well, sometimes this serves as a goood sign and sometimes it isnt anything else. i am happy dat i am not starting it first today. hah. well, wad can i ask for. nothing actually. maybe its jus cos there is something dat needs to be said or wad. dats y the start is different today. but at the near end of it, i dropped again. cos of her. hah. well. well. i am still considered outside ya. hm. goodness gracious.
bah bah bah bah bah.
what we could have been, 1:34 AM.