Tuesday, September 23, 2008
watched mamma mia with dpd ytd.. its kinda nice show.. u've got to loev music before u watch this show if not i dont think you will enjoy it.. cos it seems like a musical movie.. but its funny and lovely too. laughter and tears. haha. can watch and worth watching.. =) next was bak kut teh at balestier~ damn full! ate alot.. and thanks for treating.. i wont get tired of looking at all the photos there each time i go~ but why cant i find sxz ytd!! =(( or did i remember wrongly.. haha. nvm..
someone?
someone?
what we could have been, 10:32 AM.
Monday, September 22, 2008
i recalled once that laoshi told em about his first impression of me when i first entered music school. he said i seemed to be someone who is very difficult to get near to.. upon hearing that makes me feel like laughing. and then i begin to wonder why do i give people this kind of impression.. i though im very friendly! okie! im shy at times.. but. hey hey.. i am not that scary right.. haha. i want to know what can i do to make things better.. not only in music school but also all the other places and situations.. i dont feel the gap but i never know what the other people is thinking though.. haha. so ive got to control myself loh~ anyway.. there are so many things i want to say. i want to express. but i think im just lack of courage or what. so m i just hiding or is all these things just my illusion? haha. i dont know it myself. =)
its so tiring yet fun. to be learning the body language in the stage performances.. and im beginning to find my own confidence growing and getting less nervous alr.. but maybe for yesterday i was damn nervous cos im so afraid of doing the wrong thing.. but then again.. = / ya.. okie.
its so tiring yet fun. to be learning the body language in the stage performances.. and im beginning to find my own confidence growing and getting less nervous alr.. but maybe for yesterday i was damn nervous cos im so afraid of doing the wrong thing.. but then again.. = / ya.. okie.
what we could have been, 10:40 AM.
Friday, September 19, 2008
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cpg you better be able to make it to my hse the next time! this time round with my sister too! haha. =)) take care of urself! bintan-ing soon~
dpd thanks for the few days back.. haha. i shant mention it here cos its nothing to be proud of. lol. thanks for the company and patience too! hahaha. more to come. =x
i miss fishy girl! =(
this month and next month is a hectic month for me! haha. later! ama here i come.
cpg you better be able to make it to my hse the next time! this time round with my sister too! haha. =)) take care of urself! bintan-ing soon~
dpd thanks for the few days back.. haha. i shant mention it here cos its nothing to be proud of. lol. thanks for the company and patience too! hahaha. more to come. =x
i miss fishy girl! =(
this month and next month is a hectic month for me! haha. later! ama here i come.
what we could have been, 5:51 PM.
3rd time of the month i cant take it! damn! what is happening to me! haha. it seems so weird. but anyway. aiya. it helps me wake up early. very early. for work. and i am ALWAYS very early when after that day. good thing.. but. i get tired after that and i get headaches and backaches too. this come to show my age.. not that little too ya. okie..
i dont believe that is me. and i dont want to find the answer. i dont think that is the case and i dont want it to be that way. haha. okie crap.
im sorry to the people i have been dragging the time with.. i will rush it asap.. give me time k.. nel&ball. sorry sorry..
i dont believe that is me. and i dont want to find the answer. i dont think that is the case and i dont want it to be that way. haha. okie crap.
im sorry to the people i have been dragging the time with.. i will rush it asap.. give me time k.. nel&ball. sorry sorry..
what we could have been, 11:30 AM.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
KNN! :D
knn. knn. to think that my bloody fucking mood is just spoilt like that. damn it. after days of happiness. its just spoilt and destroyed like that. i seriously feel like strangling whowever i see now and slapping everyone and killing all of them. everyone anyone. fuck.
knn. knn. to think that my bloody fucking mood is just spoilt like that. damn it. after days of happiness. its just spoilt and destroyed like that. i seriously feel like strangling whowever i see now and slapping everyone and killing all of them. everyone anyone. fuck.
what we could have been, 8:47 PM.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
they are the reason why i smile. (:
& they are the reason why working is fun. (:
with pooh and friends, the fun and wonder never ends.. (: specially done for my ass-es.
preparing one for the dumbdumbs soon. =p
what we could have been, 2:34 AM.
Friday, September 12, 2008
the fun old poly days! this was taken when i JUST joined SMIT club. so see i so guai.. =x i look so damn bird. hahaha.
sentosa days when im rather riped in the club.. fun fun fun days.. *sighs*
guai right.... ((:
i dont know why are they fascinated by my curry puff. make until so big.
the rest of the photos are too unglam too be shown. =p only for our eyes. hahaha.
so real. so fun. so sweet. so happy. (: hahahahaha. im so into english songs suddenly.. just because i only found out ytd that haoting.com can find english songs too! hahaha. please keep quiet if u alr noe abt it.. i noe i noe.. im stupid. =p
sentosa days when im rather riped in the club.. fun fun fun days.. *sighs*
guai right.... ((:
i dont know why are they fascinated by my curry puff. make until so big.
the rest of the photos are too unglam too be shown. =p only for our eyes. hahaha.
so real. so fun. so sweet. so happy. (: hahahahaha. im so into english songs suddenly.. just because i only found out ytd that haoting.com can find english songs too! hahaha. please keep quiet if u alr noe abt it.. i noe i noe.. im stupid. =p
what we could have been, 11:09 AM.
change of blogskin! =D loves. im into the simple and nice industry now. haha.
i love ecp and wcp! =) and i love yesterday night. haha. simply enjoyable. and fun.
this month for me is going to be a busy and interesting month! omg.. 2 songs to come up with.. and.. dance will be video-ed down by laoshi this coming sunday! die! im so nervous but excited too! ive been making a 'fool' out of myself in shop these few days. walking and dancing and flying and jumping all around. nonono.. ive got to behave.. =x
i got hit in shop today!!!! and i cant hit back cos they have a reason to hit me.. stupid nutripet. im gonna take my revenge one day. just you wait! (lol.)
i love ecp and wcp! =) and i love yesterday night. haha. simply enjoyable. and fun.
this month for me is going to be a busy and interesting month! omg.. 2 songs to come up with.. and.. dance will be video-ed down by laoshi this coming sunday! die! im so nervous but excited too! ive been making a 'fool' out of myself in shop these few days. walking and dancing and flying and jumping all around. nonono.. ive got to behave.. =x
i got hit in shop today!!!! and i cant hit back cos they have a reason to hit me.. stupid nutripet. im gonna take my revenge one day. just you wait! (lol.)
what we could have been, 1:15 AM.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
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i dont see the point of you lying to me.
what we could have been, 1:56 AM.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
suddenly i see so many of my friends happily attached im feel so happy for them. haha. as long as they are happy with the other person, i will be happy for them.
and so suddenly, i feel i love my friends. hahaha. and i miss my family. i wan to go shopping with my mother. HAHAHA. hopefully one day we can go overseas as a family.
this post is sooooo random.
and so suddenly, i feel i love my friends. hahaha. and i miss my family. i wan to go shopping with my mother. HAHAHA. hopefully one day we can go overseas as a family.
this post is sooooo random.
what we could have been, 11:29 AM.
i feel like raining. YES! raining! sighs. but ive got to control. =)
im tired. and im off to sleep. YES. correct. sleep!
im tired. and im off to sleep. YES. correct. sleep!
what we could have been, 12:41 AM.
Thursday, September 04, 2008
sometimes i really wish i might as well just die. haha. i know this sounds ridiculous. but seriously. its probably the only way where i can not bother and be troubled about the things around me. it's hard being in between, it's really hard. friends, family, work, studies, play. maybe there are really alot of things that ive always kept to myself.. not because i dont want anyone to know. its just because i dont know who to tell to. and soemtimes. even the smallest things that after saying out, might turn into a big thing.. just this reason alone.. makes me keep quiet.. i chose to protect all situations. all people. in certain circumstances. i tried to make things better.. i tried to find solutions. i failed in everything. how sad. hah. is this just a small stepping stone i will be encountering? or is this a stone that will block alot of my way in the near future? i hope god can help me get it away.. i wish for someone who can lighten my burdens. my troubles. but it seems i still have to complete this myself. its hard not to relate some things to certain things. cos after all. it all links together. i dont have a good memory. which is why sometimes i end up making people upset too. i dont have a good problem solving mind. which is why i always end up crying first instead of thinking of solutions first. if my life is a board game, i would have thrown the dice so that i will walk past the obstacle and jump through problems after solving them in a glance. and if life is a puzzle, i wish i could fix it to perfection. or even near perfection. even if a piece is missing, i know the piece is not a good one thats why it went missing. even so, my life would still be a perfect piece cos the bad one is not in the picture..
i need strength.
i need strength.
what we could have been, 2:26 AM.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
welcome to pets station! we are actually having this rewards card program now.. for every $30 dat u spend, u will receive 1 chop. so accumulate 5 chops u can redeem a $10 voucher if not, u can accumulate 10 chops for the $30 voucher. =) it is valid for 3 months from the date of issue. 
what we could have been, 1:43 AM.
it's focus time!
what we could have been, 1:24 AM.
