Thursday, November 29, 2007
finally im back online! my laptop was dead for 1 week and i sent it for repair. now it is fast alr! haha. not very very fast. but jus nice. haha. been busy with alot of things. which i dun really noe wad also. first, filming.. i wonder when will we finally finish. it seems to be going on and on no stop. sick of it alr. =x secondly, preparing FM things.. kinda tiring having to think of new things each week ah. lol. but anyway. one more month and YEAH! we are going to the recording studio for recording alr loh! haha. looking forward to it! but this also means our test is coming. which is in like 2 or 3 weeks time. omg. hope it will be okie! thirdly, working. not much of working this month cos of school. argh. which means no money for me. T.T sighs. broke broke broke. z. next, leisure! hahah. watching movies, playing arcade, going k etc. abit only la. cos no time also. need to relax sometimes.. u noe.. hah. alright jus a short update. =D
what we could have been, 4:25 AM.
Monday, November 12, 2007
sometimes i really hate myself. to be in such a state. im caught up by so much problems. and things happen too suddenly for me to even react to them.
firstly, i hate school. i hate having to rush for assignments everyday. im sick of video. im sick of audio. im sick of ANIMATION. im sick of every thing in SP. im sick of having to do this assignment and upon completing one, the other comes in. im sick of hearing the dead lines. im sick of looking at so many words. fcuk. i hate school.
secondly, i hate the idea of having financial problems cos i cant work. i hate having to worry abt money all day long. i hate i hate i hate. i wish i could take up a job dat pays up to 5000 a month.(im dreaming.)
thirdly, im back to ground one. i wish i did not said dat. i wish i did not noe it. i wish all in all. everything will not come to me again. but it all came back here. although there isnt any decision to make, although i dun have much choice also, i dunno wad am i troubling abt. ive been day dreaming all day long. and surprisingly, i still dropped abit ytd. i need to cool myself down and think. i need alot of thinking space. i need alot of time. time waits for no one. and this is wad i got to learn 2 years back. the time is not mine. i need to keep running with it too. i cant stop at any point. sighs. this is too tiring.
lastly, focus music. actually i detest the idea of having to come up with talent performances, and the idea of having to prepare a speech, imagining u are a new artiste in singapore going to taiwan and introducing singapore, introducing a book and things like dat. i really dunno wad im gonna do for it and im tired of such things.. roar.
i need my beauty sleeep.
what we could have been, 2:02 AM.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
im tired. and hurt. haha. physically. i notice i have a LOT of blue black marks! and today one was added on. and its swollen some more. haiz. sian. fm is finally reaching the cai yi biao yan part le. i feeeel sian but also abit excited. interesting ma. but. i have no ideas wad to do now. -.- and this have to continue on for like months. T.T can studio singing faster come? awwwws.
interim is coming soon. and im kinda = / hm. scared. haha. for wad i also dunno. we will jus do our best. =D i hope i wont get nervous. haha. we still have animation to complete. deadline is this coming friday. -.- i think i can die la. haiz.
dun even have much time for other things. so long nv go out le. -.- and a number of my frens will be gg overseas fot itp soon.. =( and they wil be like gone for 2 months. sighs. need to meet up soon my frens! i miss all of u! haha.
what we could have been, 2:05 AM.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
there's nothing interesting recently. maybe dog show @ expo ba. so many big big dogs. and pretty cute dogs. pictures.
mr chua with ghandi.
the basket is very small!
BIG BIG BAG.
nothing to do.
moody day~ i really have the thought of quitting school man. 我很累啊！
what we could have been, 12:16 AM.