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Thursday, November 30, 2006

bball match today was sooooo nice! hahas. sma vs sb. sma won and ya. it was a nice match. got one guy look like my classmate! hahaha. and the next match btwn spsu and cls.. CLS won! hmm. it was a very nice match to watch. my champion bball team, MIT (no doubt.), CSCC and CLS! hah. SPSU SMA also good.. MM also good.. EEE also can.. ahahaha. all can la hor. hahs. all are champions! hah. though our bball team dint make it into top 4, nvm. we performed our best and hehs. i love mit club. =D

today got soccer match also! hah. ended up with draw. starting we lost 2-0. den end of math draw. hah. not bad uh? alot of kicks is almost got in one lor. wasted. haha. but very good liao. considering our player some injured. no. 10 got injured and was 'pulled' out of the field by our ppl. haha. so funny. hmm. we did ok la. the rain keeep coming and stopping. kinda disturbing. haha. =p

next match! when when when??? hahas. cant wait to watch. i wanna play bball. =p

what we could have been, 12:39 AM.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006

finally its over~ talentime today was alright. guess i overtire myself too much. hah. BAHS~ actually came school with jeans and white top. den pang they all say abit sui bian. so make me xin luan den i pulled amy back home to change my bottom. hah. den wore a skirt which i've nv worn before. and its my first time wearing something lidat. feel so weird. hah. but anyway. it was raining when we gt to school in cab. haha. =p den rain stop den start again stop and start. hahas. been walking up and down and all arnd when the event haven start. pass tix, take landyard, practice sing sing, and all sorts of things. performing on stage isnt that scary after all. it jus requires more movement and confidence. cant even see the ppl down the stage. hah. and. the fact dat i have a wonderful partner makes the whole performance an enjoyable one.

& yes, it did rained. i dug for the paper after the event too. and it rests in my wallet now. =x

i am tired too. =.=

what we could have been, 12:05 AM.
Sunday, November 26, 2006

everything jus seems to be wrong. so wrong. ESPECIALLY today. cut myself on my finger, cut myself on my knee, dry food dust hit into my eye, and all the bad things happen..

and i guess this is one of those days of the year that i have to break down and let everything go.. tap water is running and i cant stop it. i jus wanna cry UGLY-ly. (oh. its the dust dat make me cry. ya rite.)

spending makes me feel so much better. i spent on some things today. and i spent 2 hours walking in jp alone. i walked past the shop at basement. and its the first time i dun feel any excitement. i bought a photoframe which i HAD NEVERin my life BOUGHT one before. i bought flowers for my mum. FOR NO REASON. jus feel like it. and of cus. she scolded me for wasting my money. no. her money. i bought tissues. for wad? dunno. i bought chocolates for my dog. and i feel like eating them too.

i wish time can slow down.. so dat i can move slower.. but i wish time can fast forward too.. so i wont get hurt. the pain is starting to come. and is unbearable. tell me, jus wad to do now. @$#@^%$&$#@#! screw my brain, screw my life. i wish time can go back to 10th september. when it haven began.

rain or not to rain. u decide.

what we could have been, 11:33 PM.

i am lazy to blog alr leh~ hahs. probably now i lost the mood to. and. i forgot wad i wan to blog abt. anyway. i change phone alr. not much difference. ya. and ya. monday is talentime liao. dman. i am nervous. and ya. i am. ok.

what we could have been, 1:07 AM.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006

my heart aches.

if only i can be the one doing this too. planning for a surprise to surprise tat special someone. HAHS. but now i am back in ground 1. why do friendster have to have such stupid errors! damn it. make me happy for nothing. BAH~ x( sighs. come on. its only a DREAM. yea? i am tired of making moves each time.

today filming. dint do much filming. time limited. met up with dorinda for website discussion awhile den took some photos and arcade-d abit. den go home. did the prop for our video. seems like i enjoy doing it. burning paper. so fun la. -.- my room stinks cos of that. hah. but i like. Z.

tml's a long and busy day. and i wan to change my phone. see any link there?

what we could have been, 10:59 PM.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006

today after school went to watch cscc vs mm and mit vs cls de match! it was raining quite abit when cscc de match was abt to start. den after a while stop le, some ppl cleaned the floor dry so the match can begin. very soon the match began den although mm won, but overall, cscc did well too. jiayou for upcoming other matches! still got some more to go~ =) can de! hahs.

den was MIT and CLS de match le. exciting match i would say. and i relaly enjoyed watching this match. best match ever. the point difference was so near. sososososososo near! MIT did SUPER well and i am proud of them. ^^ xiang bin~ our fast runner~ he sprint damn fast la! hahs. den hor~ hahahahahaha. (sher~ i shall begin~) at first, me sher and cat came and we stood on that particular spot and watch the match began.. den at first standing over the opp side, MIT is lagging behind by 8 points. den when we stand over another side, the score diff began toclose up and by the end of dunno which quarter, mit and cls draw. den......... hahahaha. came fish and feldy. LOL. next quarter, MIT lost 7 or 8 points. LOL. (=x play play only ah~) den after they left, me sher and cat continues watching. but we still lagging abit. den we decide to repeat our actions. lol. went to toilet, drink water and walk back there stand back that position. LOL. den the score got pulled back! den end of quarter, END OF GAME, DRAW LEH! lol. HOW AMAZING RITE! hahahaha. den cos draw, they were told to play for another 12 minutes. den i think too stress or wad. hmm. we end up losing by 6 points still. BUT. MIT DID SUPER WELL. really. they really did their best and they are already winners. =D hehs.

MIT rocks. good luck for intercons! bball, cball, soccer! jiayou~ =D *ps. fish~ no offence ah~ joking only~ ahah. =x*

wasted. why was i away jus now~ ARGH. i wonder if i am there, will things still be the same? he scored today~ and he did well today too. =p im beginning to enjoy playing bball. maybe not playing it. but jus throwing it into the 'thing'. LOL. wth. ahahaha. i wont go and learn how to play. but like seeing ppl play bball, somehow the rules are kinda known to me alr. hah. this thurs sports club vs mit cball. woohoo. nice match. haven seen any of the soccer match though. mus go see one liao~ =)

what we could have been, 11:40 PM.
Monday, November 20, 2006

suddenly i lost the mood to blog. i am tired. bzzt. why dun adults get sick of quarrelling? BZZZZT. beginning to hate school, hate studying, hate everything. BAH~

will it rain? i hope it rains.

what we could have been, 11:23 PM.
Sunday, November 19, 2006

i kinda forgot i have a blog these few days~ why sia. have a feeling i dunno wad to blog about anymore. hah. but i always still end up with quiet a not short post. LOL. cos its not long. haha.

ytd was pets station staff night. Dinner and Dance. *weird thing is. there is no dance. LOL.* had the karaok comp. and dint shiver as much as i tot i would on stage. i think cos i keeep looking into the tv screen given, hahaha. XD the results for this comp isnt dat nice though. serene (dunno correct spelling or not?) sang very well.. but she dint get 1st.. instead sunny got first. and.. hmm. he dint sing that well. the method of deciding the winner is, by shouting. sunny is from office there one. and there got tonnes of ppl.. of cus. he won. hah. his entertainment value is kidna high also. haha. well, i dint perform well. and i dun like my own performance. lol. BAH.

tml is talentime finals de rehersals le~ gosh. haven decide on wad song to sing with bobo. hah. maybe going klunch tml and go back school for the rehersals at 4pm. hah. can see kfc. WAHAHAHA. =x

i wanna change a PHONE!!!!! my phone die liao la! canot send msgs canot receive msgs! wa lao eh~ =( always tell me phone restricted, sim card registration failed, message sending failed. all shit come out. WT*. i wan a new phone. FASTER. GIVE ME MONEY.

when can i ever post ur name here? imissyou.

what we could have been, 11:40 PM.
Thursday, November 16, 2006

i think my internet connection got some java thing problem. haha. cannot post entries. ytd msn also got problem. cannot receive and send msgs. dunno why. hah.

anyway. xj came my hse and over ytd. we did jelly/agaragar for the HU bazaar. some problems when making. haha. and we ate a number of them. vomiting. haha. too much liao~ testing out response today~ ya.

mercy relief packaging camp is on 24th to 26th. wondering if i shld go. it will be directy the day before talentime finals. dunno if i will be too tired or not. but i feel like going leh. hm. shall see how bahs. if got ppl go den i consider if i wanna go~ hah.

kinda down cos of something. given a choice. which would u choose? some chose the other side. well, dunno if its gonna be a definite answer for all of them. but anyway. think abt it, i also will choose the other choice ba. understanding. this word. hard to keep to it. if i can finally understand it one day~ i would not have a problem le~

what we could have been, 1:43 AM.
Monday, November 13, 2006

been so long since i last blogged. = / my laptop sort of died. tio dunno wad weird virus. damn it lor. BAH. i forgot everything dat happened all these days liao~ seems like a lot of things happen and i cant recall la. lol.

jus got my pay recently and i so wanna spend. =x i jus bought a shorts and an esprit top today~ haha. =x like i am very rich. but no lor. i need to save. but i have alot of things to buy man! =.= tml is practical test for cani liao but i have no 3dmax software to do practical. Z. hah. nvm ba. jus perform on the spot. hahaha. hope i wont get a hard one. =)

this week is MST week and ya everyone seems so busy. even my schedule is kinda packed. seems like i dun have much time for leisure stuff anymore. haha. but i still can shop for awhile if i wan to. haha. depending on if i can squeeze the time out or not. haha. ytd i finished work kinda early den went to walk arnd jp for a while first. haha. its so nice la the feeling. like i haven been shopping for years and years. LOL. xD but really lor. den i saw alot of things dat i wan to buy lor. haha. i wanna spend spend spend. shall update my wish list soon. =)

18th is coming soon! shit. my company is having their dinner and dance on that day. and dunno why this year special got singing contest. each outlet must send 1 representative to sing on that day. they made the decision for me while i am away! die la. i dun dare go on stage. prepares to disappear on the day. WAHAHA. =x ahhhhhh. nvm~ haha.

talentime finals is coming soon too.. excited and nervous. XD die la~ suddenly so much things. lalalala. okie.... mus pluck up my courage. = / BAH~

enuff of updates abt things i've done. well, these few days are kinda boring and contactless. perhaps cos i am so engrossed in the show! wahaha. full house. i noe i kinda slow in watching the show. wahah. its nice la~ wahaha. i love rain can. he damn cute and funny la. lol. last 2 disc and i am finished with the show. so fast.... =( hais. haha. next show gonna see wad? hmmm.

people think i am crazy in such things. seriously i think i am crazy at times too. well, i dunno wads wrong with me. but this is the first time i am experiencing this. and really. i find myself enjoying it and am kinda into it lor. die la. why sia. today is yellow~ hah. = / okie.. nvm. dun say dat liao. AH! i bought ear rings today too! MY FIRST TURTLE EAR RING. wahahha. damn nice la. hees. ^^

and i still miss u so! *&^%$#@!~

what we could have been, 8:39 PM.
Thursday, November 09, 2006

came back from filming at changi le~ hah. so tired can.

ytd went back to school and attend the yr 2 meeting. talked abt alot of stuffs and den meeting ended at arnd 3 plus. den me and amah went off and head down to tampines to meet caiying and the rest of our group mates. journey damn long la. BAH~ den bought food and everything. went to the CHALET~

the house is SUPER big. BUT scary. kinda old the furnitures and the upstairs ah. piang eh. still got baby bed de. -.- scary la. den dun dare go up alone. lol. its VERY dark. waited for nic and jean's fren to come and we started filming at like 11 or 12 plus. hah. kinda late. it was fun acting. we kept laughing and laughing until director emphasize on the time. lol. its super late liao. we filmed all the way till 6 plus in the morning. bathed with amah and slept on the sofa till like 10 plus? den its time to go home. took train and keeeep sleeeeeepingggggg on train. lol. BAH~

reached home and i couldnt fall asleeep. so i watched full house. cos no com use also. and now...... i am supposed to do my assignment! damn. ok ok i go do le! weee. hahaha. =x

i miss you so. =) wonder what is on ur mind.. ah whatever..

what we could have been, 5:14 PM.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006

L! =D cute uh. i find that he looks like the ju-on the boy inside. xp


look at the way he take his phone! style sia. LOL. xD

u shld watch this. =D


what we could have been, 5:33 PM.

i went home just now and i camt back to school. actually intended to stay at home today since i am going to stay out again tml. but. going home and there is no laptop for me to use, is so useless. my sis loaned the laptop to her colleague and i have none to use. so decided to stay out and i am going fish's hse to stay~ hah.

my arms hurt. from the scratching and the SUPERmosquito bite. i dint noe a mosquito bite can make my arms hurt that much. =/ i hope the mosquito dies of high blood pressure or rather food poisoning. *smiles*

e learning week is so unnecessary. although some say its holiday. i feel it makes me even more busy. z. like no more time alr. see. tml i am going to stay overnight at changi dere de one of the bungalow to do filming. heard there are 4 toilets there. goodness shit. haha. like so much we no need wait for so long la. lol. hmm. den its so deep inside and transport is so inconvenient. z. den other than filming tml. i also have spring cleaning of club room and year 2 GM. hmm. gonna be a loooong looong and tired day.. = / i am so tired. actually planned to sleeep jus now. but. assignment, quizzes, EVERYTHING. stopping me from sleeeping! DUH.

weets. sweet dreams. alright. =D xp haha.

what we could have been, 5:15 PM.

holy cows. = / me and bobo de grp got in. and now i feel stressed. hah. =x mus prepare 2 songs and its like omg. hah. thanks for letting us get through. bah. jus go and enjoy this experience bahs. x)

death note is so nice! =D i love L and the beginning. kira. lol. but kira is so bad. killed his own gf. wad kind of bf is this. = / the monster is stupid lorrrrr. look so funny and kinda scary. lol. but the animation of it is great. hah. L is so cute in there la. when he first came out many ppl laughed and some gers even screamed. =.= like wth la. lol. but i dun deny he is really cute. haha. hmm. he loves to snack. hah. and stay up late. and he is clever. =) i cant wait for part 2!!!! i wish i can.. =x hah. hmm. nvm. i was smiling to myself when i came online ytd. till i go sleeep. but at the back was a lil' sad and disappointing too.. = / oh well.. i still cant deny this fact. BAH. i pray.. =x

what we could have been, 10:07 AM.
Thursday, November 02, 2006

am i moving abit too much or wad. sighs. terrible feeeling. and i am so sian of everythingggg. lost mood. BAH~ sighs. can i be busy or something? so i wont go think................................... woshibushi.. = / nvm.

what we could have been, 11:53 PM.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006

today was talentime auditions. haha. i pratically sang throughout the whole day. haha. and i last minute decide to change song sing. haha. den faster memorise. first aud is at 3.40 with jia and amy. hah. we jus sang lor. hah. it was ok la. i guess. =D hah. at least i enjoyed. and no doubt i was nervous. lol. den went to practice with bobo and we sing sing sing all the way till we going to go in. inside. haha. everything went well.... hahahaha. erm. ya. can say that la. i enjoyed this. =D den my solo time. i screwed it up la. haha. i forgot lyrics. hah. but anyway it was weird. hah. xp i think among all 3 i will rate me and bobo de 1st. den 2nd me jia and amy. den last my solo. hahaha. it was a fun experience. haha. =p

KBOX NEXT TIME! =DD wahahaha. tml is FO GM 07/08 le~ so fast. haha. people of MIT club. please come down~ =D

what we could have been, 10:46 PM.

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