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Saturday, September 30, 2006

today woke up kinda late. haha. around 12 plus nearly 1. haha. and the sky is sooo dark lor. cooked myself some mee to eat and den went online for awhile. den decided dat i am gonna go out. but dunno where to go and do wad. end up made decision and went to catch a movie with yuyu. ROB-B-HOOD. its nice la~ lol. was laughing till i gonna die. despite of my stupid flu. den nearing the end of the show. CRIED lor. -.- z. its so touching can. heh. i dun mind watching it again! wahaha. =p gutianle is so cute xp hahaha. the whole show was 2 hours plus. hah. after the show yuyu rushed off to work and i had no where to go.

remembered i had to get harddisk from sher i went to her hse. den acc her and chatted for awhile. hmmm. girl~ smile okie? =) i miss ur smile~ ^^ den arnd 8 plus i left for home. hah.

what we could have been, 11:02 PM.



i dint see the 'story' in here until nicholas tell me. why superwoman carry a plastic bag one? DABAO fooood back ah? something lidat la. i nearly died laughing. -.- damn. haha.



cyclops @ sentosa-having lunch! more photos coming up! soon! ^^

what we could have been, 12:46 AM.
Friday, September 29, 2006

look at this short.. erm. essay? no. story? no. erm. questions. LOL. its meaningful and nice. =) a fren sent this to me. ^^

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart... if you don't, you might break theirs.

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.. when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger .

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

*What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? ( even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

THE END.

though some i dun understand la. lol. but i find it so nice. haha. okie. next to update abt today~ =)

today after school went to club to have a small and short meeting with hawa to re decide on the stuffs for ADD. den after awhile called here and there, went off to town with ameeee and langgg. hah. walked from PS down to cine, to heeren, to far east. hah. shopped and i spent so much today! damn. bought so much things! lol. if i can tml i take picture post it here. lol. kinda tired today. after the funnnn shopping spreeeee, we went off and i went back to school to find sher they all. den slacked awhile and den left for home! i am so gonna miss MY clubroom. LOL. =p

lalala. everything shall maintain lidat. or even be retreating abit. yeap. ya okie~

what we could have been, 10:52 PM.

weeee!~ i changed blog skin! heh. =p thanks to YAP who did this adidas skin for me! heh. i love it loads. hah. =p

after spending so long editing the blogskin, i am so tired to talk abt today le~ lol. hmm maybe jus a short update. today went to club and see yap partially BOTAK lol. still look the same. energetic. haha. packed the clubroom AGAIN for awhile and truly. i enjoy packing sia! hah. so fun lor. =p den slacked here and there. den went home kinda late. like 9 plus? den walked to convention centre with fish and peiwen. den the stage de side door open sia! first time when open is dunno who see. inside so many ppl. den we both side of people stare here and there BLUR. lol. den second time open is 2 guys! they open to see who isit outside. and... one of them is the KFC guy lor! LOL. xp heh. den third time open is a greeeen hair guy. fake hair one la. stand there BLUR not saying anything. den 4th time open he wave to us. lol. KFCCCCCC KFCCCC. LOL. =x ok dumb. hah.

i am tired loh~ heh. i cant wait for 6th oct. hah. =p and i cant wait for post camp outing. and i cant wait for the outing tml with amee. hah. so long since i last went shopping! weeee~ haha. =p excites.

and btw, i think i will be starting to work next friday. funny uh. fancy starting to work only when schol starts. lol. its @ pets station @ jp. my mum is working there too. hah. =p den i go try out. if i canot handle it with my studies den i stop working. hah. weeee.

alright. i am a happy girl TONIGHT. =p nights! tata. =)

what we could have been, 1:41 AM.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006

today first lesson mumi is at 8am.. and as usual, i woke up late and i missed the lesson~ together with amy, we went for the 2nd lesson~ deui. flash again sia. -.- can die. dun understand wad he trying to say. i think next time mus go class early mus sit infront liao. hah.

after school went to have lunch with amy and fish @ kfc and den went to club. walked here and there everywhere. hah. den slowly, a few left after another few left.. den i stayed in club watch my mvp valentine! hah. =p exciting lor. =p hah. and den. yuyu came to our club room and disturb me lor~ lol. but he funny la. lol. and i still think u look like a ger. =p hah. den after some time he left and i started to 'rearrange' the white board notices and rewrote everything. den packed the clubroom abit and it looks so much neater than before! hah. =p fun. how i wish i can live in club~ = / it feeeels so much cosier than my room! hah. anyway. back to there. was disturbed by the STUPID shawn the whole time. kill him~ haha. but nvm. play play lor~ =p hah.

i am tired. but i wan watch dvd! but i am tired! heng tml lesson at 11am sia. lol. lesson tml till 4. den yap is coming to school find us! hah. so longggg nv see him sia~ jus now he called me and chat abit. ya. thanks for cheering me up and saying all those things to me~ =)

i think i am beginning to feel lesser~ maybe cos these few days also nothing going on~ den ya lor. we'll see as it goes. ya. lalalala.

i love MIT club + room~ =DDDD

what we could have been, 11:27 PM.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006

i found myself daydreaming alot today~ dunno why also. maybe i am jus not in the mood. and like i am kinda sianed by everything. hah. school was ok i guess. not much of stress. at least for NOW. who noes wads gonna come~ hah. well, ya.

today had cani and mumi lesson only. dunno which lecture and vefx de tutorial is cancelled. den went for booth duty for an hour den left for class. mumi lesson not jimmy lorrrr. sad. = / i wan jimmyyyy. is tim r teach lor. though tim r also abit funny la. hah. but i prefer jimmy! tml de 8am lecture also tim r lor! not jimmy! i dun wan go liaooo. lol. i leave hse at 9.30. HAHAHAHA. no la. i not dat bad lor. hah.

am i missing you? i dunno it myself. i feel the answer is yes. but i am uncertain. i feel i shldnt. but i cant help it. is dis jus a mere crush or wad? damn. i hate this type of feeling.

feeling so moodless now~ mus be PMS sia. but haven la. soon i guess. dunno leh. not in the mood to do anything. why so little ppl online~ and onlining is so boring.. someone. entertain me please. whoever can make me smile, i give something. hah. = /

every wonder, somethings dat a person do, even if he does it alot of times, u wont get impressed and u wont be happy by it. however, if its that someone dat u have a special feeling for, no matter wad he do, even if he only SMILED, it can brighten ur day to the fullest and u can be smiling till u drop. rite?

wad a dumb ger i am. = /

what we could have been, 11:39 PM.

i found myself daydreaming alot today~ dunno why also. maybe i am jus not in the mood. and like i am kinda sianed by everything. hah. school was ok i guess. not much of stress. at least for NOW. who noes wads gonna come~ hah. well, ya.

today had cani and mumi lesson only. dunno which lecture and vefx de tutorial is cancelled. den went for booth duty for an hour den left for class. mumi lesson not jimmy lorrrr. sad. = / i wan jimmyyyy. is tim r teach lor. though tim r also abit funny la. hah. but i prefer jimmy! tml de 8am lecture also tim r lor! not jimmy! i dun wan go liaooo. lol. i leave hse at 9.30. HAHAHAHA. no la. i not dat bad lor. hah.

am i missing you? i dunno it myself. i feel the answer is yes. but i am uncertain. i feel i shldnt. but i cant help it. is dis jus a mere crush or wad? damn. i hate this type of feeling.

feeling so moodless now~ mus be PMS sia. but haven la. soon i guess. dunno leh. not in the mood to do anything. why so little ppl online~ and onlining is so boring.. someone. entertain me please. whoever can make me smile, i give something. hah. = /

every wonder, somethings dat a person do, even if he does it alot of times, u wont get impressed and u wont be happy by it. however, if its that someone dat u have a special feeling for, no matter wad he do, even if he only SMILED, it can brighten ur day to the fullest and u can be smiling till u drop. rite?

wad a dumb ger i am. = /

what we could have been, 11:00 PM.
Monday, September 25, 2006

i'm down. =/

dats all.

what we could have been, 2:40 PM.
Sunday, September 24, 2006

i dunno wad to say anymore. hah. now i noe at least a lil abt the thinking the feelings. yes. hah. its time i stop playing. hah. tata! to you.

anyway. ytd i slept in living room~ hah. and i slept at 3 plus. cant fall asleeep. but heng got ppl pei me sms till late late. =) lol. if not i rot man. haha. den ya la. shit. i lazy say abt the things i do today sia. = /

jus wanna say bye~ =x

what we could have been, 11:53 PM.
Saturday, September 23, 2006

tired. parents and bro went to m'sia~ hse now got me sis and bf. tot i am gonna be alone at home today so excited sia. can shout at home no one care. lol. but den aiya. why they here sia. lol. den i like lightbulb lidat. =/

anyway went for the class today and i was so tired la. jump jump jump. haha. dun even noe got help or not. maybe bahs. cos i perspired alot.. hah. den went home bath first. den booked appt for hair cutting. talking abt this. ytd actually wanted to cut one. i called storm hair. first call. i called the sandstorm hair(level 2 @ JP). wrong outlet. they told me to call upstairs. den i called second number. storm hair. TAMPINES. lol. cos i book appt is with alex. my hair stylist. den they ask me call JP. lol. dumb leh. 3last number to call finally got it rite. but. alex is off. and they close shop early. so i went to cut today. but! ALEX IS OFF again. -.- sad. but cos i no more time to go cut. so i asked for no preferred stylist lor. den got cut by donald. hah. kinda cute looking guy. =x den cute finish liao.

den met amy lang and hh. walked arnd shopped for jia pressie. den went over to find jia~ hah. but she super busy la. the ice cream cake we bought for her also DIED. den we threw it away. hah. hmm. = / den while waiting for her, went to 7 11 buy alcohol. den pay money ah. the person asked for my IC. check super long sia. still ask her fren check. den they calculate the year den one of them tell me. u look so young. u look like u are 15 year old. -.- goodness. hah. nvm. ITS GOOOOD TO BE YOUNG. =p den went back to find jia den passed her the pressie and we went home le! =D hah.

today is a bored and low day. why? cos of certain things. that happened to ME only la. yah. hmm, though i seemed normal. lucky now got ppl talk to me. if not i will anyhow think and i think i can die of boredom. = / yah.

sighs. i think after all it is jus a normal *squeezes my palm* ya. hah. i've got to stop alr la. dumbass. lalalalala. i feel so empty.

what we could have been, 11:42 PM.
Friday, September 22, 2006

i typed a whole lot of complains abt life and i deleted it all. dint wan to post it out and let the whole world noe. (exaggerating isnt it?) whatever it is. life jus isnt as great as i tot it was.

i want to go back to the olden days. where all innocence is still there. when i still dunno where i came from. when all my frens go around saying i dun fren u alr. and all that sort of thing. i dun wan to be facing all these problems when i am alr grown up. (or am i still young?)

seriously i feel myself falling for it already. but i noe i cant. and i shldnt. please. come on. everyone who noes this noes i shldnt and i canot. but. u noe things in life are all unpredictable. some tell me relationships are fragile. but i noe some think otherwise. if one party is loyal to the other half. it is gonna be a goood ending. i wan a happy life. one tat i wake up to every morning thinking abt it and i will smile. i wan to be looking forward to everyday. but i am not now. i wake up every morning feeling bored. and i always have nothing to do, dunno who to think abt dunno who to contact, dunno who can acc me the whole day and keeping me happy. yes. i probably have someone in mind. but no. i canot have. (maybe some of u is confused by me alr) alright. i am dumb. ya. i missed those golden moments. once in a life time moment. bring it back. come on~

i am waiting now too. till a few hours later. i crave for that moment. i wish it will be the same always, or even better. i wish it will never end. never ever end. never.

okie. now to proper blogging. came back from chalet alr. it was a fun one. all of us enjoyed it alot and i think amy is the most happiest of all. =) hope u enjoyed ur bday celebration and somehow 'surprise' we prepared for u. u're officially 18. =) MOS is waiting for us! i want to go~ hah. anyway. chalet crossed so fast dat i dint even noe its the last day alr. = / we stayed in our HOUSE most of the time. and we played card games and murderer games. loser drinks. EXCEPT for amy. hah. she can only drink pepsi twist yakult 7up etc. lol. hmm. first night we alr play. and loser drinks vodka mix. being the dumb one. i lost a number of times nearing the end. and the game requires loser to drink and den mix the next cup. for the next loser. i think i mix 2 or 3 for myself. -.- den cos before that ate too full. laksa. den i drank quite some amount. and i went to vomit. =.= i was the first to sleep dat night. the bed is simply too nice.

next day we went to town. got amy her bday present. hah. den we went walking arnd. i guess this is the time when me and jia got high and went around talking in weird languages. hah. they wan to beat me lor. = / lol. den we went back to pasir ris. oh yah. b4 dat when we took train to city hall, we played game. guess how long will we reach. den the person that has the furthest time loses and have to drink mix vodka by the one who has the nearest time. i guessed 32 min and the time taken to reach there is only like 25. bren won lor. den ya la i had to drink lor. -.- anyway. me and jia bluff amee den we go buy cake for her. den asked shawn to help us surprise her. hah. den cut cake eat cake. =) fun. den we played the games again. of cus other than games. we went out walking NEAR the beach. den we watched STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN too! watch and watch and we are still so high. hahahaha. den second night i slept at 6 plus in the morning. hah.

blah. =p hahahha. no need talk abt the back details as i noe can liao la. =p haha. not in the mood to continue typing alr. hah. well. i am waiting~ hah. tick tock tick tock. i xian mu those fortunate gers. treasure everything around u! =D and. fight for your happiness.

okie. here's a quiz. tagged by xm.

1. Single, taken or crushing?
CRUSHING MEANS WAD? GOT CRUSH AH. YA I GOT. LOL.

2. Are you happy with your life right now?
NOT REALLY. ACTUALLY NO LA.

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love fast?
HMM. KINDA. DEPENDING ON HOW THE OPP IS REACTING.

4. Have you ever been heart-broken?
OF CUS MAN. I AM LIKE ALWAYS HEART BROKEN? LOL.

5. Do you believe that in some circumstances cheating is acceptable?
DAT WILL DEPEND ON WAD THE CASE IS.

6. Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you?
DEPENDS BAHS.

7. Have you ever talked about marriage with someone else before?
I THINK SO? HAH. FORGET LE LEH.

8. Do you want children?
HMM. MAYBE BAHS. I DUN WAN TO THINK ABT THE FUTURE NOW~

9. How many?
IF REALLY, MAYBE AT MOST 2? YAH.

10. Would you ever consider adoption?
NOOOO. = / PAINFUL. HAH.

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know?
JUS TELL ME LA. BUT I THINK DUN TELL ME TO THE FACE. SMS OR MSN BETTER. BUT ITS NOT POSSIBLE. =)

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
DEPENDING ON THE OTHER HALF. HAH.

13. Be honest, what is the furthest thing you and ur ex did?
DO U HAVE A NEED TO NOE?

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
YEAH I GUESS. HAHA.

15. Are you romantic?
DUN THINK SO? LOL. =P

16. Do you believe that you can change someone?
YES~ =P

17. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
A CHURCH IN PARIS. BUT HARD LA. NO $$ AND NO PARTNER. LOL.

18. Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
DEPENDS ON WHO IS IT. IF ITS SOMEONE I CARE ALOT. I WILL.

19. Do you have feeling for someone right now?
I THINK SO LEH~ = /

20. Have you ever wished that you've someone but you messed it up?
MESSED IT UP? I DUN EVEN HAVE THE CHANCE TO MESS IT UP YET. LOL.

21. Have you ever broken a heart?
ERM. I GUESS SO. YAH.

22. If one day your best friend fall in love with the person you're deeply in love with. What would you do?
I.. DUNNO. HAHA. GIVE ME THIS SITUATION SO I WILL NOE WAD I WILL TYPE HERE. =)

23. Are you missing someone right now?
YES~ SERIOUSLY. = /

24. Now you have to find 5 ppl to do this survey in their blog and pass it on!
AMEE
XUEJIA
FISH
LANG
PANG

what we could have been, 6:49 PM.
Monday, September 18, 2006

hmm. will be going for CHALET tml le! ^^ weee. so excited. haha. =p aha.

anyways. a good news! ytd was my first time to buy 4d~ dint noe wad number to buy, my mum wrote numbers for me to buy. one of which is my IC num. the person still check my ic and ask if i am cross the legal age. hah. i knew they would check so i brought my ic along with me. lol. den later that night~ i check the results! my ic num got in 3rd prize! goodness gracious! hah. and guess wad. won $1000. hah! *dances around* but cos is my mum say wan buy one, so she takes the money. haha. and i say cos its my ic num and i buy one, i get some. =p i took $200. hah. lalalala. i bought a pair of braziliano praia le! lol. lalala. blue and white de. heh. =p hahaha. =x

DIEitsgettingdeepimeltedLOLwahahahahmissingthedays

what we could have been, 10:05 PM.
Sunday, September 17, 2006

i felt abit down. but maybe its a good thing that i noe. hah. at least i know it earlier. its always better than later. hah. if not will be worse. lol. i enjoyed all the things done and i am thankful it all happened and is happening. haha. well, kepp it up! ^^

today went out and develop some photos. den went to the frontier @ pioneer see mama in the aerobics class. thinking of joining. its so fun. haha. i think i going for the next lesson. =p hahhahaha. den can start my JFE also. =p haha. den after that met up with my niangzi and we went to town. den walked arnd. we went to buy inside inside, haha. den walked to cine to eat ljs. i dunno one month eat how many times man. =p but i like leh. hahahaha. den walk walk arnd we went to heeren. den i decided to pierce another ear hole. finally. haha. den piang! one hole on my left ear. it hurts la. lol. ok la. after sometime jiu ok le. lol. den walked to far east shop shop. den walked to wisma and ngee ann city. den went home le~ niangzi is sick! take care okie. dun fall sick! chalet is coming! drink loads of water yea? =)

i cant help it~ i think i fell into it. =p but this helped me out of the DEEEEP hole. ^^ thanks alot. =)

what we could have been, 12:58 AM.
Thursday, September 14, 2006

people! -wassup- i am back from ICE camp le! ^^ weeee. haha.

i cant really recall the things and games we did cos there are simply too many games that we played throughout the 4 days. first day we assembled at 4pm, den we played a number of ice breaking games and den as usual forfeits is confirm have one~ den dunno play which games and ya la. i admit i am stupid la. so i tio alot of forfeit lor. like for 3 games i all dio. -.- dumb uh. den did dance and all those things. hah. den we are separated into grps. at first i am in titans~ but someone came and took me away and placed me in cyclops. =) den going to bunks and packing of the room began. den went off to gather and we started playing station games. play till like 3 plus 4 plus midnight and we went to sleeeep~ eh one of the games i remember and liked is the human alphabets one. being the one chosen to look at wad my team is trying to form, (cos i am blur~ they say. LOL) its fun figuring out wad word they are trying to fix. ok den we went off to bath at that time ans slept till like 8 plus.

second day is amazing race @ sentosa! fun but tiring. and the weather is very hot. we have to find our way around sentosa and ya. all of us were so tired we dint tok much. hah. den play till last station den we went to shower and den took bus back to school le~ slept on the bus cos i was super tired. haha. den reached school rested den we have station games! the territories game. the invasion of the haunted mansion i think. kinda tiring game. but abit lame ah. haha. den i was stationed at one of the base to look after it la. hah. there ah. no grps come and fight our territory one. lol. den i slack there tok to sher shaojie and my team mate. =) den finished le that night we slept earlier than the night before.

woke up at 8 plus and den we played station games again~ and i think this is the day when we got real high and we started all the cheers and everything. hah. first 2 days of the camp~ we are quiet and low. lol. den 3rd day moral boosted up haha. den played played played and den its performance time! we put up a skit of 3 little pigs and the mud riding hood! haha. den its a horny and funny version where ryan is our mud riding hood. and gaston is the wolf. they are the more funny ones in the show la supposed to be anyway. ya. lol. den manyu and matthias and jiawen are the pigs. haha. den jinzhao is the grandmother whereas me ru yi and alternative changing ppl are the wall. lol. den you wei is the narrator i think. sorry still not quite sure of their names! =x i mean only the 2 guys. hah. well den after dat played a game for a while den sang songs while holding on to each other. den after that is nightwalk! hah. dunno why this time i dun feel the sense of fear in me like that time prep camp. hah. we were taken to fc1. 2 routes were set and for our group, we went the yellow way. following yellow light straws. partnered with gaston, wont feel much fear also la. he kept toking to me on the way and kept assuring me there is nothing one. all is fake one all these. haha. den scare points we both jump abit. haha. i think is we walk very fast den we could see the previous 2 pairs infront of us. hah. den the funny part was. the staffroom at SB building. got one dunno wad thing. den he stopped us cos we were too fast. but we tot he is purposely block us so we pushed him away and continued walking. den he said seriously... stop.. haha. =x den he said follow me. so we followed him den gaston stepped on his 'cape' and the who said chicken... lol. anyway. this nightwalk was a long one but not dat scary one. hah. thanks to my partner i am not dat scared. =p after nigtwalk is alr like 6 plus in the morning den we went to bath and slept.

woke up at 10 plus washed up and gathered for breakfast. had a telematch which is exciting la. lol. however i fell lol. got blue black on my leg. lol. den after dat taking of photos exchanging of numbers den sing song all these. den went to kfc eat with a grp of them. =) den went back to club to slack. den slack till 7 plus lidat i fell asleeep in club. hah. den 8 plus went home lor. ya.

now~ fish is at my hse. hahaha. ok la. i tired le~ heh. continue tml~ whoosh.

what we could have been, 10:44 PM.
Sunday, September 10, 2006

ppl~ i am going off for yet any camp tml~ hah. like how fast was it man. i dun dare wear shorts leh. my legs are SUPER UGLY from sand fly bites. screw them. hmm. dun care la. -.- like anyone is gonna care. haha. well den again, going to a camp as camper makes me kinda excited. hah. NIGHTWALKKKKKKKKKKKK. wadever. ahaha.

anyway today went for proj superstar aud. haha. and yeah~ i dint got in. ^^ lol. relieved yea. my voice is shit even when i am not having flu or wad. so its the same. i wont get in. lol. after dat went town and caught movie with bs matthias and alan(?). yah. the show ah. nice is ok la not bad. but i almost fell asleeeep. hahahaha. = / so after the movie i have to leave le lor. blah. hah.

oh yah! yap called when i was bathing and he commplained he is almost dead by today. FIRST day of PT. lol. did alot of things he said. haha. pull ups and all the shit things. hmm. and he say he miss all of us lor! hhahahaha. =) we miss u too la. and alvin too. hmm. hope u 2 come out alive. better call us the moment u come out okie! haha. =)

what we could have been, 11:14 PM.
Saturday, September 09, 2006

u explain to me why is this still happening?! tmd.

i am lazy to blog abt things that happen today. i jus feeel weird now. hai. why am i still lidat?! f. i jus wanna forget and stay bloody happy. its such a tough request. and the process to recovery is so long and xin ku. -.- dumb.

dumbie dumb dumb.

what we could have been, 11:37 PM.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006

clubroom shifting i dint help out much today. or shld i say i nv help? = / went off to did somethings after awhile and was feeeling super more sick when i am out. haha. -.- since i cant be of much help in clubroom might as well i go help do something that is out of club. =) hope yap n alvin like wad we gave them. =) mus being into army okie. hah. good luck on your enlistment and take care! =) gonna miss all of u 2 de craps and everything. = /

what we could have been, 9:44 PM.

im in lurve with jay chou once again! =DDDDD

hah. the song playing in my blog is one of his new song~ tui hou. =) its nice~ i fell for it the moment i listened to it for the first time. =) lalala.

i am feelign slightly better already. but still abit -.- ya. ytd night woke up like 13135476547354 times to go to the toilet and take tissue paper. sneeze till my ears are blocked and so are my nose.(duh.) long time since i last felt so sick. ~!@#$%^&

was wondering if i wanna go and take part in the project superstar. its open auditions i think. scary leh. maybe i will jus go down and take a look at the contestants. its so gonna be packed with ppl. = / anyone wants to go with me go see? lol.

anyway. here's a quiz to do. found it fren's blog. =))

001. Real Name – qiuhui
002. Nickname – qiu/stupid/fishball
003. Single or taken - single
004. Zodiac Sign - dragonnn
005. Male or Female -female
006. Elementary School – gmps
007. Ipod - -
008. How many buddies on your list - ?
009. friendster name - qiu (i think.)
010. Hair Color – half golden half black.
012. Hair Long or Short – long bahs.
014. Eye Color – dark brown/black?
015. Are you health freak – i always fall sick.
016. Height – last measured in sec 4: 154.(pathetic.)
017. Do you have a crush on someone – urms. not sure.
018. Do you like yourself – sometimes. hah. =p
019. Braces? – nope.
020. Think you're awesome? – YES. lol. =x
021. Piercings – ears.
022. Tattoo – nope.

Your 'Firsts'

024. Surgery – nil.
025. First piercing – ears lor.
026. First best friend – wa. i forget liao la.
027. First Award – -.- like i remember?
028. First Sport You Joined – badminton.
029. First pet – alamak. i think is dog ba.
030. First vacation – cant remember.
031. First Concert – emil chau?
032. First love – urms. sec 2 i think.

Favorites

033. Favorite movie – my sassy girl! so cute. =)
034. Favorite tv show – too many to name!
035. Color – black white pink blue green orange and many. =x
036. Music – chinese pop and some eng. =)
039. Drink – chrysanthemum tea
040. Body part not on the face – har. none. lol.
041. Cartoon – spongebob squarepants. =D
042. Favorite piece of clothing – anything that covers me. =D
043. Brand Of Clothing – ADIDAS! lol. no preference.
044. What do you sleep with – my jacket. my bolster my pillow my blanket.
045. Favorite School – SP! =D
046. Favorite Animal(s) – dogggg.
047. Favorite Book – erm. = /
048. Favorite Magazine – seventeen, cleo, teenage, teens. =x
049. Eating – urms. alot. i dun care abt food. =D
050. I'm drinking – swallowing saliva
052. I'm about to – eat medicine.
053. Listening to – JAY CHOU - TUI HOU! =D
055. Waiting For – time to pass so i can go out.
056. Watching – eh? PC screen la. -.-
057. Wearing – i only look innocent shirt and white shorts. =D

Your Future

058. Want Kids – maybe.
059. Want to Get Married – erms. maybe.
60. Careers in Mind – singerrrr~ =x i noe i cant. hah.

Which is better with the Opposite Gender

068. Lips or Eyes – eyes.
069. Hugs or Kisses – hugs.
070. Shorter or Taller – taller.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous – abit of both.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms – -.- lol. arms. =D
074. Sensitive or Loud – erm. dun wan both. =.=
.075. Hook-up or Relationship – hmm.
076. Sweet or Caring – both. =D
077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant – trouble maker!! LOL.

Have you ever

078. Kissed a Stranger – nah.
079. Drank bubbles – O.o?
080. Lost glasses/contacts – ya.
081. Ran Away From Home – erm. yeap.
082. Broken a bone – yeap. last finger.
083. Got an X-ray – yeap. last finger.
084. Broken Someone's Heart – yeah.
086. Turned Someone Down – yeah.
087. Cried When Someone Died – of cus.
088. Cried at school – yeah.

Do You Believe In

089. God – hmm. yea.
090. Miracles – maybe.
091. Love at first sight – yeah.
093. Aliens – nooo.
094. Magic – hah. its nice to look at though. =p
095. Heaven – erm. hah.
096. Santa Claus – nope.
097. Sex on the first date – nope.
097. Kissing on the first date - erm. maybe.
099. Angels – = /

Answer Truthfully

100. Is There someone You Want To be with right now? yes.

Name twenty people you can think of right now. Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose five people to do this.

1. amee
2. xuejia
3. huiling
4. nicolette
5. shuping
6. brenden
7. siyu
8. shermian
9. candy
10. tc
11. SQ
12. yap
13. mark
14. weisheng
15. boonseng
16. james
17. shiting
18. huimin
19. yahmei
20. leroy

How did you meet #14(weisheng)? boon lay sec 3e8!
What would you do if you didn't meet #1(amee)? i would be short of a niangzi.
What if #9(candy) and #20(leroy) dated? urms. abit no link leh. lol.
Would #6(brenden) and #17(shiting) make a good couple? alamak. lol.
Describe #3(huiling). crazy over ksw! known as LANG. =D
#8(shermian) attractive? of cus. =DD
Describe #7(siyu). a dead fish dat appears to be alive. =x
Know of any #12(yap) family members? nope.
What would you do if #18(huimin) confesses to you that he likes you? she alr did. =x
What language does #15(boonseng) speak? eh? lol. eng chinese hokkien? lol. i duno~
Who is #9(candy) going out with? jeremy.
How old is #16(james) ? 19.
When is the last time you spoke to #13(mark) ? ytd online. =)
Who is #2's(xuejia) favourite band/singer? erms. lol. alot leh she. WANGLEEHOM.
Would you ever date #4(nicolette) ? maybe yes if she is less pervertic. =p
Would you ever date #1(amee) ? i am dating her now. LOL.
Is #19(yahmei) single? i think so?
What's #10's(tc) last name? ooi.
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11(SQ) ? lol. he's too goood to be mine. =x
School of #3(huiling) ? SP.
Where does #6(brenden) live? chinese garden there.
What's your fave thing about #5(shuping) ? can sleeep so long w/o waking up.
Have you seen #2(xuejia) naked? she will scream. LOL. but i would love to. LOL.

Okay, here's five UNLUCKY people to do this survey.

amee
siyu
shermian
xuejia
kim


i am bored. =) alright. finally i am done. ok. bye.

what we could have been, 10:32 AM.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006

qiu is sick~ slight fever, flu, sore throat.

i hate this feeling~ =( heal me fast.. anyway thanks ppl for ur care and concern~ especially niangzi, jia and pres. now my nose smells of the med. hah.

tml is clubroom shifting day~ i dunno if i can be fit enough to go and help out~ i hope i can.. =) gotta rest properly tonight. will be sleeeping in the living room today~ yeap. our new clubroom is looking great. the floor~ is so nice~ hah. although it looks kinda dull with the dull orange wall. the wall is so might stronger than the previous one now. hah. can anyhow knock liao. =x

alright. i gonna do abit of the proj and i am gonna go rest le~ yeap.

wish everyone arnd me is happy. smile =)

what we could have been, 10:35 PM.

pictures time again! photos speak so much more than words. =)























ubin photos! and LTC ones. =)

what we could have been, 12:11 AM.
Monday, September 04, 2006

went to IMM to see my dear kwon sang woo ytd! reached there late and he was alr there~ and its so packed with ppl. wanted to squeeze in but dint wan to leave amy outside alone so jus stood outside and wait. den only can hear abit of his voice but the way he tok in english is so omg cute. =x and den when he finally leave, i saw his back and he turned to bow to everyone and waved goodbye. my goodness. he is so handsome can. lalalala. =p den he left le~ sads. he left le~ today at MS. but i not going i think. got to do project. lol. wondering wad project isit? lol. its our website. client wants it to be done and handed in by this week. gotta rush through alr.

i am so broke recently. wad did i buy? i duuno. ahah. like i spend so much but i dunno wad i spend on. ubin for so long how come i still can spend? = / maybe its only 4 days idint spend. but life at ubin sems long each day. hah. ya. i've got some business to do tonight! haha. shall see how. yeap. =)

my fren asked me. have u gotten over? i confidently said. yah. did i? have i? i guess so. though sometimes i still daydream abt the past. hah. well, its all officially over! =D lol. now, life rocks cos of my dear frens. =) weeee. dumbass.

picture time!







=)

what we could have been, 9:25 AM.
Sunday, September 03, 2006

back from ubinnnn! alr. it was a tiring but fun camp. it isnt a leisure camp which most of the campers came to realise after the first 2 days of camp. the weather isnt that gooood throughout. first day reached and it was super sunny for like awhile and after that it began to rain very heavily when we are still setting up our sleeeeping area. campers went for first activity of the day and we are still struggling with the thing when they finished their game. the building of the canals to direct water down the sea was fun. hah. it was tired shit work.

the 2nd day reached and it was still raining. and it stopped and rained stopped and rained. did some firewoods stuff and stupidly, theres a splinter in my finger. lol. doesnt matter since coming to this camp this type of thigns will happen.

anyway alot of tekan session was seen during the period of 4 days and i thought of wad we GLs went through during prep camp. hah. memories. no eyes see them kana tekan. and one thing i earned from this camp is. the sand flies there is an asshole. lol. my whole legs had over 30 bites from them! damn it. and i am itching like hell now. -.- cant scratch it also lor!

went back to school on the last day den me and fish ENJOYEDDDD the bath for very longggg. its so shuang can. 3 days never bath den when finally can bath. woo. so niceee. fish was so high during bath she kept singing and laughing and shouting. lol. well, camp was fun. except for the damn bites.

thanks to all those that made this camp a happening and fun and successful one. =) its been alot of fun handling this camp with all of you. =)

time made alot of things happen and changed alot of things. i dunno abt my own thinking and i hope it isnt true. i dun wan anything to develop and i dun wan to be in this type of shit again. i hope it is jus a mere.. ya. and it will be gone. take care.

what we could have been, 2:09 PM.

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