Tuesday, July 29, 2008
i dont know what happen to my phone out of sudden! there is no network coverage! i cannot receive sms-es, i cannot send sms-es.. i cannot even make phone calls! and i doubt people can get to me too.. =( so sad.. i seriously hope its just the sim card problem and i dont have to bring my phone for repair.. if not i will be sending a total of 3 phones to repair! thats like so sad and busy of me.. anyway.. i've been really tired recently.. and i find myself being more and more lazy especially when there are people there to help me. x cannot!! in fact i think i am more hard working when i am alone. hahaha. but that will make me dead by the end of the day. haha. i miss those times where i kept on working morning and working full without getting tired at all. where has all my energy gone to?! oh damn. i need to pump up my energy level..
sighs. talking about all those things.. life has been so dead too. like seriously, i need something to make me happy. i dislike pulled down emotions and i dislike quarrels.. i dislike disputes and even misunderstandings just like how i dislike cockroaches. i dislike being maligned when i say dont get into people's head at all. and being strong headed, we end up quarrelling. eg, i need to explain to my mm about my life, my doings and everything and at the same time i need her to understand me as well.. it's not that she dont understand.. i bet she understands.. just that she needs time.. what to do? she is my mm. so same like me. abit slow. =x yah. other than her, sighs. yah. i hope things will get better..
the thought of leaving ms is really coming into me now. i dont want to be the only one pulling down the whole thing and i find myself becoming more and more shag. alright. maybe they are just excuses. maybe i have the choice to choose from. but i didnt want to. i didnt make the right choice or things like that. all these is going to drain me out of my energy, my time, my relationship with my family. as well as friends. i just suddenly feel kind of lonely and helpless.
i wish i could go back to the past when all was young and innocent. come on.. dont take away my number 1! i hate number 2. and am not gonna like number 3 either.
sighs. talking about all those things.. life has been so dead too. like seriously, i need something to make me happy. i dislike pulled down emotions and i dislike quarrels.. i dislike disputes and even misunderstandings just like how i dislike cockroaches. i dislike being maligned when i say dont get into people's head at all. and being strong headed, we end up quarrelling. eg, i need to explain to my mm about my life, my doings and everything and at the same time i need her to understand me as well.. it's not that she dont understand.. i bet she understands.. just that she needs time.. what to do? she is my mm. so same like me. abit slow. =x yah. other than her, sighs. yah. i hope things will get better..
the thought of leaving ms is really coming into me now. i dont want to be the only one pulling down the whole thing and i find myself becoming more and more shag. alright. maybe they are just excuses. maybe i have the choice to choose from. but i didnt want to. i didnt make the right choice or things like that. all these is going to drain me out of my energy, my time, my relationship with my family. as well as friends. i just suddenly feel kind of lonely and helpless.
i wish i could go back to the past when all was young and innocent. come on.. dont take away my number 1! i hate number 2. and am not gonna like number 3 either.
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what we could have been, 2:46 AM.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
A Mixture of Everything.
last week me apu and tengy went to watch 10 promises to my dog. which. some nice ppl...... happened to be 25 minutes late for the show!! how punctual huh this person... dun have to mention who la.. she noe herself. hahahaha. by the time we wanted to enter, the staff is no longer at the entrance counter.. so we actually went in just like that. haha. this explains why our ticket is not torn! haha. cool huh. anyway. this show really made me cry so much! tears just came rolling down and man! i used up the whole packet of tissues! not enough still! haha. its really touching but some parts are rather fake. the animated tail especially. other than that its okie.. haha. all of us came out of the theatre with bubble eyes! haha. and we left the theatre in a rush so as not to let ppl see our eyes. AHHAAH.
few days back, on the friday, me and my classmate of fm, leo, went to li de hu sheng, ah tian da ge's studio for our studio interview.. i was really nervous at first because its my first time going for studio interview without laoshi arnd! but overall it was a nice and fun experience! this is the place at somewhere near aljunied. i had to wake up at 6am plus just because its at aljunied! haha. man..
last week me apu and tengy went to watch 10 promises to my dog. which. some nice ppl...... happened to be 25 minutes late for the show!! how punctual huh this person... dun have to mention who la.. she noe herself. hahahaha. by the time we wanted to enter, the staff is no longer at the entrance counter.. so we actually went in just like that. haha. this explains why our ticket is not torn! haha. cool huh. anyway. this show really made me cry so much! tears just came rolling down and man! i used up the whole packet of tissues! not enough still! haha. its really touching but some parts are rather fake. the animated tail especially. other than that its okie.. haha. all of us came out of the theatre with bubble eyes! haha. and we left the theatre in a rush so as not to let ppl see our eyes. AHHAAH.few days back, on the friday, me and my classmate of fm, leo, went to li de hu sheng, ah tian da ge's studio for our studio interview.. i was really nervous at first because its my first time going for studio interview without laoshi arnd! but overall it was a nice and fun experience! this is the place at somewhere near aljunied. i had to wake up at 6am plus just because its at aljunied! haha. man..
please ignore the height difference. thank you.
after interview i went to cwp to work! and walked arnd before going into shop. i noticed these really nice cupcakes! and i bought them and eat! haha. so cute. but. it is not really nice to eat. haha. cos u will get sick of it. haha. 
Tried out this whole jump suit? haha. i like it! but i doubt i will wear it. cos its HOT PINK in colour! haha. and im afraid eyes will be on me with those weird expressions.. XD
the potential CAI laoshi~ =D
i LOVEEEEEE my ECSTACY! the one with eyes open on the wheeeel~ hahaha. he is one clumsy fellow with a bigger and heavier head. he walks like a duck and always falls from high places. even when just climbing out of the food bowl, he falls down. the head will reach the ground first. its damn cute to see this and it just makes me smile. loves!
what we could have been, 2:11 AM.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
okie. its time. really time. why do all the bad things happen today! or rather these 2 days! its a bad bad tues and wed. ha. firstly, my schedule is soooo packed. meeting up with lovelies. different groups of lovelies. on different days. i need to leave my saturday off, my monday off, my wednesday and friday as well. damn. other than meeting up with them, i still have my music school. we'll be going to some studio somewhere to record our interview with.. .. a DJ but i cant remember the name.. =x and then we'll have lessons on sunday. as usual. and then very soon, we will be learning abt the movements. dancings, facial expressions and alot of other things. well well. im kinda excited but also stressed. ya. cos. of the late night home.. yup.ok other than that.. ps new management. totally....... shucks. maybe i looked at it too seriously. or maybe to me, all these is too much. overboard. i just feel that being at work makes me feel so fake. having to put on a front in the face of customers. when deep down, all these feelings are not real and it is so tough. so many of a time when im totally moodless to the point where i dun even feel like talking and saying anything. but. afterall i still have to talk. i need a break. but i dun wan any break. i dun wan any break for me to stay home. i want to have more time out. but i dread going shopping. i dread going out and play. perhaps im shld take royal caning extigent. note to self. maybe im just not in the mood now. but however i do enjoy playing. haha. i enjoy the times out. okie. i dont know what im trying to say here but yeah. nvm. but i need to know the reason why. why do things change. the feeling is so weird. so.. unfamiliar.. so.. stranger. sighs. i still have to face it anyway. there is no way to hide. no way at all. (topics are jumped all arnd. based on what comes to my mind first.)
and finally. i shld really give things up. for the final time. once and for all. i hate having to say it all the time and not doing it everytime. each time i say it, i say for real, i end up turning my back to the main point. today, i did something i shldnt have done. invading of other's privacy. i know out of curiousity i will do it. i know for sure it seems like my weekly routine. but i have no idea why i chose to open up certain things which i usually wont do. only to see some things i think will make me drop. yes. true enough what laoshi said is so true. cancerians are emo. and they think alot. they get hurt easily but hey trust me. im being strong enuff alr! YES! after all, faces win. and they really do. and the straightforwardness of them shows everything.
now. its the end!
i have the urge to,
go swimming,
go movie-ing,
go badminton-ing
go overseas,
go seaside,
go sentosa,
go do things that are crazy,
try out things which i nv dared to in the past,
go clubbing,
go singing,
go dancing,
go take up dancing lessons,
take up drawing lessons,
take up fashion design,
study in poly once again!
all these are crazy. i dont think i will even do them.
what we could have been, 2:58 AM.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
it's a cold cold night tonight. im all alone at home now. everyone bluff me! haha. my sister said she is coming home tonight which i find it very weird cos every friday and saturday she is always out. and not back. and then my parents and brother went for my cousin's 21st birthday party. my mum said she is coming back but my dad might not be coming back. and end up.. no one came back at all. haha.
its surprising how i come to feel im really getting older and older. one by one my friends are getting married.. haha. people of my age.. getting married! so sweet. haha. makes me feel old. although i feel i have not played enough. and have not seen enough too. i am missing someone. someone i shld not even be missing. haha. but i'd rather be happy than to be sad. so i continue on. at least. all these memories are happy ones.
i think im really abnormal now. i've been feeling giddy the whole afternn plus night. out of sudden. and i wish there was a bed jus next to me all the time. so i dont have to control myself. can just fall anytime. =x but of cos i'd rather not fall at all. sighs.
its surprising how i come to feel im really getting older and older. one by one my friends are getting married.. haha. people of my age.. getting married! so sweet. haha. makes me feel old. although i feel i have not played enough. and have not seen enough too. i am missing someone. someone i shld not even be missing. haha. but i'd rather be happy than to be sad. so i continue on. at least. all these memories are happy ones.
i think im really abnormal now. i've been feeling giddy the whole afternn plus night. out of sudden. and i wish there was a bed jus next to me all the time. so i dont have to control myself. can just fall anytime. =x but of cos i'd rather not fall at all. sighs.
what we could have been, 3:23 AM.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
i found this entry in my blog 2 years back. posted in 2006. haha. and i still love this entry. =)
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart... if you don't, you might break theirs. Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.. when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
*What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? ( even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
hmm. so ya. this is it. I LOVE YOU! =)
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart... if you don't, you might break theirs. Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.. when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
*What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? ( even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
hmm. so ya. this is it. I LOVE YOU! =)
what we could have been, 12:23 AM.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
doctor gave me results about my blood test and the results is.. i have NO dengue fever. just that. there is these dont know what palette in my blood stream that is higher than normal. which makes me abnormal. the nurse says. and. anyway. the blood taking was a good experience.. i remembered the last time i went for blood taking, i cried like hell. and i was holding onto my mother. HAHAHAHA. yes. and. guess what. i was sec 3. and funny thing was.. my mum cried with me. HAHA. XD talking about motherly love.. =) i can sense and feel her love. haha. ok back to topic. the doc took 2 tubes of my bloood! gdi! so much! i closed my eyes and let him take. but i am very happy cos this time round i did not cry. and. i went ALONE. =)
MY BLOOOOD!
they told me to go back for the results review today. but i skipped it. i think i will just go back later. in the afternoon or morning. and anyway. tengy fell sick too. i guess the germs and viruses do spread really fast.. hmmm. i shld stay away from the shop or people the next time i fall ill. =x so sorry!
pls dont regret what u said to me.... (: i welcome u in 20 hours time. *smiles* and ya. i know. you love me.
i havent been watching movies lately.. so many shows i want to watch! im waiting!
this was what happened to my legs and hands on the 2nd day. it looks damn disgusting. but this wasnt the worse situation. i didnt want to take a photo of the worse as i might cry. T.T but anyway. photo still looks okie.
MY BLOOOOD!
they told me to go back for the results review today. but i skipped it. i think i will just go back later. in the afternoon or morning. and anyway. tengy fell sick too. i guess the germs and viruses do spread really fast.. hmmm. i shld stay away from the shop or people the next time i fall ill. =x so sorry! and. to miss fishy young girl..
pls dont regret what u said to me.... (: i welcome u in 20 hours time. *smiles* and ya. i know. you love me.i havent been watching movies lately.. so many shows i want to watch! im waiting!
what we could have been, 3:57 AM.
Monday, July 14, 2008
a cute picture to start off the post.. =D
next, 11th july, slightly advanced LAOSHI bday celebration @ ECP.. with SHAWNA jie and KENNETH shixiong BBQ-ing..
ANDON and SHAWNA jie~
covering the cake with the already burning candle. the wind is soooo strong!
ADP class juniors with LAOSHI~
ADP special class 14 + ANTHONY with LAOSHI!
following on are all our SHIXIONG SHIJIE in FM!
FANG laoshi, FEIHUI laoshi, RAYMOND ge.
SHIXIONGs with LAOSHI~
the BIG BIG card from FM, PSP slim and our class's card to laoshi!
one big family of FM! not all were present though..
12th July 2008 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEIHUI LAOSHI!
next, 11th july, slightly advanced LAOSHI bday celebration @ ECP.. with SHAWNA jie and KENNETH shixiong BBQ-ing..
ANDON and SHAWNA jie~
covering the cake with the already burning candle. the wind is soooo strong!
ADP class juniors with LAOSHI~
ADP special class 14 + ANTHONY with LAOSHI!
following on are all our SHIXIONG SHIJIE in FM!
FANG laoshi, FEIHUI laoshi, RAYMOND ge.
SHIXIONGs with LAOSHI~
the BIG BIG card from FM, PSP slim and our class's card to laoshi!
one big family of FM! not all were present though..
12th July 2008 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEIHUI LAOSHI!and anyway. i dont know what was wrong with me.. my hands and legs are covered with red marks looking like rashes.. its scary. seriously. cos its my very first time experiencing this situation. and im trying my very best to remain very very calm.. it started last night. and i thought maybe i was just allergic to dust or some food. and it might just go away after a night's sleep. but i woke up the next morning seeing it getting worse. and im really panicking.. i went to the doctor's in the afternoon and due to some of the symptoms i have, it's suspected that i am down with dengue fever.. can u imagine!!! dengue fever! there were like so many news reports on how dengue can actually kill someone and now im told that i might be down with it?! but the doctor sound as though dengue is nothing. so i suppose it must be nothing much.. i hope. and because today is sunday when i visit the doc's, consultation fee is DAMN high and. the doctor to actually take my blood test is not in. and im supposed to come back the next day to take my blood test. if im really down with it i guess by tml i would have alr been half dead. but since im feeling okie so doctor feels its safe for me to go and come again the next day. and.. when i proceed to the cashier, she told me at first consultation fee is $34.. and for the BLAH BLAH BLAH thing which adds up to $66. FULLSTOP. and den. she start again. "so total will be $107. paying by cash/nets?" i got a shock of my life man. gdi. its my FIRST time visiting the doc for a consultation and test which costs me SOOOO much! but nonetheless i hope the report tml will give me negative results. means. no dengue. jus normal wadever illness. im really scared la. and ive got really ugly legs now. so i have to wear long bottoms these few days. which makes it seem as though im going according to the rules now. wearing long bottoms and covered shoes to work. oh wells. maybe this is the chance to let me get used to wearing them. damn!
some people just dun appreciate it.. maybe i just am not good enough for you. and i know i never will. i will just be the normal me and joke with you, play with you, be there for you whenever u need me to. but i'll never put u into a difficult situation where u'll start to avoid me or drift away from me.. if saying things out will affect everything now, i'd rather things remain these way as im really happy enough now. like what i've said, so much so dat i wanted to let go and forget, equally same amount that i cant do it. and i dun bear to, i dun wan to. i chose to keep the memories with me. and to make people happy. =) not just you. but everyone i love. =D
what we could have been, 2:27 AM.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
just so random.
i miss poly.
i miss FO camps.
i miss ICE camp.
i miss prep camp.
i miss night walks.
i miss the sound of my fast beating heart beat when walking through the night walk route.
i miss the laughter during night walk when we got frightened by people.
i miss the hearings of all the bad words when people got firghtened by us.
i miss hiding in a place with my loves to scare people.
i miss playing the games.
i miss the piggyback game.
i miss the overnights in school.
i miss disco night in tutorial classroom.
i miss going to the toilet under clubroom to bath in the middle of the night.
i miss the packing up after camps.
i miss going to the basketball court.
i miss watching the intercons in basketball court and indoor court.
i miss sitting in FC6.
i miss the food.
i miss the faces i see each day i am in school.
overall, i miss school life.. :(
i miss alot of my loves. my girls! especially. the forever tiny girl which ive already known for more than 3 years! time really really flies! and memories will always remain! lovessss to u!! (: and! the marine life animal who dont have a tail nor fins, its great to have u with me too! loves to u too! (: not forgetting the rest! u noe who u are! =p
i miss poly.
i miss FO camps.
i miss ICE camp.
i miss prep camp.
i miss night walks.
i miss the sound of my fast beating heart beat when walking through the night walk route.
i miss the laughter during night walk when we got frightened by people.
i miss the hearings of all the bad words when people got firghtened by us.
i miss hiding in a place with my loves to scare people.
i miss playing the games.
i miss the piggyback game.
i miss the overnights in school.
i miss disco night in tutorial classroom.
i miss going to the toilet under clubroom to bath in the middle of the night.
i miss the packing up after camps.
i miss going to the basketball court.
i miss watching the intercons in basketball court and indoor court.
i miss sitting in FC6.
i miss the food.
i miss the faces i see each day i am in school.
overall, i miss school life.. :(
i miss alot of my loves. my girls! especially. the forever tiny girl which ive already known for more than 3 years! time really really flies! and memories will always remain! lovessss to u!! (: and! the marine life animal who dont have a tail nor fins, its great to have u with me too! loves to u too! (: not forgetting the rest! u noe who u are! =p
what we could have been, 2:40 AM.
things are beginning to change and although to other people, all these change is nothing and maybe applicable. but to us, its all too much. maybe its just because we know the crowd more than u. and its just merely less than a WEEK u are here and u believe all these change will do the company good? come on. face the fact. who dont like to buy things in discount? who would want to get a CHOP when what they can get better was discounts? please dont tell me u would prefer chops to cheaper purchasing price. i'd laugh my heads off. money aside.. attire. okie. i agree my attire is inappropriate compared to some other shops. casual wear is my theme. i wear what i feel am comfortable in. being in something u dont feel at all comfortable in, where on earth will u even have the mood to work. especially when what we do here is maintaining of stocks and all sorts of stuff that make people perspire for sure. who would like to work in sweaty and smelly attires?? answer me! i just simply dont understand HOW do people manage to cary 2 different kinds of face with them all the time. dont they feel tired? even if they dont, i do feel disgusted for their actions and everything. if u even plan to change anything, follow these. firstly, respect others first before wanting others to respect u. secondly, understand the situation in all outlets before making any decision/changes to the shop. after all u are not the one handling the shop. thirdly, PLACE YOURSELF IN OTHER PEOPLE'S SHOES before saying/doing anything. lastly, WE ARE NOT the pink colour shop that is well known to the majority. so, please do not take us for the same kind of biz. we sell stuffs that are totally different for gods sake. one very last thing, have a life..
what we could have been, 1:14 AM.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
cute little pig: HELLO!the very cute ben and jerry LIP BALM! its only a THUMB SIZE! VERY CUTE. XD mine is COOKIE DOUGH!
CHAO TA me and APU.
TENGY and APU~
the SPECIAL CLASS 14! (L to R): YANYAN, ME, ANDON, LEO~
CHAO TA me and APU.
TENGY and APU~
i've been sleeping uber late these few days. almost 5am. and i only caught a few hours of sleep and poof i have to get up for work. i just cant make myself sleep. or rather i did not try to lie on bed and make myself sleep. well anyway, as much as i am looking forward to having a quiet day at home alone for the WHOLE day, just lazing around and sleeping. powering up my energy level. but it seems like my house will always have someone at home. and another point is that, i need to work. the amount of money i earn in a month is not enough for my everything.. i seriously need to save up so much.. so sad. T.T
special class started last sunday! with new classmate joining us from previous ADP class, yan yan, we are now a 4 person class! special class 14~ laoshi played alot of MTVs and videos for us to see on the first lesson.. some are really nice.. given that it was shot using a consumer camera.. and at low cost in all the props and settings.. i am seriously impressed.. and i look forward to MTV shooting.. (: meanwhile, we need to go through quite a number of stuffs before going into MTV.. a long way to go.. but i wonder if i can stay for that long.. = / hmmm..
the SPECIAL CLASS 14! (L to R): YANYAN, ME, ANDON, LEO~
the 4 faces of us.. RYAN, ME, ANDON. @ partyworld!
i look so DAMN WEIRD here! XD
this jus dont look like me! haha!
and anyway! just the other day, i finally got the chance to sit in mr fit's car.. and he adds up to the few of my friends who drives kinda fast on roads.. but its a nice ride and i like the car! cos it feels so cosy and quiet. okie, ack to topic, we went to jalan kayu to eat our lunch, basically i need to pass him his stuffs that was why we met up. and he owed me a meal cos of my birthday.. so its a make up! ate at this place called spizza.. we reached at 2.25pm when.......... the place closes at 2.30pm. lucky enough. the people there are nice and we manage to place our order. only till the end did i know his family should be a regular of the place. the environment there is kinda nice too. and its a small small place. cant take in too many people at one time too. he introduced the salmon pizza to me and yeah. its kinda nice~ (: just that i *laughs* find the vege on the pizza weird. HAHA. see!
the vege is in BIG BIG pieces~ XD overall its nice~ thanks for the treat! (: it was kinda having heavy rain when we were leaving.. good thing there is umbrella. (:this is the reason why i call him mr fit. and the term fit is used by the person himself. not me.
and anyway i went back to work after eating lunch.. thank you once again!
and anyway i went back to work after eating lunch.. thank you once again!
what we could have been, 3:18 AM.
Saturday, July 05, 2008
the craze for duck porridge is back!!
what we could have been, 2:58 AM.
Friday, July 04, 2008
today is free from work day! off we went to sentosa after soooo long! the last tanning session i went for was like months and months ago! and i actually took like a year to get fair.. letting the tan colour fade off by itself.. and today.. i became ORH ZARP ZARP again! and weird thing is.. only my face is red! my hands and legs are black. but my back can clearly see the bikini line and my shoulders are red.. XD haha. it was seriously STRONG sun today! and i didnt know people with low blood pressure cannot stay under the hot sun for too long.. and we were there for hours! after that went to vivocity and i start to have severe headache.. and i felt very cold.. totally shivering.. haha. and then i knew i was about to fall sick.. anyway. i can be very cold and suddenly i get very hot. on and off. anyway, went to topshop and tried that white jeans again.. i feeel like buying it.. but its so ex can.. $116! and then went to river island and tried another jeans, $129! haha. but end up i did not buy anything at all and they bought bottoms! and! we got a very cute thing.. BEN & JERRY lip balm! its super cute! next entry i shall show u guys the pics!
its time to meet up some of my friends! i have been neglecting them so much! and the guys! one by one, all entering army.. the girls.. either start UNI, or.. start their working life.. haha. schedules are so hard to plan, and weekends are so short.. awww. i need more time!
its time to meet up some of my friends! i have been neglecting them so much! and the guys! one by one, all entering army.. the girls.. either start UNI, or.. start their working life.. haha. schedules are so hard to plan, and weekends are so short.. awww. i need more time!
what we could have been, 1:02 AM.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
in replies to the taggers!
@james: 2nd batch of 6-1=5 left now. u have to wait arnd 2 to 3 or 4 weeks! haha. cos its damn small now.. cos the mother really dont know how to take care of the babies this time round.. abit scary..
@nel: haha.. yeah. sometimes? u dont be so negative can.. u sound so sad la.. and. YOUR ARMY is coming soon! so mus enjoy life for this few days left! =x
@adria: haha. we secretly took the photos one! but is before lesson time!! so i think its okie ba.. =x
@andon: change alr loh!! now mus update again..pass ADP!\\
@lang: heh! yeah~~~ love photos nowww. LALALA. =x
@jun: hahaha. =p its okie la.. at least i REMEMBER yours! lol. =x do u feeel guilty????? YES??? =x HAHAAHAHA. jus jokingggg..
@jia: u kuku!!!! give me sometime.. den i send u again.. cos my thumbdrive is not with me.. haha.
@yap: got meh? photos do really bluff ppl.. =x
okie! back to entry! today is the very LAST DAY of ADP class.. and laoshi explained to us all abt the special course we will be going up into.. theres so much things i wanted to say.. but.. you just never know.. anyway. special course is going to be so tedious! things to do are, going to some radio station for interview session training, photo shooting, filming our group MTV and solo MTV(depending on performance), learning dancing, learning the proper way of moving on stage, body language, studio singing training and.. writing of song.. all these... require much brain and time! and! energy! can i even make it?? god. im still wondering.. its the fees dat is stopping me now.. and my family too..
i just found out that the flip flops actually links.. im just like an outsider with one pair of flip flop missing.. too hard to blend in..
@james: 2nd batch of 6-1=5 left now. u have to wait arnd 2 to 3 or 4 weeks! haha. cos its damn small now.. cos the mother really dont know how to take care of the babies this time round.. abit scary..
@nel: haha.. yeah. sometimes? u dont be so negative can.. u sound so sad la.. and. YOUR ARMY is coming soon! so mus enjoy life for this few days left! =x
@adria: haha. we secretly took the photos one! but is before lesson time!! so i think its okie ba.. =x
@andon: change alr loh!! now mus update again..
@lang: heh! yeah~~~ love photos nowww. LALALA. =x
@jun: hahaha. =p its okie la.. at least i REMEMBER yours! lol. =x do u feeel guilty????? YES??? =x HAHAAHAHA. jus jokingggg..
@jia: u kuku!!!! give me sometime.. den i send u again.. cos my thumbdrive is not with me.. haha.
@yap: got meh? photos do really bluff ppl.. =x
okie! back to entry! today is the very LAST DAY of ADP class.. and laoshi explained to us all abt the special course we will be going up into.. theres so much things i wanted to say.. but.. you just never know.. anyway. special course is going to be so tedious! things to do are, going to some radio station for interview session training, photo shooting, filming our group MTV and solo MTV(depending on performance), learning dancing, learning the proper way of moving on stage, body language, studio singing training and.. writing of song.. all these... require much brain and time! and! energy! can i even make it?? god. im still wondering.. its the fees dat is stopping me now.. and my family too..
i just found out that the flip flops actually links.. im just like an outsider with one pair of flip flop missing.. too hard to blend in..
what we could have been, 2:34 AM.
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
my posts are all so randomly posted! haha. anyway. last week, driving was damn fun cos instructor drove me out of BBDC and let me take the wheel. i was really nervous at first! but it was really fun. cos driving outside can drive fast fast! HAHAHA. =x i cant wait to get my licence..... =DD
and oh! last wednesday was our ADP final test! and i think i screwed up a little!! my singing basically cannot make it.. sighs! and den. the interview was rather fun. and relaxed. although a little stress still. and the last part of the test was the funniest and.. erm.. weird? ahha. cos i really dont know what else to say in there and then what i did was just to repeat and drag the whole thing longer by the 'hmmm..','erm...','ran hou......'. HAHAHA. after the test we plus laoshi(s) and shixiong shijie(s), went to newton circus and eat.. the food is nice! and its a treat from laoshi.. thank you! finally 10 months ended! and im still wondering if i shld join special course or not.. there are surely alot more things to learn.. but.. the finance part, and the things i hear.. make me wonder.. HOW!!!
one of baby motted died! i think the corn cob suffocated him/her! =( so sad.. i thought finally i have an even number of babies.. roar.. the mother is too aggressive alr.. i dont even dare to catch it. cos it bites me! asshole.. =x
and oh! last wednesday was our ADP final test! and i think i screwed up a little!! my singing basically cannot make it.. sighs! and den. the interview was rather fun. and relaxed. although a little stress still. and the last part of the test was the funniest and.. erm.. weird? ahha. cos i really dont know what else to say in there and then what i did was just to repeat and drag the whole thing longer by the 'hmmm..','erm...','ran hou......'. HAHAHA. after the test we plus laoshi(s) and shixiong shijie(s), went to newton circus and eat.. the food is nice! and its a treat from laoshi.. thank you! finally 10 months ended! and im still wondering if i shld join special course or not.. there are surely alot more things to learn.. but.. the finance part, and the things i hear.. make me wonder.. HOW!!!
one of baby motted died! i think the corn cob suffocated him/her! =( so sad.. i thought finally i have an even number of babies.. roar.. the mother is too aggressive alr.. i dont even dare to catch it. cos it bites me! asshole.. =x
what we could have been, 12:52 AM.
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
i noticed ive really turned fair.. dun tell me its my make up~ i put so little dat ppl cant see im on it. see. 
okay anyway. i think im going through the pimple outbreak season! damn it! i hate it i hate it i hate it! i guess its due to the late night sleeps, the early wake ups, the dirty stocks, the junk foods, and my pathetic skin. haha. past few days was the CWP ATRIUM sales! it was crazy! as we see the sales increase each day, the last day was totally hectic. those working upstairs is more tired than i am.. i worked full downstairs.. which compared to them is nothing.. one thing for sure..... pay is going to be high this month!!!!! WEEEEE! hahahah.
im looking forward to thurs! =DDD
okay anyway. i think im going through the pimple outbreak season! damn it! i hate it i hate it i hate it! i guess its due to the late night sleeps, the early wake ups, the dirty stocks, the junk foods, and my pathetic skin. haha. past few days was the CWP ATRIUM sales! it was crazy! as we see the sales increase each day, the last day was totally hectic. those working upstairs is more tired than i am.. i worked full downstairs.. which compared to them is nothing.. one thing for sure..... pay is going to be high this month!!!!! WEEEEE! hahahah.im looking forward to thurs! =DDD
what we could have been, 3:13 AM.
