Tuesday, August 26, 2008
finally! finally! new computer! but. problems. the screeeen issss sooooo bigggg wideeeee. i have difficulty viewing around. and. the cpu is compaq de laaaaaa.. screen is hp.. =.= abit sad though. cos i expected a whole set full hp com. haha. but anyway. nvm. this isnt that bad also.. i think. =/
im so so so so sooooo tired! and.. my mood have not been very good this few days.. sorry to people who was treated badly by me.. =x sorry sorry..
im so tired now. i think i shld go and have my beautyyyy sleep. haha.
im so so so so sooooo tired! and.. my mood have not been very good this few days.. sorry to people who was treated badly by me.. =x sorry sorry..
im so tired now. i think i shld go and have my beautyyyy sleep. haha.
what we could have been, 2:06 AM.
Friday, August 22, 2008
9 more days to no more freedom! seriousness! haha. perhaps its a good and better start for me. after all its time for me to behave and get serious about things already. but why do i feel so tired. especially when the time comes. and especially when everyday sales matters so much. haha. maybe im just thinking too much. everything is going to be just fine.. buck up! jiayou and work towards a better day! =)
ive signed up for the dance class! just ytd night. which means every friday i have to be in swps. which means no more slack days for et! haha. sorry! =x suddenly i feel my life is full of colours. haha. im going to start learning guitar soon too! and im going to get back knowledge on my mathematics! and my chinese speaking too! and of course. my singing! =D i feel so GUAIII now... HAHAHAHA. ok dont puke.
this sunday is SKC dog show at singapore expo! its my first time going with APU! (i think?) and of course with the sales manager around too. haha. hmm..
anwyay i'll be getting a new desktop soon! i think today or sometime this week. weee~ its been days since i last used a com at home. i think i can survive without a computer though. it seems to me that im doing fine. =) although its still late nights for me. haha. dont ask me what am i doing. but definitely they are all decent stuffs! im reading this particular storybook now but i still have a long way to go cos its so big and thick. haha. i still have 2 books waiting for me to be read! haha. studious huh. =x
i kinda miss someone now. =/
ive signed up for the dance class! just ytd night. which means every friday i have to be in swps. which means no more slack days for et! haha. sorry! =x suddenly i feel my life is full of colours. haha. im going to start learning guitar soon too! and im going to get back knowledge on my mathematics! and my chinese speaking too! and of course. my singing! =D i feel so GUAIII now... HAHAHAHA. ok dont puke.
this sunday is SKC dog show at singapore expo! its my first time going with APU! (i think?) and of course with the sales manager around too. haha. hmm..
anwyay i'll be getting a new desktop soon! i think today or sometime this week. weee~ its been days since i last used a com at home. i think i can survive without a computer though. it seems to me that im doing fine. =) although its still late nights for me. haha. dont ask me what am i doing. but definitely they are all decent stuffs! im reading this particular storybook now but i still have a long way to go cos its so big and thick. haha. i still have 2 books waiting for me to be read! haha. studious huh. =x
i kinda miss someone now. =/
what we could have been, 11:54 AM.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
brought my laptop to funan fujitsu service centre ytd and the lady told me servicing my laptop costs..... $900+!!!!! crazy right! haha. therefore decided on not repairing. and anyway the laptop is old enough to pass away already. haha. it's been 4 years~ looking forward to getting a new desktop now. but. need to take sometime cos we are so broke. HAHA.
oct's thailand trip's been confirmed.. going to thailand with laoshi and shixiong shijie(s) plus my class.. cos arnd 270+. it's my first trip to thai and i hope it's going to be fun too.. (:
i cant wait for ecp to come! haha. the last time i went was on laoshi's bday celebration and i missed the place! thinking of bringing ET for a walk there too. hah. =DD
oct's thailand trip's been confirmed.. going to thailand with laoshi and shixiong shijie(s) plus my class.. cos arnd 270+. it's my first trip to thai and i hope it's going to be fun too.. (:
i cant wait for ecp to come! haha. the last time i went was on laoshi's bday celebration and i missed the place! thinking of bringing ET for a walk there too. hah. =DD
what we could have been, 10:25 AM.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
announcement! my laptop is officially dead on the 15th august 2008! ohman.. im gonna be so bored! i guess it chose the correct timing to be spoilt too. cos my brother's going to have his psle soon. and he just dont seem to be able to concentrate. but even though there is no laptop, he still has his psp, his gameboy and the tv. with the olympics going on like this, i guess he really no need to study anymore! haha. but one thing is. he still can tell me science is easy! god. haha. i failed my PSLE science though. HAHA. but nonetheless, i got A for maths and english okie! chinese B i think. yup. to think that im a chinese still. hah.
anyway. congrats to the singapore table tennis team for making it into the finals! its such an honour to be a singaporean. even though im not the one playing in the olympics. HAHA. even though in the other segments we did not get a thing, they are alr very good to be able to represent singapore to participate in olympics. cos getting into it isnt an easy job.. =)) jiayou!
ytd acc fishy to somewhere arnd town and then we headed down to geylang! HAHA. and.. eat DURIAN! the feeling is so shiok can. been so long since i last ate durian. enjoy luh! its a durian day! haha. i burped so many times and durian is all around.. HAHA! =p
damn it. why are things so difficult now. and i cant bring myself to believe that things have become so bad now. the feelings are so weird. so unfamiliar. sighs.
i need a proper schedule.. ms is a headache.. not the things tat we do but the timing. i dont think im able to make it for ms on sundays anymore. given that full timers cant off on weekends. cant possibly i be taking hours off or leave on sundays when i just start my full time job right.. weekdays are impossible too. thinkthinkthink. x
i want to go ecp.
i want to go geylang.(eat durian.)
i want to go overseas.
i want to go taiwan.
AH!!!!
anyway. congrats to the singapore table tennis team for making it into the finals! its such an honour to be a singaporean. even though im not the one playing in the olympics. HAHA. even though in the other segments we did not get a thing, they are alr very good to be able to represent singapore to participate in olympics. cos getting into it isnt an easy job.. =)) jiayou!
ytd acc fishy to somewhere arnd town and then we headed down to geylang! HAHA. and.. eat DURIAN! the feeling is so shiok can. been so long since i last ate durian. enjoy luh! its a durian day! haha. i burped so many times and durian is all around.. HAHA! =p
damn it. why are things so difficult now. and i cant bring myself to believe that things have become so bad now. the feelings are so weird. so unfamiliar. sighs.
i need a proper schedule.. ms is a headache.. not the things tat we do but the timing. i dont think im able to make it for ms on sundays anymore. given that full timers cant off on weekends. cant possibly i be taking hours off or leave on sundays when i just start my full time job right.. weekdays are impossible too. thinkthinkthink. x
i want to go ecp.
i want to go geylang.(eat durian.)
i want to go overseas.
i want to go taiwan.
AH!!!!
what we could have been, 11:21 AM.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
400th post. firstly, to the tiny dumbass. take care ya! sick already still can go out play. power you. but i think got the bird nest you shld be able to fly up high ya. like a bird. faster okie leh! i wan to go SINGGGGGINNNNGGGGG~ =D and stingyyyyyyyy. XD
currently, there are so much things running on my mind.. firstly, yes. i should i ask myself this question. am i ready to take up this challenge? this seemingly easy job. but looking at it in details, its really kinda tough. im neither smart nor stable. even though maybe alot of things can be learnt. if i want to. i definitely wish i could do this. but. the thought of having someone look at your performance everytime, stresses me. i cant imagine myself becoming more guai. HAHA. =x although now im already very guai. hmmmm. xD
secondly, there are so many things i want to do now. but. i guess its the finance part that is making me messed up. and also the time. maybe i shld take things at a step. focus on whats really more important now and make full use of my time. haha. =x for now, ps and fm. maybe plus dance! arghhh. i dont know.
currently, there are so much things running on my mind.. firstly, yes. i should i ask myself this question. am i ready to take up this challenge? this seemingly easy job. but looking at it in details, its really kinda tough. im neither smart nor stable. even though maybe alot of things can be learnt. if i want to. i definitely wish i could do this. but. the thought of having someone look at your performance everytime, stresses me. i cant imagine myself becoming more guai. HAHA. =x although now im already very guai. hmmmm. xD
secondly, there are so many things i want to do now. but. i guess its the finance part that is making me messed up. and also the time. maybe i shld take things at a step. focus on whats really more important now and make full use of my time. haha. =x for now, ps and fm. maybe plus dance! arghhh. i dont know.
what we could have been, 10:31 AM.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
before i begin blogging, i've to announce.. i've finally COMPLETED this book!! hahaha. its 403 pages! and yeah! finish lo! suddenly i have the interest in reading. haha. im starting a new book soon. =))
yesterday was 8 AUG 08! firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HO SHI TING! haha. stay happy and CUTE always! =DD next, me fish and sher went to snow city for this particular so called "count down" party for National Day.. haha. the thought of it seems so interesting.. and cool. haha.
yesterday was 8 AUG 08! firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HO SHI TING! haha. stay happy and CUTE always! =DD next, me fish and sher went to snow city for this particular so called "count down" party for National Day.. haha. the thought of it seems so interesting.. and cool. haha.fish and sher in the boots!
us! and im sliding off the seat already!
skiing? or driving? or playing hopscotch? you decide. HAHA.
the lonely night.. where someone is afraid of getting molested..
when is the light going to shine on me again? emo~
pole dancing.. HAHA.
TADAH! her boyfriend..
Winter Wonderland..
US! they actually dont have to bend.. we are the same height..
LOL. i dont know what to say about this picture. HAHA.
SHER and FISH!
she's jealous i can hug lamp post.
we are supposed to DENG each other. but its all laughters.
she wants to laugh alr!
woo~
NEXT! STUDIO 6 and MOS! it was the first time we had this combination! going out together.. haha. this night joanne and ivy drank the most. cos of the game 5 10. haha. its fun just going out crazying like that. haha.
APU and me!
JOANNE and IVY!
me and JOANNE!
TENGY and me! that is my SPECS!
APU singing~ TA SHUO TA HEN AI TA~~~
me extra-ing. HAHA.
TEQUILA SHOT. the colour is not supposed to be like that btw. cos we finished alr den i remembered i forgot to take a picture of it. HAHA. so i just anyhow poured a beer inside.
they like to play with my specs ah. HAHAHA.
@ MOS!
*SMOOCH!*
DUMBASSES.
us! and im sliding off the seat already!
skiing? or driving? or playing hopscotch? you decide. HAHA.
the lonely night.. where someone is afraid of getting molested..
when is the light going to shine on me again? emo~
pole dancing.. HAHA.
TADAH! her boyfriend..
Winter Wonderland..
US! they actually dont have to bend.. we are the same height..
LOL. i dont know what to say about this picture. HAHA.
SHER and FISH!
she's jealous i can hug lamp post.
we are supposed to DENG each other. but its all laughters.
she wants to laugh alr!
woo~
NEXT! STUDIO 6 and MOS! it was the first time we had this combination! going out together.. haha. this night joanne and ivy drank the most. cos of the game 5 10. haha. its fun just going out crazying like that. haha.
APU and me!
JOANNE and IVY!
me and JOANNE!
TENGY and me! that is my SPECS!
APU singing~ TA SHUO TA HEN AI TA~~~
me extra-ing. HAHA.
TEQUILA SHOT. the colour is not supposed to be like that btw. cos we finished alr den i remembered i forgot to take a picture of it. HAHA. so i just anyhow poured a beer inside.
they like to play with my specs ah. HAHAHA.
@ MOS!
*SMOOCH!*
DUMBASSES.
thats all of us to you! =D
what we could have been, 2:26 AM.
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
special entry: to yap.
yap made a surprise visit to cpps the other day! haha. so shock to see him. really. like really ages never see him already ya. im glad things are going on well. especially so many of them are all in army.. well, guys pls take care ya. im still saddened by the case of the sudden death of the guy who went to brunei for training.. reading the gf's blog makes me sad too. i dont know how to explain. but i guess the pain for her is alot. well, ya. = / anyway back to yap. we shld have a gathering with all of them again soon! i want to see how all of them look like now. haha. gonna be so funny seeing all botak heads. haha. =x
okie! back to my normal post. i made myself a pair of specs! basically cos my eye sight getting poorer on the other eye! which used to be perfect! gdi! scary.and the person told me its still not normal for me to be like that. what is wrong with me man. so many problems. sighs. i suddenly have this thinking of whether i will live that long to see my great grandchildren. HAHA. *touches wood*
and oh ya. i think i converted to full time position alr.. firstly, im in need of money. not just normal sum of it. but quite an amount of it. secondly, no harm trying it out.. thirdly, i can still leave anytime when i find another job! haha. =x yawn! i hope this is not going to be stress.. i shall see how it goes.. but working in cp now have been making my temper kinda bad. and i get vexed so easily too. lalala. so im clever but i just lack of discipline and my lateness is a problem too. i wonder what have they said about me. = / i thought my impression to certain people isnt that good as well. i hope i can prove them wrong. though i feel really really stressed and tired. = /
yap made a surprise visit to cpps the other day! haha. so shock to see him. really. like really ages never see him already ya. im glad things are going on well. especially so many of them are all in army.. well, guys pls take care ya. im still saddened by the case of the sudden death of the guy who went to brunei for training.. reading the gf's blog makes me sad too. i dont know how to explain. but i guess the pain for her is alot. well, ya. = / anyway back to yap. we shld have a gathering with all of them again soon! i want to see how all of them look like now. haha. gonna be so funny seeing all botak heads. haha. =x
okie! back to my normal post. i made myself a pair of specs! basically cos my eye sight getting poorer on the other eye! which used to be perfect! gdi! scary.and the person told me its still not normal for me to be like that. what is wrong with me man. so many problems. sighs. i suddenly have this thinking of whether i will live that long to see my great grandchildren. HAHA. *touches wood*
and oh ya. i think i converted to full time position alr.. firstly, im in need of money. not just normal sum of it. but quite an amount of it. secondly, no harm trying it out.. thirdly, i can still leave anytime when i find another job! haha. =x yawn! i hope this is not going to be stress.. i shall see how it goes.. but working in cp now have been making my temper kinda bad. and i get vexed so easily too. lalala. so im clever but i just lack of discipline and my lateness is a problem too. i wonder what have they said about me. = / i thought my impression to certain people isnt that good as well. i hope i can prove them wrong. though i feel really really stressed and tired. = /
what we could have been, 12:26 AM.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
photos taken in jia's phone the other day..
anyway.. firstly, happy birthday to gaston! another friend joining me in 20s. HAHA. gd luck ya! (4th Aug.) i wanted to make it a habit for me to blog everyday! but everyday seems so boring for me! i cant be talking about my work everyday! readers will sleep.. =D
okie. which means. i have to end it here cos its alr 2.36am! and im working am shift. HAHA. XD anyway i cant wait for wednesday and friday! haha! =DD
what we could have been, 2:20 AM.
Monday, August 04, 2008
i dont know what should i blog about but i just have the urge to blog. talking to myself here everyday is making me crazy. one day. haha. today's ms.. and we were supposed to submit our song to laoshi.. i think my song sucks. basically its so weird. and i sang it. so it totally suck. ya. sighs. i though today was going to be my last lesson. but i guess not.. not leaving gives me headache and leaving gives me heartache.. which is better? having a headache ot heartache? laoshi said i could pay school fees at a later time when i have enough money to.. i dont have to worry about the finance part.. at least for now.. hai.
why do bad things have to happen and why does all these spoil the rest of the things? its sad to hear that all the things done in the past did not make a difference and is not a big deal at all. and its sad to know all this have to come to this situation and end. i cant choose the things i want and i cant choose the story line. i guess this is all part of life and ive got to learn to accept it. but why is my life so miserable. but first things first, why do i even have to be bothered by other people's thoughts? i think the answer is all these makes me a me.
ffffff! i blooody hell need to think. i want to catch up with my poly mates. i want to feel in school once again! just one last time! i miss sp life.. =(
why do bad things have to happen and why does all these spoil the rest of the things? its sad to hear that all the things done in the past did not make a difference and is not a big deal at all. and its sad to know all this have to come to this situation and end. i cant choose the things i want and i cant choose the story line. i guess this is all part of life and ive got to learn to accept it. but why is my life so miserable. but first things first, why do i even have to be bothered by other people's thoughts? i think the answer is all these makes me a me.
ffffff! i blooody hell need to think. i want to catch up with my poly mates. i want to feel in school once again! just one last time! i miss sp life.. =(
what we could have been, 1:52 AM.
Saturday, August 02, 2008
2 days ago we celebrated lang's birthday! @vivocity/habourfront centre! before that me and ama met up and went walking and eating all arnd. i love my camera! haha. =p and look! my eyes are sooooooo cool. =x
yes it's just so sweeeet!
the book for langy! i look like im having an autograph session! hahaha.
food from sakae! after playing a game with lang finally we get to eat! haha.
dun have me cos its in lang;s camera! haha.
the happy hapy girl.. =D
and our round of photo taking began... first.. toilet.. with my signature pose.. haha.
look at me and jia. haha. damn funny.
next.. we shift place to the baby room.. and we spent more than 30 min there.. just doing....?
i look like a small kid! hahaha.
langedise posing!
no im not on the toilet bowl.
emo.
again.
jia and her pink!!! shoe..
the crazy girl. HAHAHAHA.
we are siao char bo-s!
i look so short. T.T
but at least im better than her.. HAHA. =x oops.
den we proceed to the rooof top for more present opening!
enjoying herself.
and i love this game! anyone wan to play with me???? =DDD
it was so much fun on that day! haha. i hope langy enjoyed too! and all the best to her new school, new school term, new friends, new environment, new lecturers, new everything! jiayou!
yes it's just so sweeeet!
the book for langy! i look like im having an autograph session! hahaha.
food from sakae! after playing a game with lang finally we get to eat! haha.
dun have me cos its in lang;s camera! haha.
the happy hapy girl.. =D
and our round of photo taking began... first.. toilet.. with my signature pose.. haha.
look at me and jia. haha. damn funny.
next.. we shift place to the baby room.. and we spent more than 30 min there.. just doing....?
i look like a small kid! hahaha.
langedise posing!
no im not on the toilet bowl.
emo.
again.
jia and her pink!!! shoe..
the crazy girl. HAHAHAHA.
we are siao char bo-s!
i look so short. T.T
but at least im better than her.. HAHA. =x oops.
den we proceed to the rooof top for more present opening!
enjoying herself.
and i love this game! anyone wan to play with me???? =DDD
it was so much fun on that day! haha. i hope langy enjoyed too! and all the best to her new school, new school term, new friends, new environment, new lecturers, new everything! jiayou!and! today is the start of the new management, new chop chop card system! kind of fun. haha. but heng ah! im not the one who kept repeating time and again about how this chop chop card is being used.. the beginning is always the toughest.. at least some things are better.. haha. but im still not used to the fact that we have to wear the name tags! man.. but anyway it doesnt seem to affect me.. cos.. hahaha. xp jiayou everyone!
the decision and courage had finally arrived.. i told laoshi about my problems and my thoughts.. im determined.. to make things in my family better, to make things at work better, to make things between me and my friends better.. not that i didnt add in the point of making things in focus music better.. but. i need to salvage the rest of the things in my life now before proceeding with these things.. i've so much to worry about, so much to do.. i need people to understand me.. understand my situation.. if they really cared for me.. i dont ask for people to care for me, i just need people that i love to be there for me. thats all that i need.. it hurts so much to hear what was coming out of her mouth although she might not mean it. that is what i can only tell myself. perhaps i should really move ahead..
maybe i need to explain things and clear things out.. if not i will only make things go worse. anyway. alot of people has been asking me why i am still working in here and not yet leaving.. first things first.. saying that they have not enough staff might be one.. next, will be the place.. i've gotten so used to working in there i find myself being very comfortably settled down. even though all the implementations are up. even though so many things changed. i still like it there. then, is the world outside. yes. im afraid of facing the people i dont know out there. im afraid of having to get myself to fit into a new environment. a job that requires much more than my current one. and maybe.. the people around. the friendly customers, the staffs, the familiar faces and surroundings.. although financially wise it isnt helping much.. but.. on all the other aspects.. at least im happy in here.. im afraid of the history repeating itself.. i dont want things that i see now happening to myself..
i have the sudden feel to grow up and be strong. i need to be thinking. jiayou.
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what we could have been, 2:01 AM.
