now. haha. later will hand in. i rendered ytd and i go home den foud out i render wrong scene. den have to on com and render throughout the night. hah.
and also. ytd went to watch 2 friendly matches. cadc vs cscc and sports club vs spsu. sports club won spsu by more than 10 points i think? dunno leh. den cadc won cscc by one point. abit wasted cos i think 3rd quarter dat time cscc is leading by one point. haha. well, wont get to see mit vs cscc frenly though. cos cscc say they wanna train liao~ hmm. ya lor. see how lor. intercons time or something. will be interesting. haha.
what we could have been, 11:54 AM.
Sunday, October 29, 2006
well, sometimes this serves as a goood sign and sometimes it isnt anything else. i am happy dat i am not starting it first today. hah. well, wad can i ask for. nothing actually. maybe its jus cos there is something dat needs to be said or wad. dats y the start is different today. but at the near end of it, i dropped again. cos of her. hah. well. well. i am still considered outside ya. hm. goodness gracious.
bah bah bah bah bah.
bah bah bah bah bah.
what we could have been, 1:34 AM.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
today food bazaar finish le~ thanks to everyone who supported, though i dint help out much. = / today is like supposed to be assignment rushing day and guess wad have i beeen doing. other things. hah. even went to work. lol. worked from 6 to 10 plus. today de hendling of counter was pretty much okie and ya. though i made a few mistakes again. dummy. -.- hah. nets la! not cash. stupid. -.- yea.
oh ya! hmm. i got kfcguy to do the survey for me today! weee. hahaha. though he nv say anything, only saw him smile. wahahaha. can liao la. and he is 20 yrs old can. hmm. older than me by 2 years. ahahaha. details canot say so much. later ppl noe who i saying. hahaha. =p bah. i am a happy girl today. at least at that moment. hah.
was practising for the song today~ i dunno wad am i gonna sing for my solo aud. and duet aud me and bobo decide liao. den group one me xj and amy confirm liao. wahaha. nw i got to go memorise lyrics sia. = / hahaha. bless me! i hope everything goes smoothly on that day~
tml got to wake up early early do assignment. if not no time le la~ = / i am tired. i am thinking! and wad i wan to say now is, i dun care wad ppl say anymore. at least some. hah. i do things my way and as long as it makes me happy, ya. goood enuff. memories. i miss everything! damn.
oh ya! hmm. i got kfcguy to do the survey for me today! weee. hahaha. though he nv say anything, only saw him smile. wahahaha. can liao la. and he is 20 yrs old can. hmm. older than me by 2 years. ahahaha. details canot say so much. later ppl noe who i saying. hahaha. =p bah. i am a happy girl today. at least at that moment. hah.
was practising for the song today~ i dunno wad am i gonna sing for my solo aud. and duet aud me and bobo decide liao. den group one me xj and amy confirm liao. wahaha. nw i got to go memorise lyrics sia. = / hahaha. bless me! i hope everything goes smoothly on that day~
tml got to wake up early early do assignment. if not no time le la~ = / i am tired. i am thinking! and wad i wan to say now is, i dun care wad ppl say anymore. at least some. hah. i do things my way and as long as it makes me happy, ya. goood enuff. memories. i miss everything! damn.
what we could have been, 12:27 AM.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
even if it doesnt matter/is not important to me anymore, i think, i need a some time to forget. hah. say me emotional, say me dumb. anything. cos dats me and i cant change this fact. i dunno if it all is gonna be true. i dunno if all of these is gonna go through my head. but wadever i noe is, i have a hard time going through it now.
i tried to keep myself busy today from thinking. i missed the call and i duno wad am i supposed to do to face it. hah. i love my life this way. getting crazy over unknown people and hah. doing crazy stuff. xp wadever it is. as long as it makes my day, i am more than willing to do it.
i hope even if i dun do it, u will. if u really care. u will. u dun need me to do it first. right. i will wait for some time. to see. if u care. not abt anything else. but abt this friendship. that i hope can hold on. BLAH.
SMIT food bazaar today was kinda fun. hah. though i dint do much things. tml i will help out more. going school early morning help lor. =) yeap. the cup corn is nice la! haha. and i wan eat the brownie tml! heh. =p lala. SQ! tml is gonna be a better day! =)
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i tried to keep myself busy today from thinking. i missed the call and i duno wad am i supposed to do to face it. hah. i love my life this way. getting crazy over unknown people and hah. doing crazy stuff. xp wadever it is. as long as it makes my day, i am more than willing to do it.
i hope even if i dun do it, u will. if u really care. u will. u dun need me to do it first. right. i will wait for some time. to see. if u care. not abt anything else. but abt this friendship. that i hope can hold on. BLAH.
SMIT food bazaar today was kinda fun. hah. though i dint do much things. tml i will help out more. going school early morning help lor. =) yeap. the cup corn is nice la! haha. and i wan eat the brownie tml! heh. =p lala. SQ! tml is gonna be a better day! =)
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what we could have been, 11:02 PM.
jus came back from my sis de bbq bday celebration party. tiring day for me. laughed alot today. perhaps i really do enjoyed myself. and thanks to everyone who came and added laughter to me today. though they did nothing to me. hah. jus the prescence will be enuff.
well, anyway. shld i or shld i not? i dunno~ = /
well, anyway. shld i or shld i not? i dunno~ = /
what we could have been, 12:16 AM.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
my cousin sent me this thru email and i like everyone of it. take ur time and read it. it is meaningful..
1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.
2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
7. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.
9. A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.
10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.
hows it. wad exactly is life abt?
1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.
2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
7. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.
9. A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.
10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.
hows it. wad exactly is life abt?
what we could have been, 3:06 PM.
Monday, October 23, 2006
been trying to smile the whole day long. and i became so shag and tired after the whole day. in fact, i have beeen looking so shag the whole day today. i am jus not myself. i laugh and i play. when quiet moments come, and when i come to recall, when i come to look at the photos, i cant control it.. missing sha. feeding time, one less quantity to put.. one more pain. looking at et who obviously felt lonely in my room.. i dropped ..... again..
thanks to all of my frens who are asking abt me and consoling me.. i will be okie.. give me sometime.. if i am not being myself these few days forgive me aite..
suddenly have the urge to say this.. i wan frens who are willing to share with me their happiness and sorrows.. and one who is willing to listen to me when they noe i need a listening ear.. i dun like to disturb or trouble anyone.. sometimes when i have the tendency to tell someone, i will think for sometime before i approach.. cos i wan to make sure i noe the person wont find it ridiculous when i relate my matter to him/her.. it hurts to noe how much i wan to tell them and then get to noe how much they dun care..
perhaps afterall, this is the furthest we can get.. you need not try.. cos i noe even if u tried, the ending is still the same.. right? i shld be the one leaving and finding a new life.. i shld be the one not falling down in front of u and cry.. i shld be the one who can walk to u and tell u, hey. we'll be frens forever. and only frens. but all in all. i noe i cant.
thanks to all of my frens who are asking abt me and consoling me.. i will be okie.. give me sometime.. if i am not being myself these few days forgive me aite..
suddenly have the urge to say this.. i wan frens who are willing to share with me their happiness and sorrows.. and one who is willing to listen to me when they noe i need a listening ear.. i dun like to disturb or trouble anyone.. sometimes when i have the tendency to tell someone, i will think for sometime before i approach.. cos i wan to make sure i noe the person wont find it ridiculous when i relate my matter to him/her.. it hurts to noe how much i wan to tell them and then get to noe how much they dun care..
perhaps afterall, this is the furthest we can get.. you need not try.. cos i noe even if u tried, the ending is still the same.. right? i shld be the one leaving and finding a new life.. i shld be the one not falling down in front of u and cry.. i shld be the one who can walk to u and tell u, hey. we'll be frens forever. and only frens. but all in all. i noe i cant.
what we could have been, 11:43 PM.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
came back from sailing camp. and so much things happened within this short few days. i dunno how am i going to face it all. i feel so shag. lost energy within the few seconds.
maybe it happened while i was still happily playing out in the sea. or maybe it was when i was soundly asleeep in the middle of the night. i dunno. and i very much wan to noe the reason why. but no one noes. no one in the family noes too. all of them were soundly asleeep too. i dun wan and i dun wish it to be the truth of wad our guess is. for i noe the consequences of noeing the truth. hatred will form and every thing isnt gonna be the same anymore. i missed her so much. i dun wan her to leave. the amount of tears i shed for her today is never gonna be enough. to cure anything. to make anything change or make her come back alive. i dint even get to see her the one last time. no one saw her leave. and i, did not even see her for the very last time.
promise me u will be my dog again the next life. i miss u so much. if only i treated u better. if only i treasured u alot when u are still here. but. now that u are gone, we'll take good care of ur pups. goodbye.. my dearest dogg. =(
today must be the worse day of my life. i cut my leg when kayaking. and i kicked the stairs and my toe bleed so much. and it hurts. my eyes are swollen and red. my family. upside down. everything is not on the right track of my life. why is all this happening? =((
maybe it happened while i was still happily playing out in the sea. or maybe it was when i was soundly asleeep in the middle of the night. i dunno. and i very much wan to noe the reason why. but no one noes. no one in the family noes too. all of them were soundly asleeep too. i dun wan and i dun wish it to be the truth of wad our guess is. for i noe the consequences of noeing the truth. hatred will form and every thing isnt gonna be the same anymore. i missed her so much. i dun wan her to leave. the amount of tears i shed for her today is never gonna be enough. to cure anything. to make anything change or make her come back alive. i dint even get to see her the one last time. no one saw her leave. and i, did not even see her for the very last time.
promise me u will be my dog again the next life. i miss u so much. if only i treated u better. if only i treasured u alot when u are still here. but. now that u are gone, we'll take good care of ur pups. goodbye.. my dearest dogg. =(
today must be the worse day of my life. i cut my leg when kayaking. and i kicked the stairs and my toe bleed so much. and it hurts. my eyes are swollen and red. my family. upside down. everything is not on the right track of my life. why is all this happening? =((
what we could have been, 9:10 PM.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
i m lazy to blog. but anyway. going for camp alr. sailing experience camp. =D hah. think its gonna be fun~ hah.
today is MM day and its rather interesting. hah. talentime and mr and ms mm. the main event la. and the lucky draw. haha.
i am a happy girl today~ haha. ^^
today is MM day and its rather interesting. hah. talentime and mr and ms mm. the main event la. and the lucky draw. haha.
i am a happy girl today~ haha. ^^
what we could have been, 1:28 AM.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
school is getting more and more nothing to say abt~ today de cani lesson was kinda fun. enjoyed it although its 2 hour 30 min. ahaha. hmm. we also presented our story idea to jeanine today and ok la. not bad. =p den mlp lesson was funny as usual. lol. i always laugh like siao in his lessons. nv seen such a funny humorous teacher before. hah. den lessons finished den amy and me go do MLP abit. den after tat head to club le~
basically slack there la. -.- den sing song sing song. den see they all dance. den hor. heard cat sing today. nice la! she shld join solo. sure pass one. hah. now i wonder if i shld join. haha. = /
today de mood not good. was feeling kinda low at some time. and i like to be alone when i am feeling low.
seriously i can feel the distance between us already..
basically slack there la. -.- den sing song sing song. den see they all dance. den hor. heard cat sing today. nice la! she shld join solo. sure pass one. hah. now i wonder if i shld join. haha. = /
today de mood not good. was feeling kinda low at some time. and i like to be alone when i am feeling low.
seriously i can feel the distance between us already..
what we could have been, 11:09 PM.
everyday tok abt school abit sian la. =.= today AFTER school, went to club help out in banner painting~ hah. the penguin is so cute. they say it is abt to become our club de mascot le~ heh. lol. paint till very fun. ha. though i dint help much. hah.
anyway was kinda dunno wad song to sing for talentime. shld i join? lol. i go ask so many ppl liao. AHHAHAHHA. think shld be bahs. go play play lor. own club event. mus support. haha.
dreams do come true. rite? lol. i miss.. ya.
i miss your smile, i miss ur laughter, i miss your serious looking face, i miss ur everything. i shouldnt! DUH.
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anyway was kinda dunno wad song to sing for talentime. shld i join? lol. i go ask so many ppl liao. AHHAHAHHA. think shld be bahs. go play play lor. own club event. mus support. haha.
dreams do come true. rite? lol. i miss.. ya.
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what we could have been, 12:24 AM.
Monday, October 16, 2006
its 2.39am now~ and i am still online. i dint yawn though. haha. i changed my email add~ cos ah. too many unknown contacts in my contacts. den decide to change and add those i noe one. but hor. i think i still added some whom i dunno who are they. haahhaha. but doesnt matter. lol. new email add is nicholas teach me one. lol. so took copyrights from him. hahaha. was wondering wad email shld i use. initially wanted i.is.qiu or me.is.qiu hahaha. dumb? lol. den he say youcanfindqiu-y. lol. weird sia. den change here and there. finally decided. thanks ah young brother. lol.
today went to work and time pass kinda slow sia~ i check the dates of can food till my eyes going pajiao. -.- damn difficult to see la! lol. hmm. but sitll ok la. i managed to finish checking in like a few hours? lol. so longggg. hah. learned cashier today and i am so slow in collecting money. but learn quite fast. i hope i dun forget how to use it on friday. lol. as u noe. i have got bad memory. lol. BAH! ate ljs again today sia. -.- nothing else to eat. so asked cham to help me buy that lor. hah. pohloong came and find me too. xia dao wo when i came out of the dogs room. hah. for awhile only and he left to meet yuyu. hah. left work at 10.45 lidat. nearly 11. cos of some errors. hah. den reach home bath and tadah. here le lor. lol. yeap.
today~ i keep thinking abt my dat dream. = / its only a dream. but it serves as a hint to me somehow.. everything feel so cold in there.
today went to work and time pass kinda slow sia~ i check the dates of can food till my eyes going pajiao. -.- damn difficult to see la! lol. hmm. but sitll ok la. i managed to finish checking in like a few hours? lol. so longggg. hah. learned cashier today and i am so slow in collecting money. but learn quite fast. i hope i dun forget how to use it on friday. lol. as u noe. i have got bad memory. lol. BAH! ate ljs again today sia. -.- nothing else to eat. so asked cham to help me buy that lor. hah. pohloong came and find me too. xia dao wo when i came out of the dogs room. hah. for awhile only and he left to meet yuyu. hah. left work at 10.45 lidat. nearly 11. cos of some errors. hah. den reach home bath and tadah. here le lor. lol. yeap.
today~ i keep thinking abt my dat dream. = / its only a dream. but it serves as a hint to me somehow.. everything feel so cold in there.
what we could have been, 2:45 AM.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
jus came back not long ago and i am so tired! hah. went out with fish sher pang junhao yap and alvin. chau joined us later in the night. den we went to eat new york new york at city link mall. waited for an hour before we get to go in and sit. too much ppl and we have 7 ppl. den they keep letting those small amt of ppl de go in~ =.= den finally we get to go in and den place our orders. me and fish shared a sandwich which made us kinda full lor. hah. den all finish eating liao we go get the candy floss! haha. green apple de taste de. so nice. hah. we look like young children la. XD hahaha. =p den went to MS actually wanted to watch movie but in the end never watch cos we have to be separated if we watch it. den end up go walk arnd. hah. den walk walk walk we went to mcdonalds to slack and chat till like 11 plus. den someone joined us and den after a while we went home le lor. i reach home alr like 12 plus. haha. den bath and here i am. BLOGGING. haha. = /
well anyway. i found one thing today~~~~ x( hah. aiya. why do i have to always find all these things?! damn it. =p wadever.
well anyway. i found one thing today~~~~ x( hah. aiya. why do i have to always find all these things?! damn it. =p wadever.
what we could have been, 1:08 AM.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
ytd de school ended earlier. 12 lor. actually its the same for every friday. hah. but ya. anyway. after school ate lunch den saw the who sia. -.- sian. dun feel like seeing her. hahahaha. but its okie. everything is over and it doesnt matter la. en after dat went to do Udesign thing for awhile and i left at arnd 2 plus nearly 3 to club find fish and den went to sentosa. hah. so LITTLE sun. hahaha. =x but ok la. hah. den we at there till like 7 den we left. den go back to school~ hah.
xj called me and ask me whether gas has got a twin brother. and i said ya and she told me she saw him and she tot he was gas and he went to say hi! hahahah. den norton say i not gas! hahahahaha. damn funny can when she tell me. LOL. den she went speechless and said ok and walked away. hahaha. =x
ok anyway. went back school the banner painting is still going on. hah. the talentime banner is up and left the food bazaar one. heh. helped paint abit and its fun la. =p haha. i was kana drawn by the FISH on my legs. =.= my name so big and den draw here and there. z. hahaha. but i washed it off before i left for home. if not lidat take train damn funny la. lol. we left school at like 10 plus and i was self high. for dunno wad reason. i keep laughing. =.= ok. haha. den finally reach home lor. but canot use internet. so i can only use now. morning! haha.
anyway. our dear fren SQ is sick~ take care of urself alright? hah. miss u being high! hahaha. get well soon! ^^
dunno since when, maybe after the day i got to noe abt it, everything jus isnt the same anymore. even though how much i wanted to tok to u like before, i cant. i tried to. but i am not the one hiding. its u. rite? ya. perhaps its a hint for me to stop bothering u? well, if i am really so, jus tell me and i noe wad to do~ really. and i can stop being like that also. ah shit man. like as if i nv say u will noe. but how to say man~
i guess its time for me to step a few step backwards. maybe i shld send my phone for repair. right. its time i start on my assignment. i wanna go out. but i dun feel like it too. disappointed. in everything. =.= lalalalala.
xj called me and ask me whether gas has got a twin brother. and i said ya and she told me she saw him and she tot he was gas and he went to say hi! hahahah. den norton say i not gas! hahahahaha. damn funny can when she tell me. LOL. den she went speechless and said ok and walked away. hahaha. =x
ok anyway. went back school the banner painting is still going on. hah. the talentime banner is up and left the food bazaar one. heh. helped paint abit and its fun la. =p haha. i was kana drawn by the FISH on my legs. =.= my name so big and den draw here and there. z. hahaha. but i washed it off before i left for home. if not lidat take train damn funny la. lol. we left school at like 10 plus and i was self high. for dunno wad reason. i keep laughing. =.= ok. haha. den finally reach home lor. but canot use internet. so i can only use now. morning! haha.
anyway. our dear fren SQ is sick~ take care of urself alright? hah. miss u being high! hahaha. get well soon! ^^
dunno since when, maybe after the day i got to noe abt it, everything jus isnt the same anymore. even though how much i wanted to tok to u like before, i cant. i tried to. but i am not the one hiding. its u. rite? ya. perhaps its a hint for me to stop bothering u? well, if i am really so, jus tell me and i noe wad to do~ really. and i can stop being like that also. ah shit man. like as if i nv say u will noe. but how to say man~
i guess its time for me to step a few step backwards. maybe i shld send my phone for repair. right. its time i start on my assignment. i wanna go out. but i dun feel like it too. disappointed. in everything. =.= lalalalala.
what we could have been, 11:07 AM.
Friday, October 13, 2006
thursday went to lesson in the afternn cos of some problems dat happen. well, i am heartDEAD too. it pains me to see that sight. i dun wan to face this and i dun wan to have an ending. damn it why do i have to always go through this. z. adults. DUH. -.-
after wad i have seen, i feel i dun dare to face him alr.. i dun dare to tok to him.. i dun WAN to tok to him.. i DUN WAN to see him.. but on the other hand.. i wish i could. everyday. = / am i dumb? i asked sher. she replied me. no. u are jus blinded by him. i told fish abt wad happen and she said WTF. i told my fren wad happen and he said owned. ppl tell me to forget abt it. change. but its not dat easy rite. i guess only a few understands. jus as i was abt to.. den this thing happen. i think it is all predestined. but why sometimes goood and sometimes bad. the smile. made me forget everything. -.- mcnuggets.
friday going sentosa with fish~ suntan session again! hah. dat day not tan enuff. so today going again. after dat got work sia~ i wan go back school do banner painting leh~ = / like so fun la. nv paint before sia. lalala. SQ sorry might not be able to help u.. = /
MIT talentime. alamak. i wanna join in as solo, duet. hah. still considering if i wanna join them in dancing. i dunno how to dance one lor. alamak. see how bahs~
after wad i have seen, i feel i dun dare to face him alr.. i dun dare to tok to him.. i dun WAN to tok to him.. i DUN WAN to see him.. but on the other hand.. i wish i could. everyday. = / am i dumb? i asked sher. she replied me. no. u are jus blinded by him. i told fish abt wad happen and she said WTF. i told my fren wad happen and he said owned. ppl tell me to forget abt it. change. but its not dat easy rite. i guess only a few understands. jus as i was abt to.. den this thing happen. i think it is all predestined. but why sometimes goood and sometimes bad. the smile. made me forget everything. -.- mcnuggets.
friday going sentosa with fish~ suntan session again! hah. dat day not tan enuff. so today going again. after dat got work sia~ i wan go back school do banner painting leh~ = / like so fun la. nv paint before sia. lalala. SQ sorry might not be able to help u.. = /
MIT talentime. alamak. i wanna join in as solo, duet. hah. still considering if i wanna join them in dancing. i dunno how to dance one lor. alamak. see how bahs~
what we could have been, 8:16 AM.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
today de lesson start at 8 and i am AGAIN LATE for it. in fact i was late for an hour and i decided not to attend. i havent been punctual for school recently.. perhaps shld try to be. now is alr the 3rd week of school but i cant sense any urgency in assignment deadlines. can anyone pls rush me?! die la.
ok anyway. today de lesson still ok. after school went sentosa with amah and pang. hah. actually is no sun de lor. lol. but end up the sun kinda strong. but not that strong also la. got tanned a lil. =p den we went to vivocity to shop arnd see see surrounding. its super big can. walk MS can alr wan to die. this one is even bigger. dunno how to crawl through. i might end up having to sit on wheelchair back home. = / duh. hah. when all the shops open liao i mus go shop. =p hah.
relationships dat cant withstand tests, can be ended soon. no point carrying on. too much things dat happen leading to no more trusts and stuff. can also die off la.
when u see this, i am dead.
*EDITED*
seen some things i shldnt have! die. but i got to noe. wad exactly is going on. i mean, i shld noe or is it really all predestined for me to noe. ahh~ dumb. i dun wish to believe its true. perhaps its jus an interpretation. i dunno la~ = / wadever. hah. i haven changed my view yet. YET.
ok anyway. today de lesson still ok. after school went sentosa with amah and pang. hah. actually is no sun de lor. lol. but end up the sun kinda strong. but not that strong also la. got tanned a lil. =p den we went to vivocity to shop arnd see see surrounding. its super big can. walk MS can alr wan to die. this one is even bigger. dunno how to crawl through. i might end up having to sit on wheelchair back home. = / duh. hah. when all the shops open liao i mus go shop. =p hah.
relationships dat cant withstand tests, can be ended soon. no point carrying on. too much things dat happen leading to no more trusts and stuff. can also die off la.
when u see this, i am dead.
*EDITED*
seen some things i shldnt have! die. but i got to noe. wad exactly is going on. i mean, i shld noe or is it really all predestined for me to noe. ahh~ dumb. i dun wish to believe its true. perhaps its jus an interpretation. i dunno la~ = / wadever. hah. i haven changed my view yet. YET.
what we could have been, 11:20 PM.
today went for lesson late again hahaha. woke up abit late den meet amy come late together lor. haha. lessons today kinda ok. cani was long~~~ but time pass kinda fast. hah. den break time finish den went for MLP lecture and it was another laughing session and we ended the class. discussed with my vefx grp awhile abt the video den ya lor. finished.
stomach is very upset today~ had LAO SAI-ed for 3 times for the day. and the feeling is terrible. = / but feeling alright alr ba. hah. ya. went to club for awhile and den after dat left for NUH. to visit my grandma. she's alrite le bahs~ tml can discharge le~ heh. =) den we left at like 7 plus? den went to 4th aunt de work place coffee shop. see tv see papa drink until 10pm lor. can sleeep la. -.- hahaha. reach homw alr like nearly 11? hah.
yes i do. hah. but. no point. rights. hahahaha. and i feel the same to u too. lol. stupid girl qiu. xp hui yi~~~~ guo qu.. tong ku de xiang si wang bu liao~ wei he ni... BLAH. dunno how to sing. haha. suddenly remember this song. hahaha.
AND PPL!! PLEASE DO UR PART BY SUPPORTING MIT TALENTIME! =DD JOIN IT!! SHOWCASE UR TALENT! ^^
stomach is very upset today~ had LAO SAI-ed for 3 times for the day. and the feeling is terrible. = / but feeling alright alr ba. hah. ya. went to club for awhile and den after dat left for NUH. to visit my grandma. she's alrite le bahs~ tml can discharge le~ heh. =) den we left at like 7 plus? den went to 4th aunt de work place coffee shop. see tv see papa drink until 10pm lor. can sleeep la. -.- hahaha. reach homw alr like nearly 11? hah.
yes i do. hah. but. no point. rights. hahahaha. and i feel the same to u too. lol. stupid girl qiu. xp hui yi~~~~ guo qu.. tong ku de xiang si wang bu liao~ wei he ni... BLAH. dunno how to sing. haha. suddenly remember this song. hahaha.
AND PPL!! PLEASE DO UR PART BY SUPPORTING MIT TALENTIME! =DD JOIN IT!! SHOWCASE UR TALENT! ^^
what we could have been, 12:22 AM.
Monday, October 09, 2006
i skipped gems lesson today~ =x cant wake up despite of the morning call. =x haha. woke up at nearly 8 and my lesson start at 8. hah. so decide to attend 10 de lesson lor. hah. lessons are kinda boring today~ hah. went to fc 6 to eat and passed gas his disc~ den called up jimmy and asked him abt talentime stuff. waiting for his confirmation now. hah. was so exicted when he called me back can. =x stupid rite. hah. i wonder if this thursday de lesson got him. hah. =p well anyway. back to lessons. aiya. nothing much to say abt lessons. except fot vefx time.
groupings PROBLEM AGAIN. i super hate this. after much discussions and 'fightings' groupings finally settled. gonna be in a all gers team. hah. ya. hope it is gonna be fun. blue screen greeen screeen. dunno wad. hah. den went home after that. gotta look after brother ma. so ya.
tml after school gonna go visit my grandma in hospital~ hmm. hope she gets well soon. *prays*
heard this song some where and asked a fren to dl for me. hah. its so nice can. =p i like it. here's the lyrics to it.
NEVER LET YOU GO - JANICE
The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same,
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left your mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
CHORUS
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train
I dont know what to say
I remember everything of that day
I cant, believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
CHORUS
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go
i only like the chorus part though. hahahaha.
groupings PROBLEM AGAIN. i super hate this. after much discussions and 'fightings' groupings finally settled. gonna be in a all gers team. hah. ya. hope it is gonna be fun. blue screen greeen screeen. dunno wad. hah. den went home after that. gotta look after brother ma. so ya.
tml after school gonna go visit my grandma in hospital~ hmm. hope she gets well soon. *prays*
heard this song some where and asked a fren to dl for me. hah. its so nice can. =p i like it. here's the lyrics to it.
NEVER LET YOU GO - JANICE
The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same,
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left your mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
CHORUS
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train
I dont know what to say
I remember everything of that day
I cant, believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
CHORUS
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go
i only like the chorus part though. hahahaha.
what we could have been, 10:38 PM.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
perhaps it shld end.
dun tell me this is pure coincidence. alright? is it really so qiao? no i dun believe it. or am i forcing myself to not believe it. i dun wan to believe it. so i can retreat. well, goodbye for now.
dun tell me this is pure coincidence. alright? is it really so qiao? no i dun believe it. or am i forcing myself to not believe it. i dun wan to believe it. so i can retreat. well, goodbye for now.
what we could have been, 11:51 PM.
not in the mood to blog a long post. but anyway. i enjoyed work today~ cos time passed super fast. hah. cos got thing do ma. hah. jus doing dat jiu abit tired liao. hah. okie. dun wanna blog le.
bye~
bye~
what we could have been, 8:31 PM.
today first day of work was alright. maybe cos i noe them alr. jus feel abit shy. LOL! no la. haha. cos not familiar with the things.. worked with leong apple and edmund today~ reached at 1 and punched card. hah. den today nothing much. and even the amt of ppl also not much. leong blamed me for it. cos he say i nv bath. den got alot of housefly come. den we nothing to do so mus beat them. -.- lame sia. hah. ok la. learned some things and den today was rather enjoyable. i like it when there are things for me to do and i noe wad to do. i hate standing there dunno wad to do and seeing them getting busy with stuff. hah. i mus learn lor. theres still alot to learn. ya. tml i will be working 10 to 6. apple passed me the key ask me open shop tml sia. lol. if i nv come means cham and edmund will ne outside liao. hahaha. =p
dadeedum. am i jus thinking too much? am i awaiting nothing? wad are u thinking?
dadeedum. am i jus thinking too much? am i awaiting nothing? wad are u thinking?
what we could have been, 12:03 AM.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
jus came back not long ago from superstar musical! =DD haha. its so nice la! i enjoyed it loads. hah. funny and entertaining. lol.
i like the kfcccccc one.
i like the organiser song composer~ JIMMY. =p
i like the cookie monster. LOL.
i like nathan. hahahahahhaha. =x
i like sky~ hah!
i like the guy.
i like the tall tall one. AHAHAHA!
i like everyone. AHAHAHAH.
i am so hua xin. hahaha. no la. jus saying lame things. the freedom of being single. hah. can get crazy at anytime. anywhere. =x
there are so many things i wan to do now~
1. sms him
2. update abt wad superstar is about
3. rest - sleep
4. slim down
5. kill my handphone
6. watch movie~
7. dunno yet. we'll see how.
BUT I AM LAZY TO DO ALL THESE. =p
i wish i know what u are thinking.. can u let me know?
i like the kfcccccc one.
i like the organiser song composer~ JIMMY. =p
i like the cookie monster. LOL.
i like nathan. hahahahahhaha. =x
i like sky~ hah!
i like the guy.
i like the tall tall one. AHAHAHA!
i like everyone. AHAHAHAH.
i am so hua xin. hahaha. no la. jus saying lame things. the freedom of being single. hah. can get crazy at anytime. anywhere. =x
there are so many things i wan to do now~
1. sms him
2. update abt wad superstar is about
3. rest - sleep
4. slim down
5. kill my handphone
6. watch movie~
7. dunno yet. we'll see how.
BUT I AM LAZY TO DO ALL THESE. =p
i wish i know what u are thinking.. can u let me know?
what we could have been, 12:39 AM.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
carrying the GP up! =D the invasion of the haunted mansion.
before the PERFORMANCE! planning stage~
us during chalet! =DD
cyclops cyclops~
this pic looks as though he is trying to throw something to me~ O.o
what we could have been, 11:48 PM.
sentosa after amazing race! =D
cyclops MUMMY! hah!
the volcano crossing game~ i am too SHORT. =x
sentosa before start of amazing race~ LUNCH TIME!
the last station of the day @ sentosa!
what we could have been, 10:54 PM.
ytd was chau's bday celebration~ supposed to celebrate for felix too~ but felix cant make it and he saw wad we are preapring. the process. -.- den he left after awhile. ytd's celebration, the surprise in club room~ was half a success lor. haha. cos dumb president dint suspect anything. hah. yes. finally someone dumber than me. =DDD lol. =x went home kinda late after the dinner at han's at far east plaza. den packed my bag and i left for amy's hse. hah. slept on the bus and i automatically sudenly woke up when the bus is about to reach her hse bus stop. miracle uh. haha. did our work and den went 711 buy some food eat and den went home see some videos and we slept kinda early too. hahahaha. all of us are tired. yea~
today~ lesson start at 11 and end early la that lesson. den we have like 2 hours break~ nothing do. ha. den now in leson again. later after school going to play badminton with my girls for awhile and den going to gym with fish. and i think dat is the end of the day for me le ba. go home rest early. have been going home uber late these few days. =/
TML IS MUSICAL!!!! weeeee. =p hahahahahaha. gonna see see see see seeeeeee. lol. -.- ok.
today~ lesson start at 11 and end early la that lesson. den we have like 2 hours break~ nothing do. ha. den now in leson again. later after school going to play badminton with my girls for awhile and den going to gym with fish. and i think dat is the end of the day for me le ba. go home rest early. have been going home uber late these few days. =/
TML IS MUSICAL!!!! weeeee. =p hahahahahaha. gonna see see see see seeeeeee. lol. -.- ok.
what we could have been, 2:29 PM.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
today school was kinda long too. hah. though no tutorial lessons so lesson start at 1030. but i am still late despite of the late lesson. haha. was waiting for amah cos her hse there rain super heavily. den cant get out of her hse. so wait for her call me den i leave lor. hah. and i was sorting out gaston's photos for him too. save time. hah.
reached school den went to lesson lor. burnt ICE camp photos into disc in class. lol. have so much trouble burning it. tried a number of times den can one. hah. den lesson finish liao i stil burning lor. only burnt 2 discs. still got some more to burn. hah. den went to fc4 eat lunch and went for lesson. arthur pohs class made us laugh so much! he super lame can. -.- faints lor. hahaha. but i enjoyed his lecture. hah. =p den is mumi lor. tim r. = / where is jimmy. hahahahahaha. =p soon la hor soon. hah. anyway. played the keyboard for sometime den ok lor. jiu lesson finish at 4 plus le. ahha.
den i went to club room. yuyu came for awhile and looked at the photos. den changed my wallpaper some more! -.- and fish saw it lor! hah. other ppl see liao dunno nvm. hahahaha. aiya. i changed it back anyway. -.- like wad la put that. haha. den went off after their main comm meeting is over. den went ntuc buy some stuff with chau and den went home le lor. yeap. =)
i've understand that its useless to be crazy over something not worth crazying for. hah. it jus tears me into more pieces. i should walk the reality way. i hope dat one day i will not regret walking the reality way for it does not make a difference in the road i walk anymore. bless. chen xian zai, ba wo ji hui. to do wad? lol. i also dunno. haha. BAH!
reached school den went to lesson lor. burnt ICE camp photos into disc in class. lol. have so much trouble burning it. tried a number of times den can one. hah. den lesson finish liao i stil burning lor. only burnt 2 discs. still got some more to burn. hah. den went to fc4 eat lunch and went for lesson. arthur pohs class made us laugh so much! he super lame can. -.- faints lor. hahaha. but i enjoyed his lecture. hah. =p den is mumi lor. tim r. = / where is jimmy. hahahahahaha. =p soon la hor soon. hah. anyway. played the keyboard for sometime den ok lor. jiu lesson finish at 4 plus le. ahha.
den i went to club room. yuyu came for awhile and looked at the photos. den changed my wallpaper some more! -.- and fish saw it lor! hah. other ppl see liao dunno nvm. hahahaha. aiya. i changed it back anyway. -.- like wad la put that. haha. den went off after their main comm meeting is over. den went ntuc buy some stuff with chau and den went home le lor. yeap. =)
i've understand that its useless to be crazy over something not worth crazying for. hah. it jus tears me into more pieces. i should walk the reality way. i hope dat one day i will not regret walking the reality way for it does not make a difference in the road i walk anymore. bless. chen xian zai, ba wo ji hui. to do wad? lol. i also dunno. haha. BAH!
what we could have been, 11:14 PM.
Monday, October 02, 2006
i hope the timetable works well.. die la. -.-
friday is musical. but i jus recalled i am working on friday! and its my FIRST day at work~ god dammit. hope i can change to saturday work! i really wanna go musical~ = / sighs. bless.
tml is another longggg day. monday. dread it. -.- 8am lesson till 6pm. can die. hm. ya.
sighs. suddenly. i miss all my frens. alot alot. = / feeeeel like i haven seen them for ages. and i feel like i have not had a goood chat with them for ages too.. sighs.
i am sorry. to all that deserves this word.
friday is musical. but i jus recalled i am working on friday! and its my FIRST day at work~ god dammit. hope i can change to saturday work! i really wanna go musical~ = / sighs. bless.
tml is another longggg day. monday. dread it. -.- 8am lesson till 6pm. can die. hm. ya.
sighs. suddenly. i miss all my frens. alot alot. = / feeeeel like i haven seen them for ages. and i feel like i have not had a goood chat with them for ages too.. sighs.
i am sorry. to all that deserves this word.
what we could have been, 12:29 AM.
