today's mother fish's birthday! haha. happy birthday! xD

and tomorrow is my mother's birthday! happy birthday lao ma zi! we celebrated it today.. went to farmart and eat. forgot to take pics of the place. but anyway for ppl who dunno this place, its in cck area.. near qian hu fish farm there. yup. we had ice cream cake later at home too! and today is the 1st time im sitting in a car my mum's driving.. hahaha. i can totally understand my father's feeling. HAHA. gawd. we went like so many rounds. sight seeing in cck. =x haha. anyway seeing her drive really makes me feel like driving la. faster faster! =DD







the 2 dogs is damn cute. especially the french bull! loves! haha. =X

april is coming to an end! it feels like the month just started a few days ago. i've got to admit that time is really passing so fast.

anyway, arnd 1 week back, i went for another interview in mediacorp. chinese drama department. as the production assistant. having known the job of a production assistant is going to be tough and hectic, i decided to try it out still, by attending the interview session. initially i was very happy when i received their call, asking me down for an interview. and at least i know this is a job that i would rather be working as than the wardrobe officer. when interviewed, i got to know how tough this job really is. is so much more than i expected. perhaps too much more. its really going to be very tedious and stressful. and i jolly well know that i cant cope with ALOT of stress. and after what laoshi told me about the production assistants he've seen, the amount of work, the amount of scoldings and stuffs, i've decided this really isn't what i wanted. so i practically forgotten about it as i have this feeling i won't get this job either. not until...... monday. the interviewer called me up. and asked if im still interested in this job. i knew it! i got the job. (maybe because everyone who came for interview rejected this post immediately, whereas i am the only one who told her ya i am okie with it and i am interested.) but anyway. when she called up i rejected the job. ya. and now i've to start looking for another job again.. awww. jiayou! =D

its bad. real bad. i know things is turning even more bad than usual. ya its my bad that i keep working.. no i'm not a workaholic. i just need to keep my income higher. yes there isn't much time left. i know it. if one whole day is so hard to get, why not cherish that hours? im sorry i cant make you happy.

23rd april - qian hu fish farm and night safari visit!
visit alan's blog to read abt it..

and anyway, i've passed my evaluation for basic theory.. waiting for my btt now.. hope i will pass at one attempt.. i'm looking forward to driving. make it quick..

i jus caught 'funny games' a few hours ago. and trust me. this movie is the worse movie ive seen so far. even more worse than cloverfield. hah. its very draggy, its not happening enough, things dat are the at least the simplest dat shld be filmed are not in.. and ya. overall it jus sucks. and the show is still so long. gawd. good thing is i dint fall asleep. oh and ya. the music is bad too. = /

tml is the first day of school! and its the first time i am not sian abt it! cos.. im no longer in SP! i mean. im still part of SP. but im not a student there anymore! haha. however, i miss the feeling of being in school~ haha. sitting in fc6 looking at ppl walk pass me all the time. analyzing ppl and stuff. haha. its fun! so...... tml i am still going back! hah. for the sake of the fc! my vege stall auntie! the tasty fattening drumlets! the atmosphere. haha. if possible catch up with some of the lecturers too! haha. i miss too much frens alr. hard to get all of them out.. so slowly la huh. one by one. =x and anyway. we will be going to serangoon area to rent our graduation uniform tml.. it cost like 80+ to rent that uniform. god. so ex can. but one year once. can try ba.. T.T

im lacking of sleep, im lacking of time, im lacking of money, im lacking of energy. haha. have been working almost everyday for money.. haha. but i sleep like a few hours each day.. i have to meet up with so many ppl! cant list them all. i missed out so much fun with them.

anyway. changing a job seems to be a must for me now.. but den again.. i am hesistating.. = /

zuo ren zhen nan.. yao zuo ge hao ren geng nan..

its alr 3.32am. and im still here online.. blogging. haha. i noe im a lil tired. so i will jus make this a quick one and im going to 'bed'. actually i guess im not any better than any of them. it jus makes me one of the kind. i dunno how not to get scolding. hah. ya. by doing the right thing. and it will be perfectly okie.. but it seems like i always end up making ppl pissed off.. haha. its not something i shld be proud of but something dat i shld really reflect on.. i need to be more firm, patient and positive! haha. this entry sounds so self-reflective. but anyway, its kinda random.

what is wrong with me?

yoohoo! i dont understand why after poly life is so stressed up and different. i dont want get into the working industry! at least not for now.. okie.. basically now i am given this choice to actually continue to work in pets station.. but. in the office. which means. i have to convert to being a full timer and do the same work like the ppl in office. 6 days week i guess. and den its so quiet in there....... i wanted to do part time. but i do not know if this is possible as it seems like i will cause some trouble if i were to be in part time. sighs. i still prefer working in CPPS. dats y i wanna do both part time. cant this be done? i still have time to consider i guess. i hope i can convince them to wat i really feel.




btwwwww....... ive cut my hair! haha. seems like my fringe is a lil too short. but its ok. my fringe grow uber fast and i dunno why this dont apply to the back of my hair. its like so many years alr. haha.

this is hours later. the result tat i wanna get! haha.

me n apple in genting outdoor theme park toilet.the 3 of us.trying to act like models. HAHAH.

i dint upload all genting photos. cos its uploading so slowly.. haha. anyway. ya. thats all for today! =D

nearly a month since i last blogged.. actually ive logged in alot of times. but i always neglect it. and end up not updating anything. maybe i shld have paid more attention to it.. maybe i shld have widen my point of view. ive never been this numb before.. probably this is even more numb than the pain on my legs. (p.s. i always get blisters when i wear covered shoes. but wad to do. i need to wear one to music school! XD) actually the feeling of loitering arnd isnt as great as wad i tot it was. it feels so lonely. so lost. there isnt any aim as to wad to do. that is probably why i hate to make decisions last minute too. especially in a rush and when i dun have the mood to. so whenever i tot of places i wan to go, i will go. probably alone or not. the next place i wan to head to is the changi airport terminal 3. i regret not going there when i sent nelson off at terminal 1 dat day. ugh. shld have really went! but i doubt i will get to go so soon.. work is making my head spin.. and many things dat i need to put into consideration.. its hard. the second place i wish i could go is overseas. anywhere. jus out of singapore. i miss the genting trip i went the other time. with my colleagues. although there isnt anything to do. but the feeling is jus so great. relaxed.

u asked for time.. i give it to u.. u explained to me.. i accept the reason.. u ask of me.. i ask in return, does it really matter?

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