Wednesday, May 28, 2008
before i begin my entry, photos time! =DD
dont you guys find this familiar! its a baby snack! and i love it! =DD
baby gerbil! you wouldnt want to know the name.. cos its not creative too. HAHA.
gerbil MOTHER. zZz..
i SOOOOO regret not getting this top too la! ROAR. its gone! AHH!!! but nvm. i look so fat anyway. =x
sooooo cute.. haha.
dont you guys find this familiar! its a baby snack! and i love it! =DD
baby gerbil! you wouldnt want to know the name.. cos its not creative too. HAHA.
gerbil MOTHER. zZz..
i SOOOOO regret not getting this top too la! ROAR. its gone! AHH!!! but nvm. i look so fat anyway. =x
sooooo cute.. haha.
i've just edited my blog again! now seriously i feel very worn out today! i think its because of the constant writing of stocks and so on. walked here and there here and there everwhere. sometimes its good to keep yourself busy. cos at the end of the day, you get 'rewarded' somehow. it still surprises me and makes me smile. however dumb it is. yup.
and oh! im a happy girl today at work because i saw my favourite dog breed! WESTIE! god. this westie is just sooooooo cute i feel like hugging it! and this made me feel like having a westie now! yes! NOW. haha. but fret not. i still love my baobei dogs. the weirdo,but full of emotions, and yet cute ET, short legs but sweet and charming puipui, and the long legs and pretty pocky! hahs.
and!! tomorrow is School of Media And Info-Communications Technology de graduation ceremony le! seriously im NOT excited at all. at least till now.. because i've already thought of not going like weeks ago.. and then.. 2 or 3 days ago, i decided to go again. and i even went to bought my attire for the ceremony basically because...... i forgot lee wont be coming back before 28th. and i lent my attire to her. HAHA. how clever of me. and i have got no covered shoes that are black or dark colured. so.. end up.. all buy.. lucky thing is! now is the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!!! so its all kinda cheap. hah.
talking about GSS, im so excited and tempted to get so much things! just that i need to wait for my money! haha! come on! its the time of the year people.. get up and head down to town! haha. DO NOT start saving money now! get it now or regret later. haha. please dont save your money now and then buy the things after GSS. you know why... =DD
ive so much energy and am so hyper! im looking forward to partying! haha. and june is coming!! wee~ hahaha. =p
and before i go.. special sorry to tengy and andon~ for getting my sickness.. = / take care and get well soon.. =/
what we could have been, 2:19 AM.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i don't know why do i feel so tired. both mentally and physically. i am supposed to feel carefree and happy. but somehow. i did not. it's not because of the separation. but because of something else. i hate myself for doing or feeling what actually happened a year ago. the craziness was over. thank god i got over it at that time. and. can anyone tell me why does it come back again now? and repeat whatever had happened back then? i just want to be a very good friend. your confidant. nothing else. it will be more than enough already. but anyway i guess this won't happen at all because it's just so not meant to be. just so to let you know that no matter what, anytime, anywhere, when your world turns into darkness, i will still be there. but i strongly believe that you world will always be bright. =) take care my friend. =))
and to all my friends out there, my loves.. do not worry about a thing for there will always be brightness in your life.. you know why? because.. with me around, there is always light. HAHA. =x
and! to AMA + gang & CY + gang! when is the chalet huh! i've been waiting till my hair all turn white, teeth all drop, skin all crumpled, eye bags all saggy, ear lops long long, eyes half closed, back 90 degrees hunched, finger nails kp short, bones all protruding! (HAHA.) are we going to have an old ladies party? lol.
give me one reason. just one reason. to forget.
and to all my friends out there, my loves.. do not worry about a thing for there will always be brightness in your life.. you know why? because.. with me around, there is always light. HAHA. =x
and! to AMA + gang & CY + gang! when is the chalet huh! i've been waiting till my hair all turn white, teeth all drop, skin all crumpled, eye bags all saggy, ear lops long long, eyes half closed, back 90 degrees hunched, finger nails kp short, bones all protruding! (HAHA.) are we going to have an old ladies party? lol.
alrights. anyway. its been really so long.. since.. err. last monday? i've been sick since then! it is already ONE WEEK! i miss singing sooooooooooo much! ROAR!
i went to fish's 'aquarium' to stay yesterday.. before that we caught the show, made of honour. man. its such a niceeeee show.. aww. i love it. we decided to watch this show on a last minute basis. becasue.. the tickets were bought at 9.45pm when the show is at 10.05pm. hah. and anyway the stayover was nice as it's been soooo long since i stayed over at a friend's house.. and the feeling is so relaxed and warm. haha! (p.s we slept together on the same bed! HAHA. okie.. sounds so wrong.) and ama! when is ur turn coming?? HAHA.
ive missed the charity show yesterday night.. but i heard from andon that it's very sad.. sighs. and my hp couldnt make any 1900 phone calls. damn it. luckily i can still call at home.. = / seriously i feel so sad for those people who lost their live in this earth quake.. and ifeel even more sad for the thousands of children who lost their family.. we really could not feel what they feel and they have to go through such things when they are still in a young age.. and to think that some china people who is currently in singapore can still be saying things that are so heartless. i mean. they are all from the same country.. don't they feel sad at all? and to those people in china, do not give up hope.. jiayou.. live strong..
give me one reason. just one reason. to forget.
what we could have been, 12:41 AM.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
weee~ i changed my blog skin lohh. (okie.. i have no sense of design and i have no idea of my own and i also have no creativity..) thats y i found this nice skin online. haha. i guess alot of ppl must be using this but no doubt it really is nice. haha.
okay anyway tml is alr the studio lesson and im not yet okie! darn! i hope tml wont be tat bad for me.. T.T there feels like something stucked in my throat but i cant get it out. and my throat feels so dry all the time. i wonder how am i going to survive in studio tml.. rawrrrrr.
i so wanna get myself a digital camera now! hahaha. sudden urge. but there is so much things i need to get! damn it. new havaianas brazil or something too. haha. some good friend of mine who says im a spendthrift asks me if i wan to get it.. haha. and anyway i wanted to get a new one long ago. =x i love having so many casual foot wears! but i cant find a proper foot wear. haha. and oh! i want a pair of birken too. just looking for a nice design dat i will fall in love with immediately. haha. so many things i wan. so little money! dats y i wanna work work work~ =DD
anyway. tengy and lee flewwww to GERMANY loh~~ wish them yi lu shun feng! =))
okay anyway tml is alr the studio lesson and im not yet okie! darn! i hope tml wont be tat bad for me.. T.T there feels like something stucked in my throat but i cant get it out. and my throat feels so dry all the time. i wonder how am i going to survive in studio tml.. rawrrrrr.
i so wanna get myself a digital camera now! hahaha. sudden urge. but there is so much things i need to get! damn it. new havaianas brazil or something too. haha. some good friend of mine who says im a spendthrift asks me if i wan to get it.. haha. and anyway i wanted to get a new one long ago. =x i love having so many casual foot wears! but i cant find a proper foot wear. haha. and oh! i want a pair of birken too. just looking for a nice design dat i will fall in love with immediately. haha. so many things i wan. so little money! dats y i wanna work work work~ =DD
anyway. tengy and lee flewwww to GERMANY loh~~ wish them yi lu shun feng! =))
what we could have been, 1:05 AM.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
i think i have this weird fetish for notebooks. cute, cool and preeetty notebooks! =D i bought 2 again! i know its a waste of money.. but its nice! at least to me? =)) one has a special use, which i hope i will really do it.. the other is for keeping! yeap.
these few days are all late late nights for me.. not exactly late.. just that its bound to be after 12am.. thats all. and i seriously find that even though just hanging out and doing nothing, its rather fun because no matter what im still enjoying myself with the people i love! okok.. i know this sounds so weird.. haha. anyway i went to eat with fish and male fish just now.. over at jalan kayu area..(is it spelt like that?) its said that the pratas there are nice.. and i noticed.. why are all supper food choice pratas?! haha. but i admit it. its kinda nice.. especially the ice cream prata.
i want to get myself a camera! there's so much things i wannna do and i wanna shoot it all down. i shld start saving money and maybe months later i will be able to get one.. yeap yeap.. there is so much things i need to do and ive yet done it..
-pay my phone bill
-sher's rayman rabbit game
-uob card
-GET BETTER! studio is coming again.....
-schedule planner 2008
-proper foot wear
-pack my room
-alot of places!
oh man... sighs..
these few days are all late late nights for me.. not exactly late.. just that its bound to be after 12am.. thats all. and i seriously find that even though just hanging out and doing nothing, its rather fun because no matter what im still enjoying myself with the people i love! okok.. i know this sounds so weird.. haha. anyway i went to eat with fish and male fish just now.. over at jalan kayu area..(is it spelt like that?) its said that the pratas there are nice.. and i noticed.. why are all supper food choice pratas?! haha. but i admit it. its kinda nice.. especially the ice cream prata.
i want to get myself a camera! there's so much things i wannna do and i wanna shoot it all down. i shld start saving money and maybe months later i will be able to get one.. yeap yeap.. there is so much things i need to do and ive yet done it..
-pay my phone bill
-sher's rayman rabbit game
-uob card
-GET BETTER! studio is coming again.....
-schedule planner 2008
-proper foot wear
-pack my room
-alot of places!
oh man... sighs..
what we could have been, 1:25 AM.
Friday, May 16, 2008
oh yah! i passed my BTT!! hahaha. i noe this isnt something to be so happy abt, but having waited sooooo long and booking and cancelling of lessons and tests, finally i took the test and i passed. wahahaha. im so looking forward to the next theory paper. alhtough it seems to me like its sooo hard. i hope i can speed thru this things! and i need to renew my bbdc thingy alr. waste money ah! XD and to all i noe who are in the process of these theory papers.. apple andon joanne fish steffi.. jiayou ah! haha.
i enjoyed my evening tonight. simple. and short, but i really enjoyed it. thanks for making me smile.. =)) and. i felt it. happiness.
PASSED! =DDDDD
laoshi concert day~
this is wad i do when i have not slept in the middle of the night.
look at ET. haha.
just a lot of random photos at one go. yeah. its time to change a blog skin! lalala. =D
i enjoyed my evening tonight. simple. and short, but i really enjoyed it. thanks for making me smile.. =)) and. i felt it. happiness.
us @ double C.. drunkards! haha. days back!
arent they cute?? so sweet.. =D
gerbil baby! =D cute!
the cat under my block!
PASSED! =DDDDD
laoshi concert day~
this is wad i do when i have not slept in the middle of the night.
look at ET. haha.
just a lot of random photos at one go. yeah. its time to change a blog skin! lalala. =D
what we could have been, 1:52 AM.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
woots! today is the first day of cpps opening at 10am! and i just dunno why i can wake up so early. guess wad. i woke up at 7 plus. without any alarm clocks or anyone calling me. its jus like i closed my eye for this while and when i open my eye its alr 7 plus. and! i dun feel tired at all. haha. i even spoke to my mum till 8 plus before i go and bath. guess tengy really worried i will late especially today is the first day. some more so early. called me at 8am and was received by my ENERGETIC(and im really energetic one k.) voice. hahaha. i reached here at 9.28am. darn. so early. and i saw the SURPRISE that 2 pig head left for me. THANKS AH.. it scared me. early in the morning. hahah.
and anyway. mediacorp called me again today. asking me to go for yet another interview. this time round its assistant admin executive if im not wrong? haha. to liase with publishing company, assist in dunno wad and some other alot of misc stuff. but i kind of rejected this. again. maybe i shld be in for something im interested in instead. and anyway. i dun recall myself applying for this position.
went for laoshi's concert a few days back.. 10th may. it was a long long concert.. haha. i was fascinated by laoshi's performance on stage.. his stage presentation and communication skills. haha. although laoshi dint sing much, it was a rather fun night except for a few parts of the concert which even laoshi agreed it was a little... ya. haha. all in all, its great. =)
hmm. jus a few days and things happen so fast and ya. sighs. 13th may. although it happened again, jus like the first time round. maybe this is all jus not meant to be. seriously, im not good enough for you too. and i really dunno how to balance things well. so its best things turn out this way too.. and guess u're sick of it too. given dat im not the one who initiated it. although it hurts, cos the outcome is horrifying and.. unexpected. anyway. i seriously wish u all the best in the future.. take care.
and anyway. due to the weather and my damn bloody sensitive nose, i am having flu alrrrr.... sadddd. haha.
and anyway. mediacorp called me again today. asking me to go for yet another interview. this time round its assistant admin executive if im not wrong? haha. to liase with publishing company, assist in dunno wad and some other alot of misc stuff. but i kind of rejected this. again. maybe i shld be in for something im interested in instead. and anyway. i dun recall myself applying for this position.
went for laoshi's concert a few days back.. 10th may. it was a long long concert.. haha. i was fascinated by laoshi's performance on stage.. his stage presentation and communication skills. haha. although laoshi dint sing much, it was a rather fun night except for a few parts of the concert which even laoshi agreed it was a little... ya. haha. all in all, its great. =)
hmm. jus a few days and things happen so fast and ya. sighs. 13th may. although it happened again, jus like the first time round. maybe this is all jus not meant to be. seriously, im not good enough for you too. and i really dunno how to balance things well. so its best things turn out this way too.. and guess u're sick of it too. given dat im not the one who initiated it. although it hurts, cos the outcome is horrifying and.. unexpected. anyway. i seriously wish u all the best in the future.. take care.
and anyway. due to the weather and my damn bloody sensitive nose, i am having flu alrrrr.... sadddd. haha.
what we could have been, 11:10 AM.
Monday, May 12, 2008
its sad to know how things changed.. where is all the fun and laughter that used to be arnd? hai. seems like everyone is busy with their things and maybe its really time for a change.. life is sooOoOOO SoooOOooo boring. work work work play play play. i need something to spice up my life. an interesting job? an interesting fren? or even an interesting place? haha. recently i chanced upon underwater world's website.. and foudn out that they need to employ ppl. hmmmmmmmm. wahahaha. =x
think think think.
think think think.
what we could have been, 2:32 AM.
Friday, May 09, 2008
was looking through the website fish surfed.. and i decided maybe i can learn from her.. hmmm. regarding? i will announce on monday. haha. anyway i saw a few bouquets of flowers dat are so niceeee. ahah. 
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recently found a few kittens under my block too! but kept by the malay family downstairs.. apu, tengy, commando and me. haha. even fed it wellness pouch food lor! photos later! haha.
different.. so different..
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recently found a few kittens under my block too! but kept by the malay family downstairs.. apu, tengy, commando and me. haha. even fed it wellness pouch food lor! photos later! haha.
different.. so different..
what we could have been, 5:04 PM.
Monday, May 05, 2008
and not forgetting, special loves to my girlfriend FISH! for taking the time to come down and find me and accompany me during work despite being sick! take care girl! much loves. =DD
and anyway, i was late for work again. another uber lateness. god. and i got a punishment for this can. opening hours will be changed to 10am everyday. with effect from 15th may. sighs. so sad. and adding on, a paid order that is taken without checking the stock availability. damn it. and he's so damn pissed with me. ya i noe that. sian. i dun even feel like going to office and attend the meeting anymore. haha. but its a job that needs to be completed. so jus make sure its well done and ive done my part. =)
love the bag you got for me.. thanks so much! loves. =)
and anyway, i was late for work again. another uber lateness. god. and i got a punishment for this can. opening hours will be changed to 10am everyday. with effect from 15th may. sighs. so sad. and adding on, a paid order that is taken without checking the stock availability. damn it. and he's so damn pissed with me. ya i noe that. sian. i dun even feel like going to office and attend the meeting anymore. haha. but its a job that needs to be completed. so jus make sure its well done and ive done my part. =)
love the bag you got for me.. thanks so much! loves. =)
what we could have been, 2:29 AM.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
im TIRED!
& mcnuggets. can anyone explain to me why is the money not here yet??? its 2 months plus alr! omg. if im in need of money, i'll probably jus die there alr.. hah. i wish i could go on a holiday! so sad i cant go with fishie if not i'll be damn happy. sighs. and its such a relaxed place to go to! alright.. the most that i can do now is only to plan the MIT chalet. which now, seems so hard to happen. everyone can only make it on weekends.. and if held on weekdays, all can only come at night. some even going overseas.. see how hard it is? haha.
anyway.. we are back to studio singing once again! all cos of the preparation of the final exams dat we will be going through in like 6 or 7 weeks time! it feels kinda scary. but our seniors say its easy. we shall see about it.. maybe cos im slightly more stupid.. so.. might find it hard. hah. and.. im beginning to detest my voice.. cos.. like wad they say, laoshi tried to change my voice, tried to change my style, but im always the same. but i jus dunno how to change. easier said than done.. haiz. makes me lose my confidence in singing and the morale too. haha. =x 1 month plus left! JIAYOU!
i hate it when it all comes to this happening once again. where is the understanding. im numb. so much more numb than the other time. withdrawn is the word i used the other time round. i tried to make myself step forward again. yes. i did. and i really tried. damn it. and poof. it happens again. im super sick. please tell me im thinking too much, and its not wad u really meant. sarcastism. u said dun say and den last minute say cannot. so confirm alr den tell u. dats basically the reason why i dint tell u. cos u say u dun wan to feel disappointed. 'set aside time for me. not squeeze me in it. do u understand. bye.' i guess i will never forget this line. '..phone low batt i still can call.. amazing..' the things i get is enuff for me to neglect my phone. and my phone is still a few days away to a new bill. damn it. and my sms is over 1400+. outgoing calls is over by hours. hello. come on. can someone pls have some heart and call me. flooding me with tons of sms asking me to reply is not gonna help..
& mcnuggets. can anyone explain to me why is the money not here yet??? its 2 months plus alr! omg. if im in need of money, i'll probably jus die there alr.. hah. i wish i could go on a holiday! so sad i cant go with fishie if not i'll be damn happy. sighs. and its such a relaxed place to go to! alright.. the most that i can do now is only to plan the MIT chalet. which now, seems so hard to happen. everyone can only make it on weekends.. and if held on weekdays, all can only come at night. some even going overseas.. see how hard it is? haha.
anyway.. we are back to studio singing once again! all cos of the preparation of the final exams dat we will be going through in like 6 or 7 weeks time! it feels kinda scary. but our seniors say its easy. we shall see about it.. maybe cos im slightly more stupid.. so.. might find it hard. hah. and.. im beginning to detest my voice.. cos.. like wad they say, laoshi tried to change my voice, tried to change my style, but im always the same. but i jus dunno how to change. easier said than done.. haiz. makes me lose my confidence in singing and the morale too. haha. =x 1 month plus left! JIAYOU!
i hate it when it all comes to this happening once again. where is the understanding. im numb. so much more numb than the other time. withdrawn is the word i used the other time round. i tried to make myself step forward again. yes. i did. and i really tried. damn it. and poof. it happens again. im super sick. please tell me im thinking too much, and its not wad u really meant. sarcastism. u said dun say and den last minute say cannot. so confirm alr den tell u. dats basically the reason why i dint tell u. cos u say u dun wan to feel disappointed. 'set aside time for me. not squeeze me in it. do u understand. bye.' i guess i will never forget this line. '..phone low batt i still can call.. amazing..' the things i get is enuff for me to neglect my phone. and my phone is still a few days away to a new bill. damn it. and my sms is over 1400+. outgoing calls is over by hours. hello. come on. can someone pls have some heart and call me. flooding me with tons of sms asking me to reply is not gonna help..
what we could have been, 3:06 AM.
